Jeff Bro <---- "sister's honour"

Lolx.. you should know who Jeff bro is by now. If you still dont know.. go read up the other post on him. I miss talkin to my dearest bro!! SoBx!!! Well i understand we each have our own lives to get on with.. but i worry bout my brother all the time. He is quite capable of getting hurt.. sigh.. HURT is in.. mentally.. emotionally and physically.

Did i mention he is one clumsy pot? grrr!!! He alwyx gets cutz and burns no matter how freakin much i shout and nag at him.. fyi I HATE NAGGING!!!! clumpsy pot!!! :P lolx.. If i was there.. i would protect him from all injuries and give him scars of my own to remember.. hahaha!!! I am evil... evil lil sister as he puts it.

Anyway- it is important for me to know wats going on with him.. si? And for him to know wats going on with me... that way we wont miss anything going on in each other's life.. its a sibling thing.... So i was talking to him the other day.. and i made him a promise...

"I'm gonna take Jeff bro to Paris. For fishing. I'll let him do the fishing and i'll do the shopping.. and have a blast time with my dearest brother!!!! Its a sisters honour... a promise to work for... something to hold on to.... PAREEE HEREEE WEEE COMEEEE....."

i'm a fan of A-ZEE-A!!!!

I know this dude.. pretty cool dude..!! Ok i like him... hez fun to be with!! XD!!! He writes.. lolx yea- i write too... i like these kinda stuffs.. lyrics.. music.. stories.. etc. Anyway- he WRITES!! and bloody hell he sure CAN write!!! He showed me a couple of his work.. damn ittt amazing!! I am instantly in love with his work.. its really pretty good. Thus, i decided to be a fan of it!!! Number ONE fan of Aza's work!!!!!!!!!! he rawkx!!!!!! i love him!!!!!!! XD XD XD!!!!!! So.. i'll post all his work here.. for you guyx to enjoy it as well!!! wooo ho!!!!

your in my dreams and im willing to pursue
but baby dreams
dont come true with out you
It's not enough to know what's right
unless
I'm strong enough to do
heart was feeled with love
now its torn in 2
its not enough for you
to make my feelings blue
loved you so muched
dont know what to do
like a baby need their mother
girl i need you
can we try this out girl
we got nothing to loose

by : A-Zee-A

Sleepless night once again...

I didnt sleep the whole night.. I was WIDE AWAKE!!! Hmm wat do they call it? Insomnia? Lolx!!! I wasnt on the internet.. so THAT means it wasnt on purpose... i just COULDNT SLEEP!!!

I had physics class at 8pm.. Ciuyi went to Genting... OH and it is Kai Ming's birthday today!! Lolx!!! Uh god.. i am starting to realize i have IDD... >.>!! Ok i'll try not to get you confused... restart~ from the begininng....

Ciuyi couldnt come to Physics class because she was with her family rawkin out in genting. (i heard she was karaokeing~ i am soo jealing man!! ) Therefore it was just me and TAN TAN in the row.. lolx!!! Plus we sit right in front... of the teachers nose.. swt!!! Heyy no complaints.. i like Mr Moay's class!!! So he was teachin "resonance"... i actually managed to understand wat he was saying with TAN TAN's help ofcourse... XD!!! This class had so many jokes that i didnt notice the time FLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When i got home, i couldnt go to bed. So i decided to type the physics notes for Ciuyi and send it via email for her to copy before coming to class. Oh gawd, the diagrams took me ages!!! SOBX!!! Some diagrams i couldnt draw with the pc, so i asked her to leave some space. I finished typing the whole thing at around 2.30am. Haha!! After that , i had to move on and do BM...

BM <--- i have double work. Because.. nvm dont ask. Lets just say, i am stubborn? and I do not let go so fast? One things for sure..if he doesnt start doing, I'll never stop from doing.. i just hope he feels bad :P!!! no.. i just hope he revises.. XD!!! he has potential.. and he is a nice guy.. i love helping out nice sweet people.. XD!!!! I bet Ciuyi calls that "easy to be hurt/bullied/taken advantage of".. lolx.. :P

So in the end i couldnt sleep... i helped with a little house work from 5 to 6.30.. online a little while to dowload songs.. then went wondering around the house.. like a lost puppy.. mwahahah!!! continued my BM work.. and feel asleep on the couch at 2.30pm and work up at 5.. i feel much better NOW!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! I am in love with myself!!!!!!!!!!!

Dont miss me!!!

Lolx!! heyy everyone.. ok i havent been writing much lately.. i hardly get on here.. too.. thats cuz i wanted to spend the last moments with the net playin dota and downloading songs. Well... i cant deny the fact that my world resolves around music.. so i need it very badly to keep me survivng for a whole year without the net..

Dont get what i am sayin? lolz.. ok ok i'll explain!! hmm.. lets see.. i would be startin form 5 in a couple of months.. one month +... anyway- its spm year.. like THE most important year in high skool.. cuz its my FINAL year + major exam year. Righto!!! So lets me ... my parents think i am weird.. and living an abnormal life.. which way they mean? i DO NOT KNOW neither do i care.. because i love the way i am right now.. XD..

Unfortunately, i cant say the same for them.. They feel.. i cant be controlled anymore.. thus, they are removing my internet.. to AVOID me from spending so much time with it.. and playing DOTA.. sigh.. they expect me to FOCUS and get good grades.. well i gotta admit.. i was a little care free in form 4.. and yup i couldnt give one damn bout my exams.. well now i guess things have to change huh?

My dad promised me.. after my spm, i can play the whole day.. go out where ever i want.. and do wat eva i wish.. So Alright then... i'll let the net go... for a whole year.. but in order to survive.. i had to download enough music.. to keep me ALIVE!! Yesh!!! I can survive with music.. without it.. i am lost.. a lost souL... hurt and torn apart.. shattered and broken.. despair.. oh you get it.. dont u?

