Lolx.. you should know who Jeff bro is by now. If you still dont know.. go read up the other post on him. I miss talkin to my dearest bro!! SoBx!!! Well i understand we each have our own lives to get on with.. but i worry bout my brother all the time. He is quite capable of getting hurt.. sigh.. HURT is in.. mentally.. emotionally and physically.
Did i mention he is one clumsy pot? grrr!!! He alwyx gets cutz and burns no matter how freakin much i shout and nag at him.. fyi I HATE NAGGING!!!! clumpsy pot!!! :P lolx.. If i was there.. i would protect him from all injuries and give him scars of my own to remember.. hahaha!!! I am evil... evil lil sister as he puts it.
Anyway- it is important for me to know wats going on with him.. si? And for him to know wats going on with me... that way we wont miss anything going on in each other's life.. its a sibling thing.... So i was talking to him the other day.. and i made him a promise...
"I'm gonna take Jeff bro to Paris. For fishing. I'll let him do the fishing and i'll do the shopping.. and have a blast time with my dearest brother!!!! Its a sisters honour... a promise to work for... something to hold on to.... PAREEE HEREEE WEEE COMEEEE....."
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
i'm a fan of A-ZEE-A!!!!
I know this dude.. pretty cool dude..!! Ok i like him... hez fun to be with!! XD!!! He writes.. lolx yea- i write too... i like these kinda stuffs.. lyrics.. music.. stories.. etc. Anyway- he WRITES!! and bloody hell he sure CAN write!!! He showed me a couple of his work.. damn ittt amazing!! I am instantly in love with his work.. its really pretty good. Thus, i decided to be a fan of it!!! Number ONE fan of Aza's work!!!!!!!!!! he rawkx!!!!!! i love him!!!!!!! XD XD XD!!!!!! So.. i'll post all his work here.. for you guyx to enjoy it as well!!! wooo ho!!!!
your in my dreams and im willing to pursue
but baby dreams
dont come true with out you
It's not enough to know what's right
unless
I'm strong enough to do
heart was feeled with love
now its torn in 2
its not enough for you
to make my feelings blue
loved you so muched
dont know what to do
like a baby need their mother
girl i need you
can we try this out girl
we got nothing to looseby : A-Zee-A
Sleepless night once again...
I didnt sleep the whole night.. I was WIDE AWAKE!!! Hmm wat do they call it? Insomnia? Lolx!!! I wasnt on the internet.. so THAT means it wasnt on purpose... i just COULDNT SLEEP!!!
I had physics class at 8pm.. Ciuyi went to Genting... OH and it is Kai Ming's birthday today!! Lolx!!! Uh god.. i am starting to realize i have IDD... >.>!! Ok i'll try not to get you confused... restart~ from the begininng....
Ciuyi couldnt come to Physics class because she was with her family rawkin out in genting. (i heard she was karaokeing~ i am soo jealing man!! ) Therefore it was just me and TAN TAN in the row.. lolx!!! Plus we sit right in front... of the teachers nose.. swt!!! Heyy no complaints.. i like Mr Moay's class!!! So he was teachin "resonance"... i actually managed to understand wat he was saying with TAN TAN's help ofcourse... XD!!! This class had so many jokes that i didnt notice the time FLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When i got home, i couldnt go to bed. So i decided to type the physics notes for Ciuyi and send it via email for her to copy before coming to class. Oh gawd, the diagrams took me ages!!! SOBX!!! Some diagrams i couldnt draw with the pc, so i asked her to leave some space. I finished typing the whole thing at around 2.30am. Haha!! After that , i had to move on and do BM...
BM <--- i have double work. Because.. nvm dont ask. Lets just say, i am stubborn? and I do not let go so fast? One things for sure..if he doesnt start doing, I'll never stop from doing.. i just hope he feels bad :P!!! no.. i just hope he revises.. XD!!! he has potential.. and he is a nice guy.. i love helping out nice sweet people.. XD!!!! I bet Ciuyi calls that "easy to be hurt/bullied/taken advantage of".. lolx.. :P
So in the end i couldnt sleep... i helped with a little house work from 5 to 6.30.. online a little while to dowload songs.. then went wondering around the house.. like a lost puppy.. mwahahah!!! continued my BM work.. and feel asleep on the couch at 2.30pm and work up at 5.. i feel much better NOW!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! I am in love with myself!!!!!!!!!!!
I had physics class at 8pm.. Ciuyi went to Genting... OH and it is Kai Ming's birthday today!! Lolx!!! Uh god.. i am starting to realize i have IDD... >.>!! Ok i'll try not to get you confused... restart~ from the begininng....
