\m/ Punk Life \m/

New Semester ^^

2012-01-10T11:47:00.000+08:00

GOSH! Of course I am doing it for Miss Winnee, I mean if I miss this opportunity, who knows whether she will be teaching this subject again.. I so will not take the risk man! Better save than sorry! Yeah! Haha! I’m twisted.. as alwyx!

I have one more elective to think about.. what should it beeeee?? Nothing seems interesting.. psst! Why would they do this to us.. I mean they can have foreign languages as out electives right!!!! Haiyh, why must I be the one to think of all the genius ideas! :P haha!

Btw, I am craving so butterscotch.. like butterscotch cake.. or bread or cooking of wateverrrrrr that’s butterscotch! I actually went to the supermarket yesterday to looks for butterscotch jam or butterscotch bread spread! Why cant the jam company think of this!!!! It would be awesome to have butterscotch jam. =) (I think I’m the first to think about this.. SO anyone who steals my idea and actually comes up with butterscotch jam, you have to ask my permission first. Or else I’ll sue you for plagiarism, seriously! XD

That’s all for now, I guess.. gotta head off to Univ.. See ya peeps ltr. Rock on!

Pieces... (20th Feb to 20th March)

2011-12-12T00:07:00.001+08:00

“ I got this from facebook.. and I guess it has some truth in it.. well, let’s just say that I can relate to it.. haha! ”

A Pisces female is full of womanly charms and at the very first glance, she will look like the girl every guy falls in love with. She looks totally vulnerable, very different from the modern, liberated girl of today. Almost every guy feels like taking her in his arms and protecting her from the big bad world. She is one of those women who stand behind their husbands and support them in every way they can. A Piscean female will never try to dominate her husband. Rather she will like it if you do the usual gallant gestures, like holding the door for her.

She wants her man to love her, protect her and take good care of her. She will lean on him completely, showing full confidence in his strength and abilities. This acts like a solid ego boost to almost every male. She will always be a patient listener, with whom you can share all your secret dreams, desires and hopes. She doesn't have a single masculine streak in her and if you are looking for the typical womanly traits, then Pisces girl is the one for you. She is totally feminine, in all the seasons and at all the places.

She can sit adoringly with you, admiring your each and every quality. The warmth of her personality makes most the men relax in an instant and bask in the glory of their manhood. Enough for the initial falling in and courtship period! Now comes the time of marriage and life after that. A Pisces woman nags just like all the other women and she has a bad temper too. In her fury, she can turn bitterly sarcastic. The consolation here is that she is gentle for more periods, than she is nudging and prodding.

Infact, majority of the time, she will be yielding, wistful and all womanly. Her scathing tongue will become loose once in a while only. In case you have found the opposite characteristics profile in a Piscean woman, chances are that she suffered extremely harsh treatment at a very young age and the bitterness will be a result of that trauma only. She has certain subtleness around her and may also become a little deceptive at times. She is not mean; it's just that she feels like keeping certain things to herself only.

Then, the deceptiveness also helps her in keeping you interested in her. A Pisces female is very sentimental and even slightly harsh words can cause her to cry hours at end. You can easily imagine what will happen when you really hurt her feelings. She may imagine herself to totally worthless and incapable of the fighting spirit to survive. Then, you will have to assure her that she is appreciated for her great wisdom, empathy and vast understanding. You know that whatever you are saying is true; it's just a matter of convincing her about the same.

You will have to remove her doubts about herself or she may become too closeted in self-defense. A Pisces girl is very shy, emotional and vulnerable. To protect her susceptibility, she often wears a cloak of wittiness, frigidity and independence. She is afraid of exposing her true self, lest people hurt her in the process. She is a true romantic and secretly yearns for a person who will love her, cuddle her, hug her and make her feel loved and protected. As a mother she may be too permissive and find it difficult to teach discipline.

You may have to teach her the fine balance between controlling and pampering. A Piscean female will sacrifice her own dreams to realize the hopes of her children. She may not be good with finances, but will manage to save money if the situation so desires. She will remember the smallest incidents of your life, so you better remember her birthday and your anniversary. She may become dreamy once in a while, but then she will always be there with you, without being asked to. She is someone you will want to take care of, throughout your life!