Movin on.. If i stop playin dota.. i will turn into the WORST NOOB eva!! Sha!! i play dota.. One of the few galz.. like i said i am weird.. its a pretty cool game.. and i am seriously HOOKED with it.. i gt Ciuyi in it too.. yesh!! At least she can keep me updated with the DOTA world when i dont hv the net anymore.. but i'll continue trainin with the pc.. and L.Weeeee.. i'll make sure i kick ur ass someday!!! Be prepared buddy!!!! =]

The blog.. oh no no ofcourse not.. i cant ignore and leave this alone.. XD it will be updated.. from time to time. How you ask? I havent figured that part out yet- but u hv my word.. probably once in two week.. 14 posts in one go.. LOLX!!!!! Man i soo am lovin my life.. which has lotsa cool people in it..

Many thanx and love to Jeff bro, Ciuyi, Shi Yunn Jie Jie, Homie~Hui Ling, L. Weeeee, Vagee sis, Neff bro, Divya, Catherine, Lillian, Daddy (Wei Chin), Lu Yi, Tan Tan, Kah Yan (Unknown), Vic Hon + many more.. XD!!!! I owe you guyz a bunch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] rock on!!!

Life sUx

"Life sux!!! big time!! when i slowly recover... they go and break me again!! The cut... is getting deeper... I can feel the blood oozing out... drip drip drip!! Heartless-cold-humanz!!.. I have no where to go.. no place to hide.. Who can i trust.. what can they do.. we are all merely children..!! Its alwyx about money huh? I just hate that stupid thing. Cant they see... how badly they hurt me? Realize before its too late.. words can kill... !! How long will i last? I do not know.. they frustration is driving me off my mind... if i cross the limit.. i am afraid.. i would do drastic things... Am i so difficult to understand? I dont think so... i have simple needs.. and longingz... words play a vital role.. and a little support..!! As hard as i try to heal, it just wouldnt work anymore.. Cuz its broken.. I'm broken.. beyond repair/ recovery!!! =[ "

L.Weee <- - - "owe you"

I saw a shirt in Voir, Jusco three weeks back. It was completely amazing. I fell in love with that tops!! Weeee!!! I so badly wanted it.. XD!!

But~ its actually a guy'z tops!! Urg!!! :P fine i know i have weird taste.. but wateva!! It was nice ok!!! Soo cool!! I WANT IT!!! but anyway~ i would look funny wearing it.. it does look like a boy's shirt after all... so.. sadly, i turned my back to it.

"heyy come back!! i know you want me.." i heard the shirt call me!!
"yess i want you!! so badly!!!" cried my heart back...
"yes love.. come to me!!..." called out the t-shirt!!
"no!!" said my brainz!!
"no!!" said my mom...!!

BOOM!! the final word has been laid down. I had to turn and walk away without it... *heartbroken*....

After a week.. i still had it on my mind. Uh!! its love.. what do you expect? I cant forget it so fast! So i thought.. who can i get it for? I found a friend!! Thanx to Ciuyi!! Hez soo fun!! and he goes to my tuition.. and HE PLAYZ DOTA!! lolx.. the best part is.. he is completeeeee FUNN!! He has crazy wonderful effin awesome ideas.. and planz!!

We plan to blow up a dead cat.. and go car/bike racing when we learn to drive next year!! Yahoo!! i cant wait!! :P

So... who shall i get that shirt for? Ofcourse.. L.Weeeee!!!! But what's his size? XS? S? urg!!

Finally i got his online... Phew!! He said his size is "M".. kononnya!! >.>!! He is so freakin thin.. but anyway- if its M then M it is!! This week.. when i went to watch Madagaskar, i was gonna get him the wonderful much loved shirt...

I seriously think the evil demon monster is behind this.. The whole thing wasnt there..

"erm.. excuse me, where is the black and white shirt here?"
"huh? which one?"
"the one with the skull picture and grey-white design which was over here? "
"oh, i'm sorry.. it's sold out.."
"ok thank...."

URG!!!!!! So unfair!! UNFAIRR!!! My baby had been stolennn!!!!!! *curses*... sigh!! So freakin unlucky man!! I so badly wanted to get that tops.. L.Weee would have loved it!! And i get to seee ittt in tuition!!! URG URG URG!!!!!!!!

Oh well.. i still promised him to get him a topz... so Hold on fella!! When i find something nice.. i'll buy it for you regardless the price..!! Weeeee!!! I have saved up RM100 for it!! XD!! So no worries... just hope i finally meet another shirt (true love)... :P!!! Though it would look a zillion timez better on me.. i'll get it for L.Weeeeee!!!!!! =]

Lady Gaga <--- Just dance

This song is offf the hit man!! it gets me high!!! come danceee with MEEE!!!!!!!!!!!



- Lady GaGa Lyrics

Madagaskar 2.... :P

Yesh yesh yesh!! I watched Madagascar 2 yesterday with my brother-in-law and niece!! Totally a hit man!! yahoo!! Its like a "must watch" movie!! So effin hillarious!!

Its about Alex, Marty, Malvin and Gloria finding their home land in Africa. Ofcourse alot of chaos there.. and they will solve it together. Malvin will finally tell Gloria that he had always liked her!!! Sweet!!!! Courage man!! Lolx!!

I like the penguinz the best!! Evil yet cool!! awesome!!! Just the way i like it!! He comes up with great planz and as scary as it is.. EVERYTHING works!! Lolx!! goo penguinz!!! yee haa!! He ends up marryin the doll.. O.o!!

Alex .. wow.. he is a great dancer!! >.>!!! Be my dancing partner!!! You rawk buddy!!!!