Ciuyi couldnt come to Physics class because she was with her family rawkin out in genting. (i heard she was karaokeing~ i am soo jealing man!! ) Therefore it was just me and TAN TAN in the row.. lolx!!! Plus we sit right in front... of the teachers nose.. swt!!! Heyy no complaints.. i like Mr Moay's class!!! So he was teachin "resonance"... i actually managed to understand wat he was saying with TAN TAN's help ofcourse... XD!!! This class had so many jokes that i didnt notice the time FLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When i got home, i couldnt go to bed. So i decided to type the physics notes for Ciuyi and send it via email for her to copy before coming to class. Oh gawd, the diagrams took me ages!!! SOBX!!! Some diagrams i couldnt draw with the pc, so i asked her to leave some space. I finished typing the whole thing at around 2.30am. Haha!! After that , i had to move on and do BM...
BM <--- i have double work. Because.. nvm dont ask. Lets just say, i am stubborn? and I do not let go so fast? One things for sure..if he doesnt start doing, I'll never stop from doing.. i just hope he feels bad :P!!! no.. i just hope he revises.. XD!!! he has potential.. and he is a nice guy.. i love helping out nice sweet people.. XD!!!! I bet Ciuyi calls that "easy to be hurt/bullied/taken advantage of".. lolx.. :P
So in the end i couldnt sleep... i helped with a little house work from 5 to 6.30.. online a little while to dowload songs.. then went wondering around the house.. like a lost puppy.. mwahahah!!! continued my BM work.. and feel asleep on the couch at 2.30pm and work up at 5.. i feel much better NOW!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! I am in love with myself!!!!!!!!!!!
Dont miss me!!!
Lolx!! heyy everyone.. ok i havent been writing much lately.. i hardly get on here.. too.. thats cuz i wanted to spend the last moments with the net playin dota and downloading songs. Well... i cant deny the fact that my world resolves around music.. so i need it very badly to keep me survivng for a whole year without the net..
Dont get what i am sayin? lolz.. ok ok i'll explain!! hmm.. lets see.. i would be startin form 5 in a couple of months.. one month +... anyway- its spm year.. like THE most important year in high skool.. cuz its my FINAL year + major exam year. Righto!!! So lets me ... my parents think i am weird.. and living an abnormal life.. which way they mean? i DO NOT KNOW neither do i care.. because i love the way i am right now.. XD..
Unfortunately, i cant say the same for them.. They feel.. i cant be controlled anymore.. thus, they are removing my internet.. to AVOID me from spending so much time with it.. and playing DOTA.. sigh.. they expect me to FOCUS and get good grades.. well i gotta admit.. i was a little care free in form 4.. and yup i couldnt give one damn bout my exams.. well now i guess things have to change huh?
My dad promised me.. after my spm, i can play the whole day.. go out where ever i want.. and do wat eva i wish.. So Alright then... i'll let the net go... for a whole year.. but in order to survive.. i had to download enough music.. to keep me ALIVE!! Yesh!!! I can survive with music.. without it.. i am lost.. a lost souL... hurt and torn apart.. shattered and broken.. despair.. oh you get it.. dont u?
Movin on.. If i stop playin dota.. i will turn into the WORST NOOB eva!! Sha!! i play dota.. One of the few galz.. like i said i am weird.. its a pretty cool game.. and i am seriously HOOKED with it.. i gt Ciuyi in it too.. yesh!! At least she can keep me updated with the DOTA world when i dont hv the net anymore.. but i'll continue trainin with the pc.. and L.Weeeee.. i'll make sure i kick ur ass someday!!! Be prepared buddy!!!! =]
The blog.. oh no no ofcourse not.. i cant ignore and leave this alone.. XD it will be updated.. from time to time. How you ask? I havent figured that part out yet- but u hv my word.. probably once in two week.. 14 posts in one go.. LOLX!!!!! Man i soo am lovin my life.. which has lotsa cool people in it..
Many thanx and love to Jeff bro, Ciuyi, Shi Yunn Jie Jie, Homie~Hui Ling, L. Weeeee, Vagee sis, Neff bro, Divya, Catherine, Lillian, Daddy (Wei Chin), Lu Yi, Tan Tan, Kah Yan (Unknown), Vic Hon + many more.. XD!!!! I owe you guyz a bunch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] rock on!!!
Dont get what i am sayin? lolz.. ok ok i'll explain!! hmm.. lets see.. i would be startin form 5 in a couple of months.. one month +... anyway- its spm year.. like THE most important year in high skool.. cuz its my FINAL year + major exam year. Righto!!! So lets me ... my parents think i am weird.. and living an abnormal life.. which way they mean? i DO NOT KNOW neither do i care.. because i love the way i am right now.. XD..
Unfortunately, i cant say the same for them.. They feel.. i cant be controlled anymore.. thus, they are removing my internet.. to AVOID me from spending so much time with it.. and playing DOTA.. sigh.. they expect me to FOCUS and get good grades.. well i gotta admit.. i was a little care free in form 4.. and yup i couldnt give one damn bout my exams.. well now i guess things have to change huh?