~Peace Out~

My latest Obsession

2011-10-19T12:25:00.000+08:00

Cant' wait!!

2011-10-03T00:11:00.000+08:00

Okay, so i am suppose to be doing my assignment now. As you can see, i am obviously not- wouldn't hurt to take a short break (lol)... i just have all this emotions waiting to burst from inside of me.. so i better express some of it before i explode (p.s. i think i am driving my housemate up the wall already.. hehe!) Well, the thing is, i am just SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKINNNNNN HAPPYYYYYYYY!!!! I cant wait for tuesday to come. "oh tuesday, tuesday.. pls come as soon as you can.. all the waiting is making me soo anxious!"

Guess what? She is coming! Yay! I feel as tho its been ages since i last saw her. SobX! Altho it will only be for a short while, i am still very much looking forward to it. XD... all i have left to do is finish up my assignments, and go for tomorrow's class and tuesday's classes. Once i am done with tuesday's classes, she will be THERE waiting for ME! hehehehe! Life just seem so sweet and perfect right now. Is it because i have something to look forward to? Watever it is or might be, i am just super happy at this moment.

Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!! Now that i have let out some of these emotions, i guess its time to get bak to work! =D

I probably would not sleep that much tonite.. i wanna keep you company. By the way, i miss you so much.. insanely very very very much!!!!! I hope you will know and remember this as i often tell you so many times in a day. Do you know why? Cuz its very very true indeed.. !

Still awake!

2011-09-30T04:59:00.000+08:00

For crying out loud, it’s 4.36am over here and I am wide awake! I just finished the video I was editing for tmr.. I mean today! Yay! Gosh, i hope they would all like it. I mean cmon! I spent the freaking night doing it! Only some captions and subtitles left to add.. phew!

I don’t think I would be able to sleep now. I rather go for class in a couple of hours and then, sleep later. Hehe! Anyway, I am currently listening to “On the floor” by Jenifer Lopez! It got me sooo hyperrr and I just wanna jump up & dance. Unfortunately, my roomie is sleeping. Oh well… What i need is to get a powerful SPEAKER, One that can project LOUD sounds. Then, I can put on all of my fav songs and DANCE all day! You could get me one as a gift, i wouldn't mind.. XD

Btw, I miss you! Hope you are having a wonderful sweet dream.. I wish you were here…

2011-09-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

Wow.. what a day! It started off with cleaning and ended with CLeAning!Yeah, tell me about it! Dang!

I didnt mind cleaning my home.. of course that my HOME.. but then later at night when i came back to the house.. i didnt enjoy cleaning then.. Before I begin my "cleaning adventure" , you gotta first understand the difference between "home" and "house"... These two words bring different meanings in my life. Home, is back at my parents place where i grew up and still go back to. It is a place of comfort and well, basically a place that i belong to! House, on the other hand is where i live currently.. This is not my place, i am just renting it, duh! Although i have made this place confortable enough for me to live in, this will never be home. Its just a house! Later, in the future of course, when i get my own place, that will of course be my home too. Okay, lets leave it at there for now and move back to my story. So, when i got back to the house, the fridge was leaking (again).. and had flooded that whole space. It was bloody disgusting! Yuckx!

I had been telling myself for some time that i will have to clean the fridge soon, but never got around doing it. I guess the time finally came cuz i really.. totally.. could NOT stand the fringe anymore at its current condition! Seriously, i think it has NEVER been cleaned before, gawd! Besides, SHE is coming and i DO NOT what her to have to experience all that.. ewww! So, in that one instant, i made up my mind! I am cleaning it now, i said to myself. My sole purpose is for HER of course.. =) and of course lots of other people get to benefit from it too. So , i began. It smelled like vomit, the fridge DID! I scrubbed and wiped and threw almost everything away. Once i was done, gudness, you will never guess how the fridge used to be before. Seriously, it looks pretty new in the inside now.. Amazing how a little bit of cleaning can change such appearance. I bet the fridge must be really glad for its current good looks. Haha!

I hope when she comes, she will be happy to see it. After all, it was just for her. XD! Oh and i hope that the users of the fridge would not dirty it back so soon.. lets all hope for that, yeah? Gosh, my body aches!!!!! Oh well.. it was all worthwhile i guess..