Well i dont wanna tell you guyx the whole story.. its best to watch it yourself. You'll get to see Alex when he was young.. and his father dancing.. Motomoto.. the volcano.. and the old lady!! Alex and gang.. would break the dam for water!!!! sweeet!!

Go watch!!! you'll be laughin of your seats!!!!!

Baby Care..

This is a note and reference for the FuTuRe!! :P!! Since there is a baby in the house right now.. like less than a month year old baby, i have to help out... >.>!! yea tell me bout it!! sheex!

Well on the bright side, i get to learn "baby care" from now!! yeee haaa!! Lolx!! I just got to know today that babies dont have stable back bones!! *shocked* so you watch how you hold them. I am finally allowed to carry the new born baby! Yeah- totally a blast. I bet he feels the most comfy with me!! yahoo!!!!

Notes :
1. Pat the baby to make him burp.
2. Put your hand near the neck so that you can give him support when he jerks his head.
3. Dont let the baby sit because he doesnt have stable backbones.
4. If the baby chokes on milk, carry him quicky and blow his head. (i never get that right)
5. When the baby sleeps, lay him down side ways so that if he burps or vomits milk, he wont drink it in and coke in it.

p.s Never go near when he has done his "bussiness"

Yea- there you go!! Galx rawk cuz i bet you guyz sux at baby care!! mwahahah!!!!

Catz <- - - - EWW!!!!

They hv no point of existence ... they r gross... and yucky!!!

Twilight (hmpf.. shut up people!!!)

Obviously, everyone would know what it "Twilight" by now. The twilight that I am talking about is "the twilight series"!! It's the four books written by Stephanie Mayer. I owe her a huge THANK YOU cuz that book really entertained me!!

Its a vampire story. Lolx!!! Anyway- a friend of mine introduced the book to me. ~tuition friend. She said that i would really enjoy the book since we have similar taste (discovered that through the addiction to Pendragon). She had the first three books and the fourth was not published yet at that time. I read the first three book from her. Wow.. it was a blast!!

Instant love!! I got seriously hooked up with it. My imaginary Edward was stuck on my head. Obsession.. addiction!! Lolx!! Sheex!! So both of us we driven by the CRAZE!! We searched the net to find more bout twilight and EVERYTHING about twilight. We found the extra stuffz that werent put into the book.. and etc.

Anyway- we are one of the first to catch the fourth book (Breaking Dawn). Lolx.. you should have seen our excitement.. woo hoo!! We even planned on how to get out hands on the books when they were out because we knew it would be "hawt" sales! So- as soon as the book came out, we quickly bought them. Yay!! It was fantasy beyond imagination. Awesomeness man!!

I am still addicted to Twilight but my friend grew out of it. I wonder how people get bored of things so fast. Once i am addicted, its hard for me to grow out of it.. Oh well.. i am just different.

Well now.. look.. EVERYONE is reading TWILIGHT!! Everyone is sayin "i love Edward", "He's mine", "Its MY most fav book"... guess what? The green monster is creeping out..!! Sheex.. even to those people whom I introduced the book are fighting with me over EDWARD!! SheeX people.. gimme a break already! Go find someone else to fight with. Screw it man!

Isnt it obvious I hate hearing that? Hello!!! I kinda read the book like WAY before you all.. so i have a longer period of addiction.. YET- i dont go round bragging bout me loving Edward!! Yes i get excited talkin bout him.. but i dont over do it!!! Urg!! Bloody hell.. its annoying!! Go find somewhere else to drool over him!! I just dont wanna see it!!!

No matter what... i still think he is the perfect description of a perfect vampire.. duh!! I love vampires.. Cmon you gotta agree.. they rawk!! They look pretty cool!!! Sigh.. sadly not many exist in the world these days. They are all being extinct!! Anyway- i might get lucky and come across one. Oh well..

At least i have the twilight movie to look forward too... I cant wait!! Hmm.. my imaginary Edward looks better than the movies Edward. Thats for sure.. !! =] Stephanie Mayer - you rawk gal!! I owe it to you man!! Lolx!! So people.. screw it.. dun bug me with your annoyin behaviour... XD!!! Happy watchin the movie yo!!! Rawk on!!!!!~

I fixed it!!!!

As it is clearly know.. i am one heck of a music FREAK!! hell ya!!! Yesh.. i cant survive without music... its just LIKE THAT!!! You either believe it.. or... not.. its not my prob. If you try to take music away from me.. its one way of killing me.. just for you to know! Hmpf.. i am still figuring out how to bring out the music InSiDe of me.. dun worry.. it will soon be out..

Music is my PrIncE in ShiNinG aRmOr.. !! So how do i hear to music? Well.. i have lotsa sources... te he he!! When none of them are workin.. i turn to my most dearest friend.. the PIANO!!! yesh!! i love playin the piano.. sadly i stopped at grade 4.. and my peepz dont wanna send me for classes now... sheex.. i wanna continue!! Oh well-

But most of all.. its the GUITAR that i am addicted.. i mean have you actually SEEN how people play it? It getz u MESMERIZED!!! Ahhh!!! I can forget myself completely when i see people playin the guitar.. its the best sensation man!!! So.. i decided.. i wanna learn how to play the guitar.. i can sing.. thought not so well.. but heyy- i am just gonna sing for myself.. so i dont really have to be YOUR -CHOICE-OF-VOICE... !! Hmm.. i believe... well nvm.. forget that.

So where was i? Hmm yesh.. the guitar. I have one broken guitar at home.. that belongs to my brother. My brother is one heck of a star man! He just knows wut he wants.. and gets it done. He knowz hw to play the guitar and drum. And he is a smart ass!! No worries.. i had my vacation..to me to gear up.. and win the race. Later about that... !! =]

How can i play a broken guitar? It only has FIVE strings. For god sake!! have mercy!!! Hmpf!! Yet- i must thank my brother for leaving behind the guitar.. now its mine! Yesh!!! Ok.. so i found this place that sells guitar strings. "god i love you" i thought. No hesitation.. or second thoughtz.. i just bought all six strings.. and pickx.