My dad promised me.. after my spm, i can play the whole day.. go out where ever i want.. and do wat eva i wish.. So Alright then... i'll let the net go... for a whole year.. but in order to survive.. i had to download enough music.. to keep me ALIVE!! Yesh!!! I can survive with music.. without it.. i am lost.. a lost souL... hurt and torn apart.. shattered and broken.. despair.. oh you get it.. dont u?
Movin on.. If i stop playin dota.. i will turn into the WORST NOOB eva!! Sha!! i play dota.. One of the few galz.. like i said i am weird.. its a pretty cool game.. and i am seriously HOOKED with it.. i gt Ciuyi in it too.. yesh!! At least she can keep me updated with the DOTA world when i dont hv the net anymore.. but i'll continue trainin with the pc.. and L.Weeeee.. i'll make sure i kick ur ass someday!!! Be prepared buddy!!!! =]
The blog.. oh no no ofcourse not.. i cant ignore and leave this alone.. XD it will be updated.. from time to time. How you ask? I havent figured that part out yet- but u hv my word.. probably once in two week.. 14 posts in one go.. LOLX!!!!! Man i soo am lovin my life.. which has lotsa cool people in it..
Many thanx and love to Jeff bro, Ciuyi, Shi Yunn Jie Jie, Homie~Hui Ling, L. Weeeee, Vagee sis, Neff bro, Divya, Catherine, Lillian, Daddy (Wei Chin), Lu Yi, Tan Tan, Kah Yan (Unknown), Vic Hon + many more.. XD!!!! I owe you guyz a bunch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] rock on!!!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Life sUx
"Life sux!!! big time!! when i slowly recover... they go and break me again!! The cut... is getting deeper... I can feel the blood oozing out... drip drip drip!! Heartless-cold-humanz!!.. I have no where to go.. no place to hide.. Who can i trust.. what can they do.. we are all merely children..!! Its alwyx about money huh? I just hate that stupid thing. Cant they see... how badly they hurt me? Realize before its too late.. words can kill... !! How long will i last? I do not know.. they frustration is driving me off my mind... if i cross the limit.. i am afraid.. i would do drastic things... Am i so difficult to understand? I dont think so... i have simple needs.. and longingz... words play a vital role.. and a little support..!! As hard as i try to heal, it just wouldnt work anymore.. Cuz its broken.. I'm broken.. beyond repair/ recovery!!! =[ "
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
L.Weee <- - - "owe you"
I saw a shirt in Voir, Jusco three weeks back. It was completely amazing. I fell in love with that tops!! Weeee!!! I so badly wanted it.. XD!!
But~ its actually a guy'z tops!! Urg!!! :P fine i know i have weird taste.. but wateva!! It was nice ok!!! Soo cool!! I WANT IT!!! but anyway~ i would look funny wearing it.. it does look like a boy's shirt after all... so.. sadly, i turned my back to it.
"heyy come back!! i know you want me.." i heard the shirt call me!!
"yess i want you!! so badly!!!" cried my heart back...
"yes love.. come to me!!..." called out the t-shirt!!
"no!!" said my brainz!!
"no!!" said my mom...!!
BOOM!! the final word has been laid down. I had to turn and walk away without it... *heartbroken*....
After a week.. i still had it on my mind. Uh!! its love.. what do you expect? I cant forget it so fast! So i thought.. who can i get it for? I found a friend!! Thanx to Ciuyi!! Hez soo fun!! and he goes to my tuition.. and HE PLAYZ DOTA!! lolx.. the best part is.. he is completeeeee FUNN!! He has crazy wonderful effin awesome ideas.. and planz!!
We plan to blow up a dead cat.. and go car/bike racing when we learn to drive next year!! Yahoo!! i cant wait!! :P
So... who shall i get that shirt for? Ofcourse.. L.Weeeee!!!! But what's his size? XS? S? urg!!
Finally i got his online... Phew!! He said his size is "M".. kononnya!! >.>!! He is so freakin thin.. but anyway- if its M then M it is!! This week.. when i went to watch Madagaskar, i was gonna get him the wonderful much loved shirt...
I seriously think the evil demon monster is behind this.. The whole thing wasnt there..
"erm.. excuse me, where is the black and white shirt here?"
"huh? which one?"
"the one with the skull picture and grey-white design which was over here? "
"oh, i'm sorry.. it's sold out.."
"ok thank...."
URG!!!!!! So unfair!! UNFAIRR!!! My baby had been stolennn!!!!!! *curses*... sigh!! So freakin unlucky man!! I so badly wanted to get that tops.. L.Weee would have loved it!! And i get to seee ittt in tuition!!! URG URG URG!!!!!!!!
Oh well.. i still promised him to get him a topz... so Hold on fella!! When i find something nice.. i'll buy it for you regardless the price..!! Weeeee!!! I have saved up RM100 for it!! XD!! So no worries... just hope i finally meet another shirt (true love)... :P!!! Though it would look a zillion timez better on me.. i'll get it for L.Weeeeee!!!!!! =]
But~ its actually a guy'z tops!! Urg!!! :P fine i know i have weird taste.. but wateva!! It was nice ok!!! Soo cool!! I WANT IT!!! but anyway~ i would look funny wearing it.. it does look like a boy's shirt after all... so.. sadly, i turned my back to it.
