Piercing.... ^_~

Well... they day went by FINE!!! I went out with Catherine.. talked to her.. it was all going great!! I got my ears pierced again!! YAY!!!! cool!! hmm.. i should hv gotten the cross.. damn!! Next time i guess.... >.< !!

Lets see... Last Thursday... is a day to be REMEMBERED in my history!!.. I hv tuition at 4.30pm. Usually my dad sends me there.. but this time (since we had some heated arguments) I decided to walk there... Left home at 3.10pm. Walked walked walked.. all the way.

May be its true i have some mental disorder or something... Do i need a psychiatrist? My mom said i do.. but .. hmm i dont know! Anyway- on the way.. i was feeling so... ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN!! But in simple words.. frustration... madness... despair!!... I used the "jusco way" to walk to tuition. I stopped by Jusco.. walked straight to SILVER SCORPION and got my lips pierced.

After i got it pierced.. hmm i felt so much better.. i think you call it satisfaction? It didnt hurt. Nothing i feared happened... I GOT MY LIPS PIERCED!! YAY!! GAWD DAMN!!! i just went for it and GOT IT DONE!!! cool!!!!!!! I didnt think.. no brain involved.. haha!! I didnt think of what my parents would say.. frenx would say... oh well.. i just didnt care.. didnt bother.. JUST NEED TO DO SOMETHING to proof to myself that I WAS in CONTROL.... and something else...

After that i walked to tuition.. The people over there.. were SHOCKED!! "I didnt think you were so wild..." and some other comments as such were passed on to me.. Oh did i mention... i keep getting DARK LOOKS from everyone.. HAHA!!! Hmm i just was tooo satisfied with my piercing to care..

When i got home.. thingz didnt go so well... mom was shocked ... so were the rest of the family.. they forced me to take it off.. lotsa screaming .. shouting.. cryin... urg!!! My dad said "get out of the house.." gawd damN!! i should have just gone out.. no? DAMN!!!! I just removed it... now the hole closed.. TT___TT!!!

I am so freakin sad.. i THINK i am the only one.. who is actually heart broken right now... They rest of them are all so happy that the piercing has been taken off and the hole has actually closed!! SHIT!!! My friends at school were so murderous when they got to know that i got my lips pierced.. but then they didnt get too mad cuz it was removed and the hole closed...

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Oh well.. if i happen to die soon.. I'll atleast have the satisfaction that i got to pierce my lips...

"But if i live longer... the future... hold much mistery... =] "

ThuMp tHumP... i am scared....

Thats my heart beat... the beat is so fast.. the melody is like when you play it in the drum.. help me..!! Its tomoro.. I have to do it.. I have to talk it out.. I HAVE TO TALK!!!!! shit!!! WHy me? I know.. cuz.. nvm.. !!.. Gawd.. i am fidgeting.. So damn f'kin restless... I am left with... a few more hours before tomoro... and when tomoro cums.. wat will i do? wats gonna happen? I am very scared..... TT___TT... i know this doesnt make ANY sense.. but it does to me.. it makes all the sense in the world.. she just had to go and mess it up.. now.. i hv to fix it.. WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!! But i am lookin forward for another things tomoro... te he he!! i am so gonna get into holy shit deep trouble for that.. butt.... <.<... BUT.. i am still gonna go ahead with it.. *fingers cross* i hope + wish it will all turn out right... EVERYTHING WILL GET BAK TO THE WAY IT WAS!!!

I know i am not suppose to be hoping or wishing.. he said... i should stop it.. but now.. i need.. all the wish i can get.. cuz.. if i mess it up with her tomoro.. it'll be broken forever.. i cant let that happen.. can i? Nope i cant.. cuz she is important to me... She just had to go and be a jerk.. urg!! YOu better have a good explanation young lady.. cuz.... uhhh!!! I might go mad before tomoro.. as it is.. i am already insane... sheex!!!

Dasaavaratham...

Phew.. FINALLY!! I got to watch Dasavaratham today!!! Thank you ASTRO people for repeating the show like 5 times... I owe it to you guyx!!!

I can proudly say.. so far this is the BEST tamil movie evaa in history!!! yay!! oK ok.. i know that i like Arya and he isnt acting in this movie.. but heyy- this movie seriously rawkx alright?

The "hero" in this movie is KAMAL HASSAN.. my mom's all time fav.. Seriously.. he CAN act man!! Haha.. he played 10 rolls in this movie. I like the one where he was Fletcher... the bad white guy in the movie.... he looked.. good...!! They even dressed him up as Bush... you should check it out.... woo hoo!!

Anyway- this is how the story goes.. A very long long time ago.. there was a priest who prayed to Lord Krishna (one of the gods). But the king prayed to Lord Shiva (another god). Later, an argument broke out... The king wanted the priest to accept the fact that the greatest god among all is Lord Shiva.. but the priest continued Worshiping Lord Krishna. So, the king tied him to Lord Krishna's Statue and threw it into the sea.....

After many years later, the world changed. People were advancing in science and technology. In a science lab in US, they were experimenting a monkey. They manage to find a device to communicate with the monkey. Besides that, they created a virus. Its something like the "atom bomb" but it doesnt BURST.. instead its particles dissolve and spread in the air... green virus...

When they found out that it is hella dangerous, the man who created it disposed it all.. but one was saved. It was kept inside a not-too-cold-not-to-hot place... sheex!! That scientist was gonna dispose it later. However, someone else sold it to Fletcher (the bad guy).. Oh no!!! Fletcher took it to India. He was gonna use it to threaten people for money + land.

Then starts the chasing.. and catching.. running... haha!!! The actionz in the movie.. were as good as those from HOLYWOOD!! I am dead serious alright!! YOu should watch it.. rawked man!! In the end... the virus was released but.. a Tsunami occurred.. BTW that virus can only be stopped by Sodium Chloride which is Salt.. <--- sea!! XD!!

Many people died.. but most were saved... They had all races inside it.. IT WAS LOVELY!! So not racism at all!! gawd!! everyone SHOULD watch it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exam Just Round the corner...

Holly shit!!! Can you believe it? When they said "time flies".. they werent kidding!!! Damn.. it feel like... i just got into high school... I still remember THOSE days!! After primary.. i moved to form 1.. I used to look at those "morning session" students and wonder..
"wow.. they sure have alot going on.. It must be pretty hectic.. woa.. they look so cool.."

So it was like that.. and now... I made it up to FORM 4.. wow wee!! Plus its already at the end of year 2008.. i'll be in form 5 soon... woaaa!!! Yet- i have more important things to worry about.. you got THAT right!! Its my final exams!!!

Dang!!! I thought it was still far away.. oh no no!! how will i ever make it through this time? I hardly studied... <.< !! i am seriously soo doomed!!! GREAT!! ahhh!!!!! Somebody save me!!!! Screw the finalz!! sheex!!!!!!