Phew.. on the right track man! Now.. how the hell am i supose to fix it? Gawd.. i should have thought bout that BEFORE i did the damn purchase. I realised.. a desperate gal cant think straight. Took time.. looking at the guitar.. then.. i dont know HOW.. i just knew what to do. I removed the old ones.. and replaced it with new strings. Huray!! "Sonu you Bloody rawk!!!" The guitar has been fixed!! I love it! Now.. *cough cough*....... I NEED TO TUNE IT!!! sigh!! That.. i dont know how to do! Somebody help?

Well... just two process left.. i need to find out how to tune it.. then LEARN to play it!! yeah!! i am good to go!! wish me luck!! MUSIC here i COME!! dont u dare leave me ever again!!!! ^_~

Misery starts...

The holiday beginz.. which meanz.. the misery is bound to begin soon too.. I am guessing i would have to do most of the house chores.. what more with the little baby around.. Ahhh!!! Its gonna start tomoro.. I am so gonna be worn out by the end of the day.. i am sure bout that!!! *sobx!!* oh well.. on the bright side.. i can loose weight and fit into that punk-ish tops with hoodie that i own!! YEA baby!! i am soo getting into it soon!!!

A heart's cry..

He broke me.. TT___TT... he is the cost of it.. most of it anyway- cant be fixed.. pathetic..!! But thats ok.. u have my blessingz.. hv fun with ur life.. remember.. you will alwyx be my hunney.. i miss you... darn.. lotz...

Go back in time...

Growing up is a process that you cant stop. Sit back a while.. and think. How were you 16 years ago? I was a tiny baby, just how my little nephew is now. So darn tiny. You can hardly open your eyes. All you do is sleep and drink milk. Dont forget the "passing motion too.." Haha!!

Then you grow up.. sooner that you realize it. You grow into a kid.. a teen.. an adult.. and then old - dead and gone..! Sad isnt it? All the people you met in life... everyone you know.. one by one, they'll all die. YOu never know who will go first. sigh...

Do you know that i hate growing up? Have you ever seen how kids are when a bunch of them play together? The might never know each other one minute ago.. and the next second, you can see them playing happily like best frenx forever. Its pretty amazing isnt it?

I want the world to be as such. May be its too much to ask. But just ONE day.. one damn day, let everyone forget who they were, are and will be. Just let every damn thing go and fly free. Run like mad little kids, play all day long. Have ice-creamz and lollies. Jump, play and dance in the rain.. despite your age!

I want to forget everything.. and just be free to dance under the rain drops.. with lollies.. frenz along side.. screaming our lungz out...

Aunt for the 5th time...

My 1st sister got her 3rd baby.. and its a BOY again!!.. XD!! he is soo cutee!! i'll post his picture when i take it.. XD!! only one week old.. ahhh!!!!

"I WANT A BABY TOO!!!................... weee...!!"

Piercing.... ^_~

Well... they day went by FINE!!! I went out with Catherine.. talked to her.. it was all going great!! I got my ears pierced again!! YAY!!!! cool!! hmm.. i should hv gotten the cross.. damn!! Next time i guess.... >.< !!

Lets see... Last Thursday... is a day to be REMEMBERED in my history!!.. I hv tuition at 4.30pm. Usually my dad sends me there.. but this time (since we had some heated arguments) I decided to walk there... Left home at 3.10pm. Walked walked walked.. all the way.

May be its true i have some mental disorder or something... Do i need a psychiatrist? My mom said i do.. but .. hmm i dont know! Anyway- on the way.. i was feeling so... ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN!! But in simple words.. frustration... madness... despair!!... I used the "jusco way" to walk to tuition. I stopped by Jusco.. walked straight to SILVER SCORPION and got my lips pierced.

After i got it pierced.. hmm i felt so much better.. i think you call it satisfaction? It didnt hurt. Nothing i feared happened... I GOT MY LIPS PIERCED!! YAY!! GAWD DAMN!!! i just went for it and GOT IT DONE!!! cool!!!!!!! I didnt think.. no brain involved.. haha!! I didnt think of what my parents would say.. frenx would say... oh well.. i just didnt care.. didnt bother.. JUST NEED TO DO SOMETHING to proof to myself that I WAS in CONTROL.... and something else...

After that i walked to tuition.. The people over there.. were SHOCKED!! "I didnt think you were so wild..." and some other comments as such were passed on to me.. Oh did i mention... i keep getting DARK LOOKS from everyone.. HAHA!!! Hmm i just was tooo satisfied with my piercing to care..

When i got home.. thingz didnt go so well... mom was shocked ... so were the rest of the family.. they forced me to take it off.. lotsa screaming .. shouting.. cryin... urg!!! My dad said "get out of the house.." gawd damN!! i should have just gone out.. no? DAMN!!!! I just removed it... now the hole closed.. TT___TT!!!

I am so freakin sad.. i THINK i am the only one.. who is actually heart broken right now... They rest of them are all so happy that the piercing has been taken off and the hole has actually closed!! SHIT!!! My friends at school were so murderous when they got to know that i got my lips pierced.. but then they didnt get too mad cuz it was removed and the hole closed...

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Oh well.. if i happen to die soon.. I'll atleast have the satisfaction that i got to pierce my lips...

"But if i live longer... the future... hold much mistery... =] "

ThuMp tHumP... i am scared....

