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It's 1.40am ryte now.. and i am like wide awake.. Finalz is on Saturday which is lyk TOMORROW!! omg... i have so much left to study... yet~ why dont i have the energy to do so? lol...geez!

anyway, had a "ookey" day today.. college is turning out to be fun.. i just realized that it takes me a very long time to actually open up... even four months+ still isnt enoff... however, i think i have slightly opened up alittle... i wonder what i appear like to many? I may be shy alittle.. but i think i am more reserved... and i dont even know why... lol.. "life's a wonder... a road that goes on and on.. for the journey is long... =) and along the way, we are constantly learning new things and gaining new experiences regardless our awareness towards it... I guess.. if we pay more attention, we will understand things better..."

Today had my last English lecture... i really enjoyed being in that class... i want MISS CHANDRA for my advanced english tooo!!!!!!!!!! and also all my classmates from that group! However- others are welcomed to share the same class with me.. its alwyx nice to meet new people... but i want miss chandra as my lecturer tho...

My room-mate has gone out.. i doubt she would be cuming bak tonite... geez~

I cant sleeeeeeeeppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am excited... and worried.. and stressed and confused.... how much can a little gal lyk take... have mercy on me, yeah!!!!

There and Back Again...

Heyy... its been so long since i actually came here.. let along post something here.. Sorry yeah... Been soo buzy with things.. In fact, i thought i would never blog again... but it seems i have changed my mind... lol... I am going to start blogging once again because.. well i feel that there are many interesting things to tell about especially now that i am in KL... =)

By the way... its year 2010.. and i am !8!!!!! omg.. i know.. sounds so old.. but hey.. its just the age.. not necessarily i have to live up to my age, ryte...? I'm still a punk... That will NEVER change.. =)

\m/ ROCK ON \m/

By the way.. i have started college now.. It's going great... i think.. haha!! Meeting so many new people.. well.. everyone is different.. finals is in 3 weeks time.... woohooo.. and then one month break in august and the 2nd semester will begin in AUGUST... weee...

Okeyh.. that's all for now... Rock on, punkz...

I wanna Be....

Vampires... do the exist?
It is a question that has not been answered till now.. yet-
there are many tales.. stories.. novels.. and movies made based on vampires...
How can you know their life style.. without even coming across one?
Are the stories true? Or are they false?
Is it just ment to hypnotise our young teen into such fantasies that dont actually exist?
Or.. do they actually exists? hidden from this world that we believe to be NORMAL..
what is NORMAL by the way??... i hate that word...

Normal.. is Borin.. so i feel.. XD
I wish to be a vampire.. i wanna at least be able to meet one.. and get to know one...
"oh dearest god, please let me get into an encounter with a vampire" ...
i dont mind bein a blood doner... or best to be turned into a vampire it self..
the abnormal.. i've alwyx found it facinating.. interestin.. exciting...
I have tasted blood a couple of times.. its.... DELICIOUS!! slushy... yummie!
now now... i dont go around pockin fangs into people's neck, kay!
Sadly.. i have no fangs at all.. sobx!
By some miracle... i hope to see a vampire someday....
I'll give you my blood if that would get you to me....
Pls... dont run away from me....

Softball Championz!!!!!

Wow.. after six years.. SIX YEARS!!! we are finally the champs!! Yahoo!!! Go team....
I just love my softball team very very VERY much!!! *hugzzz to my fello teammates*
Being with you guyx.. was the best thing eva!!! Yay!!!
Special appreciation goes to our coach.. Mr Teh! He knows wat's he doin.. gawd! He is
the best coach ever! Seriously! He cares so so so much for us... He shed tears of JOY when
we won our finals.. he screamed along with us.. How wonderful! The isnt anyone else like h
him.. special.. VERY SPECIAL!
shout out to Mr Teh: SIR... I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! and so does the TEAM!!!!!
Kay.. lets be honest.. after screwin up the tornament last year.. (second place).. i quit the team..
cuz i didnt wanna bring them down again.. I was the one with the low self esteem.. i still am...
So i didnt want to ruin it for the team once again... ME<--- ZERO CONFIDENCE..
Then Mr Teh cornered me inside the store room and said
" why you quit?"
"cuz i dont wanna let the team down again, sir"
"so you decided to let yourself down?"
and he walked away.. Gawd did i mention I LOVE HIM? He just knows how to get me.. Zzzz....
that got me thinking.. and thinkin.. HELLO my final year? And i wanna play! I am the crasiest when
in the field playin SOFTBALL.. cuz i LOVE that game.. its the closest to BASEBALL! Lol....
So.. i joined bak the team.. yay!!
But then.. i still lost confidence during the game.. haiz! Lucky by some miracle.. we were still playin for
the semi finalz.... huray! Then.. Shiau Ling did the awesome pitchin! YAY YAY YAY!! Oh.. did i mention..
we thought we were DOOMED for loosing our third game.. XD we cried... and packed our things to go bak
home.. and "we are playin for semi finals" came Shiau ling's crying voice through the phone call... XD
That moment.. can never be forgotten.. XD! Siew Kim's lecture also didnt go to waste... she rocks okay!
She stayed together with us through the WHOLE tornament... how how very nice of her!!
Zhe Lin also came on the first day! XD... gawd i love her! *hugzzz to her too*
and when Shiau Ling made the final run in which determined our "champ" ... Mr Teh screamed!! and so did
THE WHOLE TEAM!!! running.. hugging.. SCREAMIN!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I still cant get over it!! lolx!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol...................................
it was WORTH coming bak... i love LOVE you guyx! thank you thank you thank you so freakin much!
The bond between our team is speacial.. it isnt like any other team in this skool.. believe me.. i dare say it anywhere...
Our MGS softball team IS SPECIAL!!!!!! we rock!!!
Shout outz to : Ciuyi, Jie Jie (Shi Yunn), Bubbles (Looi Yoong), Wei Chin (captain), Rong Min, Kei Lih, Jasmin, Kai Yen, Kai Ling, Ee May,
Shiau Ling, Shi Xin, Pauline, Shun Jin...
YOU GUYX TOTALLY ROCK!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SOO FREAKIN MUCH!!!!! gooo TEAM!!!!! our special bond is FOREVER!!!
oh.. somethin inportant *winks* ... during our finalz.. the whole Kwang Hwa boy's team came to SUPPORT us.. lol.. i dont really know WHY
they came.. but i assumed was to support us.. XD OMG they are so sweettttttt!!~ THANK YOU BOYZ!!!!!
Cikgu Jasmina was another awesome teacher who accompanied us... honestly.. this year.. it was pretty awesome!!!
Memories that shall last with me till death is on me.. XD
Since we won champz.. Pn. Azimah gave us RM 170 for the whole team plus two teachers... so we WENT to MC Dz!!!! ahhhhhhhhhHHHHHH!!!
it was a BLAST! yay! yay! yay!
I am so full now.. lol.. just came back to skool.. from the PARTY! XD! i am gonna miss softball.. nvm.. i'll still come bak n play with them when i
can..... gotta get bak to STUDYIN! XD.... gambate for next year!!!!!!! love you guyx man!!!!! muuackz!!!!