Good night, Mr. Blog! Rock On! \m/

2011-09-10T15:26:00.001+08:00

Oh heyy! The weekend has started out great. Guess what? i learned a couple of things today! First and foremost, do not easily trust others. Okay, i KNOW that i have been given that advice since a very long time ago, but i guess it only really sunk in today. Although, to what degree i am still not sure off. One of the greatest things that happened today is that my mom has gone for a vacation! yahoo! Which means, i get to have a little more fun back at home without having to undergo much of her nagging. Lately, she has been keeping pretty quite around me, i wonder why... hmm... *still wondering....* .... even so i guess i cant really expect much quietness since there are 3 children here age 12, 9 and turning 3 respectively! Gosh!

Next, i also learned that people tend to be extra and super nice to you especially when they want something from you or they want something to be done by you. When i woke up this morning, my 1st sister (who hardly talks to me) called me down to tell me that she is taking her kids for breakfast and the rest of the family has gone out. She asked me to dry the clothes in a polite tone (surprised)! In fact, she even asked me of whether i would like to follow her for breakfast.. (MAJOR shocked!) Wow.. i mean.. W-O-W! where did THAT come from? Well... of course i said no.. and later i realized the theory above.

Anyway, i found this after all that she told me, which turned out to be not so correct after all.. i wonder what i should say about this... i guess i will just be quiet since i dont really have much say in this. Besides, she needs her freedom to do as she pleases... Sometimes, i feel as tho i can tell what is going on in her head... even tho she wouldnt admit it... I just hope whatever i am thinking is not true.. All i got to do is trust and believe.. and pray! :D Afterall, my heart is forever gone as it will alwyx belong to heR..

Oh yea! Today is Ciuyi's bufday.. Happy bufday Gal! Rock on!!! Hehe.. Well, dats all from me now!

Till the next time..

Dying

2011-06-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

I'm dying.. It isnt coming to me..
Literally dying.. in slow motion.. utterly torturous.. !
I need a clue..
yet~ saying it out aloud seems totally absurd.

This sucks. It sucks very much indeed.

Fantastic Day!

2011-05-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

Pirates of the Caribbean 4 = awesome!

Hangout with Mey = fun!

End of the day= tired but happy

p.s. Miss Winnee approved my friend request! yippie!

~dead sleepy! Will explain all tmrrrr!!! gud nyte!~

Oh my oh my!

2011-05-29T02:09:00.001+08:00

Gosh! here we go once again! I have got tonx to spill so get ready and listen up! oh wait~ read up! XD I have officially started my degree some time ago.. about two weeks has passed since! amazing aint it! yeah! My orientation was on the 15th of May! The funny thing is, i didnt know that HMC students can skip the first one hour and join the orientation at 10am. Thus, i ended up going for the college tour and all. It wasnt bad of course cuz i didnt join the HMC orientation (due to driving exams and all). Anyway, this gave me the opportunity to make new friends who are now the gang i hang with (go figure!). First year first semester students were asked to take two subjects. However, Mey said i could take another subject in the first sem if i wanted too. That way, i would end up having to do four subjects in each sem later rather than five subjects for one sem and four for the other. Phew! Thank God I have Mey! She makes my uni life much much easier.. hehehe! (not counted as cheating =P)

Miss Winnee

I have this class called "Research Methodology" with Miss Winnee. OMG! That lecturer is superrr cool! Previously i have heard many stories about her even when i was in foundation. During that time, i didnt know who Miss Winnee actually was and well, i kinda pictured an old person. hehe! Later when i moved into degree, Mey explained alittle more of this lecturer's class rules and it made her sound very interesting. I was really curious to know who Miss Winnee was... dead curious!.. Some strongly said "she is hot!" and others smiled and said that i would enjoy her class. Then, i had my first class with her. Do you call it instant love? I dont what is it but i really really love her class and her personality. She just has got the magnet in her man! Her styles of teaching is superb! She speaks really really fast.. But then you actually can understand and follow what she is saying. I could listen to her all day long cuz i am always motivated when i hear her talk! I'm like rejuvenated by her voice and the many things she says. She also gives quizzes every lesson which are superr cooL cuz you get to have fun answering questions to see if you actually remember what she has taught you! She also makes jokes... hehe! In short, Miss Winnee is cool and i like her! Someday, i will be like her and she would see me as an individual and not among the thousands of students. I'll make sure of that! Oh and she will definitely know me by name then. XD !! My other classes are with Mr Justin and Mr Keneth Phun.. they are not bad.. i enjoy going for classes but still nothing beats Miss Winnee. haha! (p.s. i am not being bias).