Thats my heart beat... the beat is so fast.. the melody is like when you play it in the drum.. help me..!! Its tomoro.. I have to do it.. I have to talk it out.. I HAVE TO TALK!!!!! shit!!! WHy me? I know.. cuz.. nvm.. !!.. Gawd.. i am fidgeting.. So damn f'kin restless... I am left with... a few more hours before tomoro... and when tomoro cums.. wat will i do? wats gonna happen? I am very scared..... TT___TT... i know this doesnt make ANY sense.. but it does to me.. it makes all the sense in the world.. she just had to go and mess it up.. now.. i hv to fix it.. WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!! But i am lookin forward for another things tomoro... te he he!! i am so gonna get into holy shit deep trouble for that.. butt.... <.<... BUT.. i am still gonna go ahead with it.. *fingers cross* i hope + wish it will all turn out right... EVERYTHING WILL GET BAK TO THE WAY IT WAS!!!

I know i am not suppose to be hoping or wishing.. he said... i should stop it.. but now.. i need.. all the wish i can get.. cuz.. if i mess it up with her tomoro.. it'll be broken forever.. i cant let that happen.. can i? Nope i cant.. cuz she is important to me... She just had to go and be a jerk.. urg!! YOu better have a good explanation young lady.. cuz.... uhhh!!! I might go mad before tomoro.. as it is.. i am already insane... sheex!!!

Dasaavaratham...

Phew.. FINALLY!! I got to watch Dasavaratham today!!! Thank you ASTRO people for repeating the show like 5 times... I owe it to you guyx!!!

I can proudly say.. so far this is the BEST tamil movie evaa in history!!! yay!! oK ok.. i know that i like Arya and he isnt acting in this movie.. but heyy- this movie seriously rawkx alright?

The "hero" in this movie is KAMAL HASSAN.. my mom's all time fav.. Seriously.. he CAN act man!! Haha.. he played 10 rolls in this movie. I like the one where he was Fletcher... the bad white guy in the movie.... he looked.. good...!! They even dressed him up as Bush... you should check it out.... woo hoo!!

Anyway- this is how the story goes.. A very long long time ago.. there was a priest who prayed to Lord Krishna (one of the gods). But the king prayed to Lord Shiva (another god). Later, an argument broke out... The king wanted the priest to accept the fact that the greatest god among all is Lord Shiva.. but the priest continued Worshiping Lord Krishna. So, the king tied him to Lord Krishna's Statue and threw it into the sea.....

After many years later, the world changed. People were advancing in science and technology. In a science lab in US, they were experimenting a monkey. They manage to find a device to communicate with the monkey. Besides that, they created a virus. Its something like the "atom bomb" but it doesnt BURST.. instead its particles dissolve and spread in the air... green virus...

When they found out that it is hella dangerous, the man who created it disposed it all.. but one was saved. It was kept inside a not-too-cold-not-to-hot place... sheex!! That scientist was gonna dispose it later. However, someone else sold it to Fletcher (the bad guy).. Oh no!!! Fletcher took it to India. He was gonna use it to threaten people for money + land.

Then starts the chasing.. and catching.. running... haha!!! The actionz in the movie.. were as good as those from HOLYWOOD!! I am dead serious alright!! YOu should watch it.. rawked man!! In the end... the virus was released but.. a Tsunami occurred.. BTW that virus can only be stopped by Sodium Chloride which is Salt.. <--- sea!! XD!!

Many people died.. but most were saved... They had all races inside it.. IT WAS LOVELY!! So not racism at all!! gawd!! everyone SHOULD watch it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exam Just Round the corner...

Holly shit!!! Can you believe it? When they said "time flies".. they werent kidding!!! Damn.. it feel like... i just got into high school... I still remember THOSE days!! After primary.. i moved to form 1.. I used to look at those "morning session" students and wonder..
"wow.. they sure have alot going on.. It must be pretty hectic.. woa.. they look so cool.."

So it was like that.. and now... I made it up to FORM 4.. wow wee!! Plus its already at the end of year 2008.. i'll be in form 5 soon... woaaa!!! Yet- i have more important things to worry about.. you got THAT right!! Its my final exams!!!

Dang!!! I thought it was still far away.. oh no no!! how will i ever make it through this time? I hardly studied... <.< !! i am seriously soo doomed!!! GREAT!! ahhh!!!!! Somebody save me!!!! Screw the finalz!! sheex!!!!!!

Pn. Vijaya's "break in" during Chemistry...

My life is soo full of dramas… dramas.. dramas.. dramas.. and MORE DRAMAS… !! Weirdly enough, my surrounding is full of dramas too. I guess this is what Catherine calls “THE LAW of ATTRACTION” … I... as a “dramatic person” tends to attract lotsa dramas. That’s our theory anyway. Anyway- lets get bak to what happened in school…

During chemistry… you can see ¾ class falling asleep.. feel asleep and practically not paying attention.. The teacher is really soo cute!!! But her class is just BORING that you cant help snoring … every class is boring these days. Then suddenly .. Pn. Vijaya (moral teacher) rushes into the class and *BOOM* explodes!!!

“Girls.. if you want to complain bout me, complain to me. Don’t go and complain to other teachers. Oh my god. And Where is Su-Ching????”

We chorus “ absent”

“Girls.. you tell me.. is it wrong that I scolded her? She didn’t bring her book and didn’t do the work. Is it wrong that I scolded her???”

We say again “No”

“And I didn’t ask you all to copy everything again. If you had done your work, just mark it from the board. Of its wrong then write the correct answer if not just leave it. Oh my god. I have been teaching for 7 years and no one has complained about me before. In my 7 years history, this is the first time … 4D ha? I’ll never forget you girls. I regret teaching your class, 4D….”

And she goes off.. Wow… That’s really took us all by surprise and caused a buzz in or class.. Everyone gave each other “dark looks” .. Poor Shi Yunn (class president) was devastated. Our class seems to be having lotsa comments and complaints from the teachers. They ALWYX say bad things bout us.. though its not EVERYONE of us doing it.. just one or two.. sigh!!