"heyy come back!! i know you want me.." i heard the shirt call me!!
"yess i want you!! so badly!!!" cried my heart back...
"yes love.. come to me!!..." called out the t-shirt!!
"no!!" said my brainz!!
"no!!" said my mom...!!
BOOM!! the final word has been laid down. I had to turn and walk away without it... *heartbroken*....
After a week.. i still had it on my mind. Uh!! its love.. what do you expect? I cant forget it so fast! So i thought.. who can i get it for? I found a friend!! Thanx to Ciuyi!! Hez soo fun!! and he goes to my tuition.. and HE PLAYZ DOTA!! lolx.. the best part is.. he is completeeeee FUNN!! He has crazy wonderful effin awesome ideas.. and planz!!
We plan to blow up a dead cat.. and go car/bike racing when we learn to drive next year!! Yahoo!! i cant wait!! :P
So... who shall i get that shirt for? Ofcourse.. L.Weeeee!!!! But what's his size? XS? S? urg!!
Finally i got his online... Phew!! He said his size is "M".. kononnya!! >.>!! He is so freakin thin.. but anyway- if its M then M it is!! This week.. when i went to watch Madagaskar, i was gonna get him the wonderful much loved shirt...
I seriously think the evil demon monster is behind this.. The whole thing wasnt there..
"erm.. excuse me, where is the black and white shirt here?"
"huh? which one?"
"the one with the skull picture and grey-white design which was over here? "
"oh, i'm sorry.. it's sold out.."
"ok thank...."
URG!!!!!! So unfair!! UNFAIRR!!! My baby had been stolennn!!!!!! *curses*... sigh!! So freakin unlucky man!! I so badly wanted to get that tops.. L.Weee would have loved it!! And i get to seee ittt in tuition!!! URG URG URG!!!!!!!!
Oh well.. i still promised him to get him a topz... so Hold on fella!! When i find something nice.. i'll buy it for you regardless the price..!! Weeeee!!! I have saved up RM100 for it!! XD!! So no worries... just hope i finally meet another shirt (true love)... :P!!! Though it would look a zillion timez better on me.. i'll get it for L.Weeeeee!!!!!! =]
Monday, November 17, 2008
Lady Gaga <--- Just dance
This song is offf the hit man!! it gets me high!!! come danceee with MEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
- Lady GaGa Lyrics
- Lady GaGa Lyrics
Madagaskar 2.... :P
Yesh yesh yesh!! I watched Madagascar 2 yesterday with my brother-in-law and niece!! Totally a hit man!! yahoo!! Its like a "must watch" movie!! So effin hillarious!!
Its about Alex, Marty, Malvin and Gloria finding their home land in Africa. Ofcourse alot of chaos there.. and they will solve it together. Malvin will finally tell Gloria that he had always liked her!!! Sweet!!!! Courage man!! Lolx!!
I like the penguinz the best!! Evil yet cool!! awesome!!! Just the way i like it!! He comes up with great planz and as scary as it is.. EVERYTHING works!! Lolx!! goo penguinz!!! yee haa!! He ends up marryin the doll.. O.o!!
Alex .. wow.. he is a great dancer!! >.>!!! Be my dancing partner!!! You rawk buddy!!!!
Well i dont wanna tell you guyx the whole story.. its best to watch it yourself. You'll get to see Alex when he was young.. and his father dancing.. Motomoto.. the volcano.. and the old lady!! Alex and gang.. would break the dam for water!!!! sweeet!!
Go watch!!! you'll be laughin of your seats!!!!!
Its about Alex, Marty, Malvin and Gloria finding their home land in Africa. Ofcourse alot of chaos there.. and they will solve it together. Malvin will finally tell Gloria that he had always liked her!!! Sweet!!!! Courage man!! Lolx!!
I like the penguinz the best!! Evil yet cool!! awesome!!! Just the way i like it!! He comes up with great planz and as scary as it is.. EVERYTHING works!! Lolx!! goo penguinz!!! yee haa!! He ends up marryin the doll.. O.o!!
Alex .. wow.. he is a great dancer!! >.>!!! Be my dancing partner!!! You rawk buddy!!!!
Well i dont wanna tell you guyx the whole story.. its best to watch it yourself. You'll get to see Alex when he was young.. and his father dancing.. Motomoto.. the volcano.. and the old lady!! Alex and gang.. would break the dam for water!!!! sweeet!!
Go watch!!! you'll be laughin of your seats!!!!!
Baby Care..
This is a note and reference for the FuTuRe!! :P!! Since there is a baby in the house right now.. like less than a month year old baby, i have to help out... >.>!! yea tell me bout it!! sheex!