Moving on, i went back home for that weekend. Guess what? Pirates of the Caribbean four is OUT! yes yes yes! I am pretty excited about it too! Wee~ I still can remember how i felt after watching Pirates of the Caribbean 3 ... I loved it so much (all of three movies). I wanted another one to be made... desperately!!! Of course my most favourite character is Captain Jack Sparrow played by Johnny Depp.... gee.. he is HAWT! Man, if i were an actress, i would wanna act like him. You give him any role and he would make it a success. I mean look at all the roles he has acted as! Its all out of the world! Not many people are that talented, you know! "why is the rum always gone?".. hehe! i cant wait to see him once again! yeshhh! Anyway, i was all excited to see him, but then, who is gonna take me to the cinemaaa? I put on a brave face and asked my mom. As usual her answer was "no".. I continued bugging her and begging her. In the end she said "you can go watch with your nephews if you want but you need to get your dad's permission." That answer was scary at first but when i asked my dad he said ok. When my mom heard that, she decided to follow also. Yet, she kept changing her mind ALL the time. "Yes.. No.. Yes.. No.. Yes".. geez make up your mind mummy! After much much much persuading, she said that she would follow but of course, such kindness comes with a price. I had to sponsor the movie tickets. I didnt mind cuz i really so badly wanted to watch it. All was set; we were at jusco and Que-ing up to get the tickets. Mom left me and my two nephews there and took the youngest one with her for window's shopping. Later she came bak to check on us. I told her "mum, we cant watch the 4pm show cuz its full already. So, we will go for the 5pm show keyh?" As soon as i said that, the electricity of the WHOLE mall went off! Grrrr... like seriouslyyyyy whyyy nowww! damn! I continued following the line with hope that the electricity would come back. Unfortunately, it never did and the ticket counter were refunding for the 4pm show. NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! There goes my chance to watchhh Pirates 4!! Grr.. i was absolutely pissed. I kept grumbling to my mom. Only i know how much effort and energy i had to use from the day before till that afternoon trying to persuade my mom to watch pirates 4 which i succeeded in the end and was already at the ticket counter about to buy tickets for the show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sooo closee yet so far! geez! Thinking bout it still puts me in such foul mood! I guess my mom could sense my irritation because later, she dropped by mymydin and asked us to buy some tit bits for ourselves. She even bought me a fold-able umbrella! So the day wasnt a complete waste. Yet~ the fact remains that i have still not watched pirates 4! I am itching everywhere to watch it as soon as possible. Mey and I are on a quest to catch pirates 4 tomorrow! Yesh! We need to go there early and get two tickets! Yesh!!!! I cant hold on this cravings any longeR! Captain Jack Sparrow calls me and i should answer to his call............!!!! "Aye Captain!!!! arrr...." =D

By the way, did you know that for the past one week, I was looking forward to this Saturday? Waiting and waiting.. geez time was seriously moving slow at that moment. However when Saturday came, time just had to FLYYYY!!! "why oh whyy do you do such things to me, time? I need more of you at times!Do you hear me? "... aish! Oh.. earlier, Mey just realized that there are only two of us left in this house. Sherry went back home. Kakak Jo went back to Sarawak. The person downstairs is forever missing-in-action. The cow officially moved out i guess (yippie!!).. and Yuri went out for some function. :D haha! Spooky spooky! Oh the best part was when mey said " I feel like eating which means i am stressed".. Haha! So i said "Do you want veggie with eggs? you could eat them with bread?" and she went like "are you crazyyy ?? Its already past midnight..." Oh gosh.. who caress.. its not like our parents are here to nag at us right? Besides we have every right to eat when we want! Who on earth came up with the rule that we cant eat past midnight? Is there such a rule in the first place? If there is, it should be demolished asap! Human rights man! Our rights to eat as we please! yeah!!! Haha... in the end she had veggie with eggs. (battle won! *_~) hahaha!