Some how after this incident.. something struck my mind… so I told Catherine…

Me : “OMG cat.. this is all my fault!!”

Cat : “Huh? Wat are you talking bout?”

Me : “All this drama is cause of me!! I keep attracting them.. so where eva I go.. it follows me!!!! Oh no!!! I am so sorry you got dragged in it also..!!”

Cat : “No la.. we are not part of it also la!! Just some ppl only”

Me : “OMG!!! I am so sorry..”

Cat : “oi .. *gives me the look* wats wrong with you? Huh? Huh?"

The we go into silence.. Lmao!! That alwyx comes out of nowhere.. anyway- poor teacher.. I am not sure what really happened thought.. but I guess we are in big trouble.. We all would probably get really bad attitude reports.. sigh sigh sigh!!! In the end.. Shi Yunn (P) and Amanda (VP) found the teacher and apologies..

Wardrobe filling up!!

Huray!!! My bro-in-law just got back from his business trip to Costa Rica... He bought us all back something from over there… I got a .. ORIGINAL NIKE T-SHIRT!!!!

Everytime he goes there (quite frequent) and all those time my sisters go over seas.. they come back with really cool things for me.. O.O!!! I think my wardrobe can last me for half a life time!! XD!!! *_~

Lets see.. I have an original Disney t-shirt, original Levi’s Jeans, original Hollywood t-shirt, two original Costa Rica t-shirts and original Nike. I was told to say “original” by him.. he says its important.. though I never seem to get why though.. LOLX!!!

These are a couple of clothes that are still very new.. and haven’t worn yet!! All from the United States.. >., ...Malaysia or Bangladesh? LOLX!! I am not kidding.. its written in the label!! HAHAHAH!!!

Its gives me fits of laughter..!! Anyway – now I have to go for Deepavali shopping.. I don’t wanna get traditional clothes.. I told my mom.. She was like.. “… ok” Hmm.. I bet she would come up with something completely irrational soon. Anyway-

I was thinking of getting a gown/dress (my brother grumbled since I don’t have one)... boots… jacket… lotsa pants (punk) and t-shirts (punk)!! I just hate wearing skirts and gowns… Ewww!!! Skirts and still fine if I can get it to look punkish!! But I am forced to get one “proper attire” <-- so they call it … since my whole wardrobe is full off.. ordinary clothes… “my taste”

Or may be I should just ask for money.. $_$ … darn.. I cant decide….!!!! HELP!!!

Music Music MUSIC addiction!!!!!!! \m/

Its time to take a peak look into me… I am a weird person.. yea. Besides that, I am diagnosed with hyperventilation. Mwahahaha!!! It alwyx happens when I get extremely high… I am straight…

I am able to get high without the aid of drugs… alcohol or ecstasy pills. Seriously.. I am alwyx high and hyper. One thing that is sure to get me so high is MUSIC… I am such a music freak!!! I cant imagine a life without music.. I would die of depression.. suffer from sorrows.. break downs.. heart attacks.. and w/e u can think off. . HAHA!!

Music saves my SouL!! It creates a whole different world for me.. One thing that gets me to loose control is music… mwahahah!!! Its just amazing!! Oh yea- and there’s no need for a radio in my house.. Because I keep singing all the time.. that’s the comment my brother-in-law gave me… Lolx!

Mostly I am into music with loud background-music… like punk.. punkrock… and hardcore..!! Screamo is cool too.. and also metal!! (forget I mentioned it all)… XD!

Hear to “RISE AGAINST”.. they are awesome…I cant get enough.. woo hoo!!!

Mom can do better... <-- joke much??

Is it just me or are all mothered ladies like that?? Everyday is the same… “nag nag nag nag nag nag nag….” Doesn’t she ever get bored of it? Sometime I just feel that she loves doing that.. its her most favorite past time.

She can come up with ideas you didn’t eve think before. She twists and turns every word.. and she belittles me in front of everyone all the time. Doesn’t she realize she is actually just embarrassing herself? Pathetic much?? Everyday is the same story..

“No one helps me… I have to do ALL the work by myself… That’s what you are good at what.. Eat and eat.. at least you are doing that properly… bla bla bla!!!” She goes on forever and eva everyday.

So even if she doesn’t seem to get fed up of ranting the same thing… I honestly have got bored and sick of it.. So I have learned to shut my years off when she starts. Its magical.. XD… I hardly hear what she’s talking bout.. its like my ears have miracally formed a reflectable surface… Thus the sound waves of her voice doesn’t get into my ears.. HAHA!!!! Its soo cool!!!

But the best part is pissing her bak! When she pisses me off.. I just shut up.. but most of the times.. I blow up.. When she gets annoyin… I just cant resist the temptation to talk back and reply soo rudely.. Basically just annoy her back.

Sigh… but I get cursed a lot… Haha.. When it happens.. I have to force my lips shut.. cuz I alwyx feel like laughing so loud.. believe me.. its just soo funny!!! HAHAH!!! Probably what my dad says is true.. I do have thick skin after all.. LMAO!!!!!

Wow *touched*.. so many people care...

When I sit back and just take a look at my world…. I think there’s an angel with me.. Everything is like a miracle.. I get most of the things I want. Ofcourse there are lotsa horrible things happening EVERYDAY but apart from that .. I know these really awesome people..!! Some are blood related and some are heart related. Lolx!! But all of them do seem to care so much for me….

Ofcourse we have my parents… You might think its their duty to do so.. but in my case.. I know its not.. But they have one problem.. they don’t know how to show love.. so LOVE is an awkward situation in my home. Yet- they show how much they care for me in their own weird way. Sometime my dad just gets me off guard by saying unexpected but really sweet things.