Well on the bright side, i get to learn "baby care" from now!! yeee haaa!! Lolx!! I just got to know today that babies dont have stable back bones!! *shocked* so you watch how you hold them. I am finally allowed to carry the new born baby! Yeah- totally a blast. I bet he feels the most comfy with me!! yahoo!!!!
Notes :
1. Pat the baby to make him burp.
2. Put your hand near the neck so that you can give him support when he jerks his head.
3. Dont let the baby sit because he doesnt have stable backbones.
4. If the baby chokes on milk, carry him quicky and blow his head. (i never get that right)
5. When the baby sleeps, lay him down side ways so that if he burps or vomits milk, he wont drink it in and coke in it.
p.s Never go near when he has done his "bussiness"
Yea- there you go!! Galx rawk cuz i bet you guyz sux at baby care!! mwahahah!!!!
Well on the bright side, i get to learn "baby care" from now!! yeee haaa!! Lolx!! I just got to know today that babies dont have stable back bones!! *shocked* so you watch how you hold them. I am finally allowed to carry the new born baby! Yeah- totally a blast. I bet he feels the most comfy with me!! yahoo!!!!
Notes :
1. Pat the baby to make him burp.
2. Put your hand near the neck so that you can give him support when he jerks his head.
3. Dont let the baby sit because he doesnt have stable backbones.
4. If the baby chokes on milk, carry him quicky and blow his head. (i never get that right)
5. When the baby sleeps, lay him down side ways so that if he burps or vomits milk, he wont drink it in and coke in it.
p.s Never go near when he has done his "bussiness"
Yea- there you go!! Galx rawk cuz i bet you guyz sux at baby care!! mwahahah!!!!
Friday, November 14, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Twilight (hmpf.. shut up people!!!)
Obviously, everyone would know what it "Twilight" by now. The twilight that I am talking about is "the twilight series"!! It's the four books written by Stephanie Mayer. I owe her a huge THANK YOU cuz that book really entertained me!!
Its a vampire story. Lolx!!! Anyway- a friend of mine introduced the book to me. ~tuition friend. She said that i would really enjoy the book since we have similar taste (discovered that through the addiction to Pendragon). She had the first three books and the fourth was not published yet at that time. I read the first three book from her. Wow.. it was a blast!!
Instant love!! I got seriously hooked up with it. My imaginary Edward was stuck on my head. Obsession.. addiction!! Lolx!! Sheex!! So both of us we driven by the CRAZE!! We searched the net to find more bout twilight and EVERYTHING about twilight. We found the extra stuffz that werent put into the book.. and etc.
Anyway- we are one of the first to catch the fourth book (Breaking Dawn). Lolx.. you should have seen our excitement.. woo hoo!! We even planned on how to get out hands on the books when they were out because we knew it would be "hawt" sales! So- as soon as the book came out, we quickly bought them. Yay!! It was fantasy beyond imagination. Awesomeness man!!
I am still addicted to Twilight but my friend grew out of it. I wonder how people get bored of things so fast. Once i am addicted, its hard for me to grow out of it.. Oh well.. i am just different.
Well now.. look.. EVERYONE is reading TWILIGHT!! Everyone is sayin "i love Edward", "He's mine", "Its MY most fav book"... guess what? The green monster is creeping out..!! Sheex.. even to those people whom I introduced the book are fighting with me over EDWARD!! SheeX people.. gimme a break already! Go find someone else to fight with. Screw it man!
Isnt it obvious I hate hearing that? Hello!!! I kinda read the book like WAY before you all.. so i have a longer period of addiction.. YET- i dont go round bragging bout me loving Edward!! Yes i get excited talkin bout him.. but i dont over do it!!! Urg!! Bloody hell.. its annoying!! Go find somewhere else to drool over him!! I just dont wanna see it!!!
No matter what... i still think he is the perfect description of a perfect vampire.. duh!! I love vampires.. Cmon you gotta agree.. they rawk!! They look pretty cool!!! Sigh.. sadly not many exist in the world these days. They are all being extinct!! Anyway- i might get lucky and come across one. Oh well..
At least i have the twilight movie to look forward too... I cant wait!! Hmm.. my imaginary Edward looks better than the movies Edward. Thats for sure.. !! =] Stephanie Mayer - you rawk gal!! I owe it to you man!! Lolx!! So people.. screw it.. dun bug me with your annoyin behaviour... XD!!! Happy watchin the movie yo!!! Rawk on!!!!!~
Its a vampire story. Lolx!!! Anyway- a friend of mine introduced the book to me. ~tuition friend. She said that i would really enjoy the book since we have similar taste (discovered that through the addiction to Pendragon). She had the first three books and the fourth was not published yet at that time. I read the first three book from her. Wow.. it was a blast!!