I guess thats all for now! Oh my.. guess what? the time is 2.26am and were are both wide awake! Wee~

A gloomy morning~

2011-04-11T19:54:00.002+08:00

Finals is happening now.. yeah, lyk now! gosh! I ought to be studying... of course.. and as usual, i cant.. not that i didnt. I tried, been trying all morning, but nope, nothing is going into my head.. Zero-Zit-Zlich! I wonder why.. Geez.. studying didnt use to be this difficult some time ago. Why then, is it so difficult now? I guess i am not the only one complaining. I have got a couple of friends who feel the same way too.. However at least they know what they want. Me? i'm like literally lost.. I hope i will find my way some howww... YiKeS! I'm running out of time.. once again..

So that's the reason as to why i am here.. LoL.. need a break.. need a time off.. well , lets see... I woke up to a gloomy day once again.. My rommie (Yuri) had gone to work. (p.s I miss cyan <-- another rommie who has moved out d).. My most fav homie (Mey) was still in her room, but leaving soon to college. Which means i was gonna be alone at home cuz i didnt have any paper today. Sherry, another sweet house mate of mine has already gone to college to hand in her assignment while Kak Jo had gone to work. I'm alone with my kitten (who bites and scratches me alot!! sobx).. Once again~ a gloomy day.. gosh! Is it me? or is it the weather? Anyway, i had chocolates for breakfast. Finished off the remaining bout 3 quarter of the whole bar that was left. It was filling although many would say that its not a healthy meal.. oh well, its still better than nothing, i must say! haha! Time passed just like that... I tried reading my bio book but failed miserably. Nothing went into my head.. It's like i kept reading the words over and over again but it didnt make much sense to me.. gyaboo! Then, i had chipsmore for lunch. XD tasty tasty!!!!! My kitten had tablets cuz she was driving me up the walls with her scratching and bitting! so i didnt wanna give her milk.. yea yea, i was being mean, but then my kitten deserves it! She should really learn to be a good obedient kitten for god's sake! Currently listening to Grenade by bruno mars..

After that, i put on some music and blast it lyk superrr loud with my speakeRs!!! I just cant take this quietness (music still blasting loudly)... Oh yea, let me tell you what we did yesterday! LOL!

I think it was yesterday.. no wait Saturday, i had one paper! And see, i really lyk putting things in my hair like beads... and strings.. XD i just really lyk dat style so muchhh!!!! So anyway, i kinda improvised and put on something of my own to look like hair beads. But it is actually used as either a neckless or bracelet. LoL.. I guess i was happy that i could pull it off and dat my 1st paper was done. So i came home all hyped and asked my homie to take pictures of me posing! LOL! (thxxxx MEY) And well she took so many pictures of me posinggg! Lol it was hilarious! I had fun posing for the camera but i didnt know how to pose, so i tried some silly poses. Lol.. still it turned out quite ok.. just that Mey said it doesnt look naturaL.. :P Yesterday night, Mey, Yuri and Me watched harry potter 1 cuz we had planned to do a harry potter marathon.. but i feel asleep about 1 hour before the movie.. or so they said.. LOL! i mean what do you expect, i was tiredddd!!! However, i had so much fun!!!! Thank you guys! muahhh!

Dats about it for the time being... I'm gonna shower and get bak to Bio now! YEssssssssSsssss!

2011-04-05T01:24:00.001+08:00

I would choose you every time…

2011-03-31T00:51:00.003+08:00

This piece is based on the movie “date night”… be warned its NOT a movie review.. just some personal thoughts based on certain characteristics that the movie portrays.. wait is that a movie review? Oh well.. whatever.. anyway, for those who has not yet seen this movie, GO WATCH.. or if you don’t want too.. ah.. you don’t have to. Lol.. screw it! Just read this and I guess you should be able to understand what I am trying to say.. easy enough ryte?