Besides that, my second sister is all over my back. Alwyx worrying and lecturing me with my unhealthy behavior. My brother fills in the parts she leaves out… and so does my elder sister.. alwyx with “do you have enough activity book? Do you need me to tutor you in add maths?” Cool!!! Alwyx sooo caring bout me.. all three of them rawk!! I lovee them!!!!!!!!! *hugzzzzzzzz*

Then I have Catherine!! My best best BEST fren!!! I practically tell her everything. She does stick with me through every damn thing that going on. She seriously rawkx man!! She alwyx give me “the look” when I am not doing what I am suppose to do. During maths/add maths.. she grabs my book away while I am still buzy copyin the notes from the board. “Stop copyin.. listen.. haiyo… rant …” XD!! Then she scolds me for not studying to… hahah!!! But it doenst sound scary.. it just looks cute and funny to me.. LOLX!!!!

Next in line… Divya…. One of my closest frenx. She is sweet.. and we think alike most of the times. Oh and she is my personal advisor. HAHAHA!! She is one day older than me.. but soo matured!! I am still in my childhood days.. XD!!! “you have to start studying”… And she helps me with my problems. I owe her much… She is just awesome!!! Very caring too…

Haha… this one has to be in the list.. Ciuyi… she’s my niece… (family in skool) .. Hardcore baby!!! She believes in her “principle” and a very disciplined kid. Anyhow – I am capable of making her loose track and do the wildest things that she never thought of.. Lolx.. she is very fun!! Yet- strict.. swt!!! “ I need to have a talk with you..!! You have to start studying. GO BAK AND STUDY!!! Forget all your singers and artist.. Study!!! Take off your modem/computer cable if you have to!!” .. I get lots of that from her..

YAY!!! Shi Yunn .. my sister (family in skool) is also in.. this is also a definite man!! She actually argues with me.. for my lack-of-interest in studies. My story books are taken away during class.. forcing me to pay attention in the boring class… TT__TT!! “why are you doing maths during physics?” that was a heated argument.. God I really am sorry for shouting bak as a response… Then I got so sad cuz she was like almost cryin.. She is the greatest Jie jie… She does make a wonderful elder sister.. and cares much for me….

So as you can see.. I have so many people caring for me.. Also my tuition frenx “lilian .. her dad , Mr Eddy Tay and a couple more…” Anyway – I don’t know what do to when people are like that. Yes – its all very sweet.. ok I’ll follow.. but then.. when will it be the time when I do what I want? When will I break free? When can I pursue my dreams? I have really different taste and desire than them. They don’t even know what I desire… I seek for something that wouldn’t even have crossed their minds or anyone’s..

The desire and yearning I have buried down deep… it cant come out where I am not.. Its just not the place for me… I don’t know how much longer I can hold it bak.. but when it blows…… BOOM………… you will all be taken by surprise…. I leave trails of it sometimes… even the slight of “IT” is overwhelming.. imagine if the whole thing gets out and take controls of me??

Jonas Brothers... *_*

Did you know there are four Jonas brothers? They are.. Kevin Jonas, Joe Jonas, Nick Jonas and Frankie Jonas. One bunch of really cool teenage dudes..!!

Kevin is talented in guitar.. I heard he is the best guitarist among all of them… Right!!!

Nick on the other hand is the best vocalist. I personally feel so too.. He is able to project his music with his voice perfectly..!! I think he was also the first vocalist for their band. Besides.. he is cute…!!

Frankie.. I don’t know much bout him.. He is still very small.. but he plays the drums.. Talents man!! At a very young age…!!

Lastly… JOE JONAS!!! I cant say he comes with the whole package but he doest have most of it… He has a great body.. and is soo hawt!!! I love his HAIR!!! XDD!! Joe can sing… CAN sing.. but not as good as his little brother…

Their world tour turned out to be a great success.. I wonder what they would do after this.. I hope they continue with the band.. and have another world tour soon.. This time make a trip over here.. XD!!

I wanna see Joe.. and Nick.. and Kevin.. and Frankie.. They also have good attitude… I guess.. that’s what was told on TV.. haha!!! They are not like other crappy artists… with bad behaviors and end in rehab.. gosh!

BTW.. did you know Miley Cyrus is Nick’s ex? He is/ was together with Selina Gomes… lolx!!! Miley and Selina had some heated arguments or something.. Anyway- it all just crap! XD!!! You just keep rawkin Nick!!!

JOE JONAS... is definitely HAWT!!!!!!!

Jeff bro!! <---

Ma Ma Mi Yaa… Woootttt!!!! I know a creature called Jeff… When I say “creature” I MEAN a creature all right.. the species of this creature is still unidentified properly but currently put under the group call “humans” …. And this creature happens to be..

MY BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!

Lets talk alittle bout this creature and its awesome-ness aite? But before that.. *going bak in history* <-- FLASHBAK………. I got to know Jeff early this year.. We talk / chat A LOT before we both got buzy with reality that is. Then one day.. (cant remember the date) .. he adopted me as his little sister.. AWWW soooo sweet!!!! XD!!! He lives in Wichita, Kansas and is 19 years old. He is like THE most awesome-est brother one can ask for..……--> BAK TO PRESENT…..

I talk to him when eva I can .. online and on the phone.. tho its alwyx like once in a blue moon since we are seriously hella buzy PLUS the time factor.. Lolx!!! The best part of he being my brother is.. tormenting his life.. LMAO!!!!

Have you ever bickered with your brother? Just a couple of years older?? As a little sister, you would do everything you can to win the argument and later on smug with triumph when you win the never ending battle. Everytime we talk… we argue on every tiny thing.. and I’ll be laughing madly. I bet he is too.. LOLX!!!! The thing is.. even if we actually personally agree with one another, we never let the other know it.. Its like trouble for the pride.. HAHAHA!!!