Instant love!! I got seriously hooked up with it. My imaginary Edward was stuck on my head. Obsession.. addiction!! Lolx!! Sheex!! So both of us we driven by the CRAZE!! We searched the net to find more bout twilight and EVERYTHING about twilight. We found the extra stuffz that werent put into the book.. and etc.
Anyway- we are one of the first to catch the fourth book (Breaking Dawn). Lolx.. you should have seen our excitement.. woo hoo!! We even planned on how to get out hands on the books when they were out because we knew it would be "hawt" sales! So- as soon as the book came out, we quickly bought them. Yay!! It was fantasy beyond imagination. Awesomeness man!!
I am still addicted to Twilight but my friend grew out of it. I wonder how people get bored of things so fast. Once i am addicted, its hard for me to grow out of it.. Oh well.. i am just different.
Well now.. look.. EVERYONE is reading TWILIGHT!! Everyone is sayin "i love Edward", "He's mine", "Its MY most fav book"... guess what? The green monster is creeping out..!! Sheex.. even to those people whom I introduced the book are fighting with me over EDWARD!! SheeX people.. gimme a break already! Go find someone else to fight with. Screw it man!
Isnt it obvious I hate hearing that? Hello!!! I kinda read the book like WAY before you all.. so i have a longer period of addiction.. YET- i dont go round bragging bout me loving Edward!! Yes i get excited talkin bout him.. but i dont over do it!!! Urg!! Bloody hell.. its annoying!! Go find somewhere else to drool over him!! I just dont wanna see it!!!
No matter what... i still think he is the perfect description of a perfect vampire.. duh!! I love vampires.. Cmon you gotta agree.. they rawk!! They look pretty cool!!! Sigh.. sadly not many exist in the world these days. They are all being extinct!! Anyway- i might get lucky and come across one. Oh well..
At least i have the twilight movie to look forward too... I cant wait!! Hmm.. my imaginary Edward looks better than the movies Edward. Thats for sure.. !! =] Stephanie Mayer - you rawk gal!! I owe it to you man!! Lolx!! So people.. screw it.. dun bug me with your annoyin behaviour... XD!!! Happy watchin the movie yo!!! Rawk on!!!!!~
Saturday, November 8, 2008
I fixed it!!!!
As it is clearly know.. i am one heck of a music FREAK!! hell ya!!! Yesh.. i cant survive without music... its just LIKE THAT!!! You either believe it.. or... not.. its not my prob. If you try to take music away from me.. its one way of killing me.. just for you to know! Hmpf.. i am still figuring out how to bring out the music InSiDe of me.. dun worry.. it will soon be out..
Music is my PrIncE in ShiNinG aRmOr.. !! So how do i hear to music? Well.. i have lotsa sources... te he he!! When none of them are workin.. i turn to my most dearest friend.. the PIANO!!! yesh!! i love playin the piano.. sadly i stopped at grade 4.. and my peepz dont wanna send me for classes now... sheex.. i wanna continue!! Oh well-
But most of all.. its the GUITAR that i am addicted.. i mean have you actually SEEN how people play it? It getz u MESMERIZED!!! Ahhh!!! I can forget myself completely when i see people playin the guitar.. its the best sensation man!!! So.. i decided.. i wanna learn how to play the guitar.. i can sing.. thought not so well.. but heyy- i am just gonna sing for myself.. so i dont really have to be YOUR -CHOICE-OF-VOICE... !! Hmm.. i believe... well nvm.. forget that.
So where was i? Hmm yesh.. the guitar. I have one broken guitar at home.. that belongs to my brother. My brother is one heck of a star man! He just knows wut he wants.. and gets it done. He knowz hw to play the guitar and drum. And he is a smart ass!! No worries.. i had my vacation..to me to gear up.. and win the race. Later about that... !! =]
How can i play a broken guitar? It only has FIVE strings. For god sake!! have mercy!!! Hmpf!! Yet- i must thank my brother for leaving behind the guitar.. now its mine! Yesh!!! Ok.. so i found this place that sells guitar strings. "god i love you" i thought. No hesitation.. or second thoughtz.. i just bought all six strings.. and pickx.
Phew.. on the right track man! Now.. how the hell am i supose to fix it? Gawd.. i should have thought bout that BEFORE i did the damn purchase. I realised.. a desperate gal cant think straight. Took time.. looking at the guitar.. then.. i dont know HOW.. i just knew what to do. I removed the old ones.. and replaced it with new strings. Huray!! "Sonu you Bloody rawk!!!" The guitar has been fixed!! I love it! Now.. *cough cough*....... I NEED TO TUNE IT!!! sigh!! That.. i dont know how to do! Somebody help?
