Still awake!

For crying out loud, it’s 4.36am over here and I am wide awake! I just finished the video I was editing for tmr.. I mean today! Yay! Gosh, i hope they would all like it. I mean cmon! I spent the freaking night doing it! Only some captions and subtitles left to add.. phew!

 I don’t think I would be able to sleep now. I rather go for class in a couple of hours and then, sleep later. Hehe! Anyway, I am currently listening to “On the floor” by Jenifer Lopez! It got me sooo hyperrr and I just wanna jump up & dance. Unfortunately, my roomie is sleeping. Oh well… What i need is to get a powerful SPEAKER, One that can project LOUD sounds. Then, I can put on all of my fav songs and DANCE all day! You could get me one as a gift, i wouldn't mind.. XD

Btw, I miss you! Hope you are having a wonderful sweet dream.. I wish you were here…

Wow.. what a day! It started off with cleaning and ended with CLeAning!Yeah, tell me about it! Dang! 

I didnt mind cleaning my home.. of course that my HOME.. but then later at night when i came back to the house.. i didnt enjoy cleaning then.. Before I begin my "cleaning adventure" , you gotta first understand the difference between "home" and "house"... These two words bring different meanings in my life. Home, is back at my parents place where i grew up and still go back to. It is a place of comfort and well, basically a place that i belong to! House, on the other hand is where i live currently.. This is not my place, i am just renting it, duh! Although i have made this place confortable enough for me to live in, this will never be home. Its just a house! Later, in the future of course, when i get my own place, that will of course be my home too. Okay, lets leave it at there for now and move back to my story. So, when i got back to the house, the fridge was leaking (again).. and had flooded that whole space. It was bloody disgusting! Yuckx!

I had been telling myself for some time that i will have to clean the fridge soon, but never got around doing it. I guess the time finally came cuz i really.. totally.. could NOT stand the fringe anymore at its current condition! Seriously, i think it has NEVER been cleaned before, gawd! Besides, SHE is coming and i DO NOT what her to have to experience all that.. ewww! So, in that one instant, i made up my mind! I am cleaning it now, i said to myself. My sole purpose is for HER of course.. =) and of course lots of other people get to benefit from it too. So , i began. It smelled like vomit, the fridge DID! I scrubbed and wiped and threw almost everything away. Once i was done, gudness, you will never guess how the fridge used to be before. Seriously, it looks pretty new in the inside now.. Amazing how a little bit of cleaning can change such appearance. I bet the fridge must be really glad for its current good looks. Haha!

I hope when she comes, she will be happy to see it. After all, it was just for her. XD! Oh and i hope that the users of the fridge would not dirty it back so soon.. lets all hope for that, yeah? Gosh, my body aches!!!!! Oh well.. it was all worthwhile i guess.. 

Good night, Mr. Blog! Rock On! \m/

Oh heyy! The weekend has started out great. Guess what? i learned a couple of things today! First and foremost, do not easily trust others. Okay, i KNOW that i have been given that advice since a very long time ago, but i guess it only really sunk in today. Although, to what degree i am still not sure off. One of the greatest things that happened today is that my mom has gone for a vacation! yahoo! Which means, i get to have a little more fun back at home without having to undergo much of her nagging. Lately, she has been keeping pretty quite around me, i wonder why... hmm... *still wondering....* .... even so i guess i cant really expect much quietness since there are 3 children here age 12, 9 and turning 3 respectively! Gosh! 

Next, i also learned that people tend to be extra and super nice to you especially when they want something from you or they want something to be done by you. When i woke up this morning, my 1st sister (who hardly talks to me) called me down to tell me that she is taking her kids for breakfast and the rest of the family has gone out. She asked me to dry the clothes in a polite tone (surprised)! In fact, she even asked me of whether i would like to follow her for breakfast.. (MAJOR shocked!) Wow.. i mean.. W-O-W! where did THAT come from? Well... of course i said no.. and later i realized the theory above. 


Anyway, i found this after all that she told me, which turned out to be not so correct after all.. i wonder what i should say about this... i guess i will just be quiet since i dont really have much say in this. Besides, she needs her freedom to do as she pleases... Sometimes, i feel as tho i can tell what is going on in her head... even  tho she wouldnt admit it... I just hope whatever i am thinking is not true.. All i got to do is trust and believe.. and pray! :D Afterall, my heart is forever gone as it will alwyx belong to heR..

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Oh yea! Today is Ciuyi's bufday.. Happy bufday Gal! Rock on!!! Hehe.. Well, dats all from me now! 

Till the next time..