I fixed it!!!!

As it is clearly know.. i am one heck of a music FREAK!! hell ya!!! Yesh.. i cant survive without music... its just LIKE THAT!!! You either believe it.. or... not.. its not my prob. If you try to take music away from me.. its one way of killing me.. just for you to know! Hmpf.. i am still figuring out how to bring out the music InSiDe of me.. dun worry.. it will soon be out..

Music is my PrIncE in ShiNinG aRmOr.. !! So how do i hear to music? Well.. i have lotsa sources... te he he!! When none of them are workin.. i turn to my most dearest friend.. the PIANO!!! yesh!! i love playin the piano.. sadly i stopped at grade 4.. and my peepz dont wanna send me for classes now... sheex.. i wanna continue!! Oh well-

But most of all.. its the GUITAR that i am addicted.. i mean have you actually SEEN how people play it? It getz u MESMERIZED!!! Ahhh!!! I can forget myself completely when i see people playin the guitar.. its the best sensation man!!! So.. i decided.. i wanna learn how to play the guitar.. i can sing.. thought not so well.. but heyy- i am just gonna sing for myself.. so i dont really have to be YOUR -CHOICE-OF-VOICE... !! Hmm.. i believe... well nvm.. forget that.

So where was i? Hmm yesh.. the guitar. I have one broken guitar at home.. that belongs to my brother. My brother is one heck of a star man! He just knows wut he wants.. and gets it done. He knowz hw to play the guitar and drum. And he is a smart ass!! No worries.. i had my vacation..to me to gear up.. and win the race. Later about that... !! =]

How can i play a broken guitar? It only has FIVE strings. For god sake!! have mercy!!! Hmpf!! Yet- i must thank my brother for leaving behind the guitar.. now its mine! Yesh!!! Ok.. so i found this place that sells guitar strings. "god i love you" i thought. No hesitation.. or second thoughtz.. i just bought all six strings.. and pickx.

Phew.. on the right track man! Now.. how the hell am i supose to fix it? Gawd.. i should have thought bout that BEFORE i did the damn purchase. I realised.. a desperate gal cant think straight. Took time.. looking at the guitar.. then.. i dont know HOW.. i just knew what to do. I removed the old ones.. and replaced it with new strings. Huray!! "Sonu you Bloody rawk!!!" The guitar has been fixed!! I love it! Now.. *cough cough*....... I NEED TO TUNE IT!!! sigh!! That.. i dont know how to do! Somebody help?

Well... just two process left.. i need to find out how to tune it.. then LEARN to play it!! yeah!! i am good to go!! wish me luck!! MUSIC here i COME!! dont u dare leave me ever again!!!! ^_~

Misery starts...

The holiday beginz.. which meanz.. the misery is bound to begin soon too.. I am guessing i would have to do most of the house chores.. what more with the little baby around.. Ahhh!!! Its gonna start tomoro.. I am so gonna be worn out by the end of the day.. i am sure bout that!!! *sobx!!* oh well.. on the bright side.. i can loose weight and fit into that punk-ish tops with hoodie that i own!! YEA baby!! i am soo getting into it soon!!!

A heart's cry..

He broke me.. TT___TT... he is the cost of it.. most of it anyway- cant be fixed.. pathetic..!! But thats ok.. u have my blessingz.. hv fun with ur life.. remember.. you will alwyx be my hunney.. i miss you... darn.. lotz...

Go back in time...

Growing up is a process that you cant stop. Sit back a while.. and think. How were you 16 years ago? I was a tiny baby, just how my little nephew is now. So darn tiny. You can hardly open your eyes. All you do is sleep and drink milk. Dont forget the "passing motion too.." Haha!!

Then you grow up.. sooner that you realize it. You grow into a kid.. a teen.. an adult.. and then old - dead and gone..! Sad isnt it? All the people you met in life... everyone you know.. one by one, they'll all die. YOu never know who will go first. sigh...

Do you know that i hate growing up? Have you ever seen how kids are when a bunch of them play together? The might never know each other one minute ago.. and the next second, you can see them playing happily like best frenx forever. Its pretty amazing isnt it?

I want the world to be as such. May be its too much to ask. But just ONE day.. one damn day, let everyone forget who they were, are and will be. Just let every damn thing go and fly free. Run like mad little kids, play all day long. Have ice-creamz and lollies. Jump, play and dance in the rain.. despite your age!

I want to forget everything.. and just be free to dance under the rain drops.. with lollies.. frenz along side.. screaming our lungz out...

Aunt for the 5th time...

My 1st sister got her 3rd baby.. and its a BOY again!!.. XD!! he is soo cutee!! i'll post his picture when i take it.. XD!! only one week old.. ahhh!!!!

"I WANT A BABY TOO!!!................... weee...!!"