Well... just two process left.. i need to find out how to tune it.. then LEARN to play it!! yeah!! i am good to go!! wish me luck!! MUSIC here i COME!! dont u dare leave me ever again!!!! ^_~
Music is my PrIncE in ShiNinG aRmOr.. !! So how do i hear to music? Well.. i have lotsa sources... te he he!! When none of them are workin.. i turn to my most dearest friend.. the PIANO!!! yesh!! i love playin the piano.. sadly i stopped at grade 4.. and my peepz dont wanna send me for classes now... sheex.. i wanna continue!! Oh well-
But most of all.. its the GUITAR that i am addicted.. i mean have you actually SEEN how people play it? It getz u MESMERIZED!!! Ahhh!!! I can forget myself completely when i see people playin the guitar.. its the best sensation man!!! So.. i decided.. i wanna learn how to play the guitar.. i can sing.. thought not so well.. but heyy- i am just gonna sing for myself.. so i dont really have to be YOUR -CHOICE-OF-VOICE... !! Hmm.. i believe... well nvm.. forget that.
So where was i? Hmm yesh.. the guitar. I have one broken guitar at home.. that belongs to my brother. My brother is one heck of a star man! He just knows wut he wants.. and gets it done. He knowz hw to play the guitar and drum. And he is a smart ass!! No worries.. i had my vacation..to me to gear up.. and win the race. Later about that... !! =]
How can i play a broken guitar? It only has FIVE strings. For god sake!! have mercy!!! Hmpf!! Yet- i must thank my brother for leaving behind the guitar.. now its mine! Yesh!!! Ok.. so i found this place that sells guitar strings. "god i love you" i thought. No hesitation.. or second thoughtz.. i just bought all six strings.. and pickx.
Phew.. on the right track man! Now.. how the hell am i supose to fix it? Gawd.. i should have thought bout that BEFORE i did the damn purchase. I realised.. a desperate gal cant think straight. Took time.. looking at the guitar.. then.. i dont know HOW.. i just knew what to do. I removed the old ones.. and replaced it with new strings. Huray!! "Sonu you Bloody rawk!!!" The guitar has been fixed!! I love it! Now.. *cough cough*....... I NEED TO TUNE IT!!! sigh!! That.. i dont know how to do! Somebody help?
Well... just two process left.. i need to find out how to tune it.. then LEARN to play it!! yeah!! i am good to go!! wish me luck!! MUSIC here i COME!! dont u dare leave me ever again!!!! ^_~
Friday, November 7, 2008
Misery starts...
The holiday beginz.. which meanz.. the misery is bound to begin soon too.. I am guessing i would have to do most of the house chores.. what more with the little baby around.. Ahhh!!! Its gonna start tomoro.. I am so gonna be worn out by the end of the day.. i am sure bout that!!! *sobx!!* oh well.. on the bright side.. i can loose weight and fit into that punk-ish tops with hoodie that i own!! YEA baby!! i am soo getting into it soon!!!
Thursday, November 6, 2008
A heart's cry..
He broke me.. TT___TT... he is the cost of it.. most of it anyway- cant be fixed.. pathetic..!! But thats ok.. u have my blessingz.. hv fun with ur life.. remember.. you will alwyx be my hunney.. i miss you... darn.. lotz...
Go back in time...
Growing up is a process that you cant stop. Sit back a while.. and think. How were you 16 years ago? I was a tiny baby, just how my little nephew is now. So darn tiny. You can hardly open your eyes. All you do is sleep and drink milk. Dont forget the "passing motion too.." Haha!!
Then you grow up.. sooner that you realize it. You grow into a kid.. a teen.. an adult.. and then old - dead and gone..! Sad isnt it? All the people you met in life... everyone you know.. one by one, they'll all die. YOu never know who will go first. sigh...
Do you know that i hate growing up? Have you ever seen how kids are when a bunch of them play together? The might never know each other one minute ago.. and the next second, you can see them playing happily like best frenx forever. Its pretty amazing isnt it?
I want the world to be as such. May be its too much to ask. But just ONE day.. one damn day, let everyone forget who they were, are and will be. Just let every damn thing go and fly free. Run like mad little kids, play all day long. Have ice-creamz and lollies. Jump, play and dance in the rain.. despite your age!
I want to forget everything.. and just be free to dance under the rain drops.. with lollies.. frenz along side.. screaming our lungz out...
Then you grow up.. sooner that you realize it. You grow into a kid.. a teen.. an adult.. and then old - dead and gone..! Sad isnt it? All the people you met in life... everyone you know.. one by one, they'll all die. YOu never know who will go first. sigh...
Do you know that i hate growing up? Have you ever seen how kids are when a bunch of them play together? The might never know each other one minute ago.. and the next second, you can see them playing happily like best frenx forever. Its pretty amazing isnt it?
I want the world to be as such. May be its too much to ask. But just ONE day.. one damn day, let everyone forget who they were, are and will be. Just let every damn thing go and fly free. Run like mad little kids, play all day long. Have ice-creamz and lollies. Jump, play and dance in the rain.. despite your age!
I want to forget everything.. and just be free to dance under the rain drops.. with lollies.. frenz along side.. screaming our lungz out...
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Aunt for the 5th time...