Anyway- honestly he like the sweetest and coolest bro one can ask for…!!! His nick name for me is “potgirl” (not sure hw he came up with that) and mine for him is “kettlehead” …. Lolx!! We came up with a song lyric/poem together.. its funny weird but weirdly ..its turned out pretty well.. Damn I so love doing these fun things with him..

PLEASE NOTE “he isn’t suppose to know I said that so… SHH”

He seems to know how to make me feel better too.. lolx I rant a lot to him.. and he just listens to my babbling.. I go On and On and On.. and he just listens.. gosh I so appreciate that man!!! Trust me.. it seriously keeps my sanity with me..!!! There was once .. when I was like so down.. I think that’s the only time I was like that.. *congrats to Jekk bro* he managed to cheer me up.. !!!

Oh .. he cut his hair.. TT__TT!!! I liked his hair with the beanie on.. Sooo cuteeee / cool!!!! Now the hair is short and .. well actually it doesn’t look that bad.. but I still preferred the other one better.. HE HAS TO GROW HIS HAIR!!!!!!! He said he will. Mwahahha another battle won!!

He got me into Trance music (he won the battle this time) and also to Beanies.. >. trance music or beanies.. its just simply things that are likable I guess… Doesn’t make sense .. but heyy.. wat does? Lolz!

Sometimes… he gets all caring and says sweet sensitive things that gets me off board.. I mean cmon you cant blame me.. One minute we are bickering and then out of no where “poof” .. I get speechless. For instance when he says things like “I think you as my sister and part family. So as weirdly as this would sound but I mean it.. You can come crash at my place anytime when you need somewhere to go.. And stay as long as you want till you get everything straight” .. I will be like “WOW”………. >.

Once it was like.. “I wish I could just fly you over to your sister’s place now. TT__TT I am so sad I cant do anything for my lil sis” … another WOW!!! Gosh he is really the sweetest bro, man!!!!! HE RAWX!!!!!!!

BTW I just got banned from junk food by him… “babble babble babble..” he kept going on and on and ON.. bout the consequences of eating junk foods… He banned me from having junk food at all.. except on certain occations… TT__TT now I am stuck with veggies.. ewww!!! And did you know he said raw celery tastes awesome with peanut butter? He must have really lost it!!!! That’s like soo gross!!!!

Some may think I am crazy with this.. and some may even call this crap.. (like my mom.. dad , second sis and more..) but does anyone of them know how is it being with your adopted brother? They expect me to just throw it all away and turn my back on these? Hell no.. never even possible in dreams man!!! He is part of my family HURAY!!!

I believe I am the luckiest gal around to have a fate as such… Jeff bro rawks as my brother.. and I live to torment his life as a little sister (he agreed) .. its my job!!! I love my Jeff brother!!!!!!!!!!!! I owe him so much.. and also a promised break-in-smack-kick-punch when he is sleeping. XD!! *_~ !!

Exam stress!!! Wats wrong with the goverment!! >.>

I believe the government is crazy.. (pretend I didn’t say that<--I don’t wanna be thrown in Jail under ISA) .. but when you think of it.. you will understand.. they seriously ARE crazy!!! For me.. at the moment.. the craziest person around is the education Minister..

First.. our finals were scheduled on the 18^th of September. Then they moved it to 15^th of October… now they moved it forward to 6^th of October…!!!!!! Seriously.. wats all that about? First the put us under slight pressure.. then once we got used to the idea of early examination.. they pushed it way bak and gave us lotsa hope and time to study.. then when we take things slow and do our preparation step by step they bring it forward and crush us? May be they are secretly tryin to kill us all? Is our country too populated already? I think not…

Then why?? GEEX!!!!!! I hate studying.. All those words and letters.. ouch!! ‘eyesore’!! Why cant we have a better education system.. I mean the government should find a way to make the students “love education”. As in .. they learn for knowledge and the love they have for the subject.

Unfortunately.. we learn for the sake of examinations. I don’t know much bout others.. but me.. and my close buddies.. WE ALL study for EXAMS!!! Once we are done with that level and move on to the next.. we forget the previous ones. Dumb I know.. but we merely study to score for exams.. its EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS that stress us out.

Furthermore. Why do we even have to learn our history? What’s the point of learning bout the dead and gone? Besides.. they all weren’t that interesting either. Yet – the government make that as a compulsory subject and force us all into purgatory. Have some mercy on us PLEASE!!!!!

Dota Addiction… *_~

I play dota. Wait.. I know what you are gonna say.. “you are a gal.” I keep hearing that EVERYTIME when I tell people.. I play dota.. I probably should start a petition saying “Why cant gals play dota?” or may be “why cant gals get hooked up with pc games?” I cant see why it’s a problem for us to play pc games? Is the a law or rule that says we cant? Why should everyone get surprised when I say that? Seriously man.. its…

Dota is great. Actually, I LOVE playing dota!! More like.. I’m dota addicted. Its not hard to believe.. the game is such! I can continue playing and playing and PLAYING for hours.. and still.. CONTINUE PLAYING!!! There is no end to it. I am not that good.. still a noob. I get trashed most of the time by my cuzinz and Thinesh.. They are really good.. and I am still a beginner..

But that’s ok.. I still have room to improve.. Practice makes perfect.. and I got no prob practicing.. Someday I’ll beat you guyz!! Mwahahah!! DIE DIE DIE!!!!!! So far I have trashed one guy.. Sashi.. mwahahah!! And also Melvin.. so that means.. I am not that bad after all.. DOTA RAWKX!!!!!

My most favorite character is “VOKER” int hero.. I play my best for now with him.. And he looks awesome when I hook him up with the items.. glows man!! I should start learning other heros too.. I can use luna and crystal.. but not very good with them… So I must learn.. and kick their butts!!

“Dish dish dish.. eeee ha!! *smack* … "high jump knee landing… SMASH” .. die die!!

Lolx.. but voker.. just CASTS SPELLS.. hahaha!!!