Moving on.. I know a few people who enjoys dating guys and girls.. but the thing is ryte.. their relationships do not last for a very long time.. its like super short that would actually keep you wondering, was there any sorta feelings between them to begin with. In most cases, it would seem that people get together because they are afraid of being alone.. but it does not seem it matter to them whether the partner they choose is the right one.. they wanna keep changing for the satisfaction of it.. and PEOPLE in general.. these days.. take relationships as candy in shops.. you buy them.. eat them.. and throw the wrappers away.. in most cases, crushed. I mean cmon man! Why do people like to toy with other peoples heart? Love is support to be a sacred thing for god’s sake! I personally believe that love is something very special.. and you cannot share it with every damn person you come across on the street. You gotta connect.. you gotta click.. you gotta feel it deep in your heart and that’s when you can be sure that you have found the one! Ok.. some people have said that I feel that with their spouse and after some time the feeling fades away.. Hello People! There is no such thing as FADDING AWAY!

However, I do agree that in most cases, two people who have been together for a long period of time, might feel that their love for each other is not as strong as it once were when they first started dating.. Well.. its just a feeling.. and yea, it can also be proven by the high divorce rates these days.. ! If you ask me, I would say these couples who ended up like this were never in love in the first place.. They could have been.. but the love to begin with was just not strong enough to connect them together.. They irrational thoughts and haste forced them to get together fast and end it equally fast.. Lol.. such a waste of time and energy don’t you think? I believe that if you love a person truly… deeply and madly, just that love is enough to keep you guys together. Seriously, nothing else matters! Even when you have arguments and you fight, you will alwyx remember the love that you guys have.. all the happy moments and memories together… the romantic things that you have shared and the love that ties you together. You will remember it enough to not get into anything stupid or do anything irrational that would jeopardize your relationship. Its my strong believe and it is one of the things that I hold on to very strongly… Seriously!

So when people come and tell me stuff.. like why their relationship didn’t work.. and the problems certain couple are facing.. I will be like “omg! Cmon! Wake up! The problem begins with you.. and there you have it”…. Its true.. if you love someone enough, you would work your ass off to be with that person. The other person would do the same too..! Give it all you have before you give up, right? This movie says something similar.. Like the married couples get worn out with their same daily routine that they feel there is no sparks among them anyone.. However they are willing to try to change certain things and give surprises to add a little more sparks.. fortunately something big happens and well, they get to go on an adventure and learn alittle more about love and their true feelings for each other. They become romantic and so very much in love once again! Isnt the way that is ought to be for everyone else too? Work your part and let the miracle play its role too!

In the end the lead male character would say “I would do this again all over, honey and I would choose you every time!” That is what I mean by true love.. renewing the sparks.. Do all it takes to keep your loved once.. I would say the same thing to my other half too.. “I would choose you and only you darling every single time!”… we all should say it.. and follow it.. or at least try! Its not that difficult… Love is pure.. and let us keep it that way.. J

2011 March- My bufday!

2011-03-06T01:27:00.000+08:00

It finally arrives.. encore of the day i was born! woot!! It was a great celebration! Lets go bak to the eve of my birthday, which is on the 4th of March (Friday).. as it happens, both my lecturer cancelled class on Friday because they have to attend the leadership camp.. in my heart, it was lyk "YAHOO!!!!!" That was before i remembered wat my psych group members hv decided to that day.. haiyh.. i sighed after... just like that! Yea, well who wouldn't be ryte.. my amazing group members had decided to go to the KL library because they felt dat the help library wasnt good enooff.. pooh! I guess they were ryte in a way.. oh well.. they wanted to get our assignment done on Friday. Thus, we were to go to the KL public library together via public transport. After reaching the kl library, my amazing group members felt that there were not enoff books and they couldnt work with it.. thus, they decided to get to the NAtiOnaL liBraRy.. ugh!.. So we travelled once more, and waited for a long time to get the correct bus, and finally by some miracle, we reached the national library! phew! We all went to different corners to find books.. and time passed so fast, it practically flewwwww!!! After that, we discussed and made a decision on which is our working tittle...lol.. after dividing our work, the awesome group members of mine decided to go bak home as it was getting late (only 4pm at that time)... in the end, we went so far just to divide our work, which could hv been done in the COLLEGE LIBRARY! uahhhhh!!!! we did not get any work done! anyway... i got bak home by 6 in the evening..