My 1st sister got her 3rd baby.. and its a BOY again!!.. XD!! he is soo cutee!! i'll post his picture when i take it.. XD!! only one week old.. ahhh!!!!
"I WANT A BABY TOO!!!................... weee...!!"
"I WANT A BABY TOO!!!................... weee...!!"
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Piercing.... ^_~
Well... they day went by FINE!!! I went out with Catherine.. talked to her.. it was all going great!! I got my ears pierced again!! YAY!!!! cool!! hmm.. i should hv gotten the cross.. damn!! Next time i guess.... >.< !!
Lets see... Last Thursday... is a day to be REMEMBERED in my history!!.. I hv tuition at 4.30pm. Usually my dad sends me there.. but this time (since we had some heated arguments) I decided to walk there... Left home at 3.10pm. Walked walked walked.. all the way.
May be its true i have some mental disorder or something... Do i need a psychiatrist? My mom said i do.. but .. hmm i dont know! Anyway- on the way.. i was feeling so... ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN!! But in simple words.. frustration... madness... despair!!... I used the "jusco way" to walk to tuition. I stopped by Jusco.. walked straight to SILVER SCORPION and got my lips pierced.
After i got it pierced.. hmm i felt so much better.. i think you call it satisfaction? It didnt hurt. Nothing i feared happened... I GOT MY LIPS PIERCED!! YAY!! GAWD DAMN!!! i just went for it and GOT IT DONE!!! cool!!!!!!! I didnt think.. no brain involved.. haha!! I didnt think of what my parents would say.. frenx would say... oh well.. i just didnt care.. didnt bother.. JUST NEED TO DO SOMETHING to proof to myself that I WAS in CONTROL.... and something else...
After that i walked to tuition.. The people over there.. were SHOCKED!! "I didnt think you were so wild..." and some other comments as such were passed on to me.. Oh did i mention... i keep getting DARK LOOKS from everyone.. HAHA!!! Hmm i just was tooo satisfied with my piercing to care..
When i got home.. thingz didnt go so well... mom was shocked ... so were the rest of the family.. they forced me to take it off.. lotsa screaming .. shouting.. cryin... urg!!! My dad said "get out of the house.." gawd damN!! i should have just gone out.. no? DAMN!!!! I just removed it... now the hole closed.. TT___TT!!!
I am so freakin sad.. i THINK i am the only one.. who is actually heart broken right now... They rest of them are all so happy that the piercing has been taken off and the hole has actually closed!! SHIT!!! My friends at school were so murderous when they got to know that i got my lips pierced.. but then they didnt get too mad cuz it was removed and the hole closed...
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Oh well.. if i happen to die soon.. I'll atleast have the satisfaction that i got to pierce my lips...
"But if i live longer... the future... hold much mistery... =] "
Lets see... Last Thursday... is a day to be REMEMBERED in my history!!.. I hv tuition at 4.30pm. Usually my dad sends me there.. but this time (since we had some heated arguments) I decided to walk there... Left home at 3.10pm. Walked walked walked.. all the way.
May be its true i have some mental disorder or something... Do i need a psychiatrist? My mom said i do.. but .. hmm i dont know! Anyway- on the way.. i was feeling so... ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN!! But in simple words.. frustration... madness... despair!!... I used the "jusco way" to walk to tuition. I stopped by Jusco.. walked straight to SILVER SCORPION and got my lips pierced.
After i got it pierced.. hmm i felt so much better.. i think you call it satisfaction? It didnt hurt. Nothing i feared happened... I GOT MY LIPS PIERCED!! YAY!! GAWD DAMN!!! i just went for it and GOT IT DONE!!! cool!!!!!!! I didnt think.. no brain involved.. haha!! I didnt think of what my parents would say.. frenx would say... oh well.. i just didnt care.. didnt bother.. JUST NEED TO DO SOMETHING to proof to myself that I WAS in CONTROL.... and something else...
After that i walked to tuition.. The people over there.. were SHOCKED!! "I didnt think you were so wild..." and some other comments as such were passed on to me.. Oh did i mention... i keep getting DARK LOOKS from everyone.. HAHA!!! Hmm i just was tooo satisfied with my piercing to care..
When i got home.. thingz didnt go so well... mom was shocked ... so were the rest of the family.. they forced me to take it off.. lotsa screaming .. shouting.. cryin... urg!!! My dad said "get out of the house.." gawd damN!! i should have just gone out.. no? DAMN!!!! I just removed it... now the hole closed.. TT___TT!!!
I am so freakin sad.. i THINK i am the only one.. who is actually heart broken right now... They rest of them are all so happy that the piercing has been taken off and the hole has actually closed!! SHIT!!! My friends at school were so murderous when they got to know that i got my lips pierced.. but then they didnt get too mad cuz it was removed and the hole closed...
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Oh well.. if i happen to die soon.. I'll atleast have the satisfaction that i got to pierce my lips...
"But if i live longer... the future... hold much mistery... =] "
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