When i reached home, my dearest friend had cooked dinner for me ( as it is i was starvingggg).. so we ate! My roomate (Cyan) suddenly said "hey.. here is the thing.. i have to kidnap you today. But i dont know where to kidnap you too.. so i have written some places down and you hv to pick 1 piece of paper n see which place is it".. I was taken a back.. lol.. and of course i smelled something fishy too.. i mean duh! tmr is my bufday and i suspected something was gonna happen.. (my heart my thumping fast.. lol) .. i picked the first paper and it said "pick again".. so i picked again and it said "get more sweets". Then my roommate gave me two cadbury blueberry sweets and asked me to pick again which i did and it said "KL Sentral". Then my roommate said "ok so i have to kidnap you to KL Sentral. What time shall we go? Can we go after you freshen up alittle?" lol.. it was pretty hilarious because the kidnapper was being super considerate of the kidnapee.. HAHAHAHA! The even more funny part was the kidnapee paid for the kidnapers bus fare .. lol..! We reached KL Sentral savely. My roommate asked me to take her to a place that i would very much like to eat.. well i didnt want her to spend much cuz i knew she would pay as a treat for my bufday ( or that was wat i thought at least...) so i said why dont we go to secret recipe? Lol.. she said "hmm do you feel lyk ice cream?" and i said yea, mcDs ice cream!!! =) and so we went to McDonalds and i had a Sunday-cone Chop Top while she had a sunday cone. Aisyah (who followed us) didnt want anything. My rommie said this would be a good time to bond and catch up with each other's life cause we hv never really hung outside together. I truly believed her!!!!

"green tea cheese cake, raspberry cheese, choc mud pie, dark white choc.."

Suddenly, someone called her and she started talking Cantonese (cuz i understand mandarine). But i kinda knew wat she was talking bout.. she was giving directions on how to get to us. I became suspicious again.. so i asked her.. lol.. she gave me a great cover up story though (which at that time i bought it).. she said that it was her guy friend she was meeting up later and he called to ask where was she and should he come pick her up (apparently she told him not to come pick her up).. And then, the phone rang the second time, and she gave the direction to get to us again.. SUPER FISHYYY!!! she said that he decided to just come and fetch her because i asked her again out of curiosity.. ALL OF A SUDDEN my two OTHER HOUSEMATES appeared next to me!!!! THAT I TOTALLY DID NOT EXPECT.. lol! They came there straight from college.. gosh! sweet right.. !!! I was so absolutely touched.. and even more touched by wat the did.. and their thoughts.. it was seriously OH MY GOD... touched...! My tho other housemate (Mey and Sherry) had bought four different pieces of secret recipe cake (four flavours)... dark white choc, green tea cheese cake, choc mud cake and raspberry cheese... We went to the secret recipe shop after that. My rommie gave the cake to the people working there and asked them to put candles, light it up and bring it to me.. and they did WHILE SINGING "happy birthday to you....".. haha! it was nice.. and it was embarrassing.. but it was absolutely touching even thought the people there were all looking at ME.. hehe! =)

I made a wish and blew the cake. After that i fed everyone some cake.. Lol.. its something i do for every bufday (learned behavior from parents).. and i did the same. I guess my they were not used to it and Mey was embarrassed when i did that.. But oh well.. i just thought it was a significant thing to do you know.. treat others to your bufday =).. hehehe! I personally enjoyed the choc mud pie cake.. i loved them all tho, but you know people have their personal ratings ryte... and mine was Choc mud pie, then dark white chocolate followed by green tea cheese cake and lastly raspberry cheese cake. hehe! Later, Cyan had to go to bangsar cuz she was meeting up with her another friend.. lol she has a date and she was willing to sacrifice some of that time to surprise me for my bufday.. sweet ryte? OMG.. i knowww!!! *tears*.. Moreover, both Mey and Sherry came directly from college and they were super tired and hungry.. yet such great effort was made.. OMG!! ahh!! i feel super touched. .and absolutely happy!!! hehe! By the way, this was the very first birthday that i spent away from home and away from my parents.. It's like a significant thing is my life because it shows that i have grown up.. Lol.. it's just significant to me and not anyone else of course.. ~self contentment~ Anyway, after Cyan left, the four of us ate dinner there while we talked.. hehe! We took the public transport home and reached the house at about 10pm. It was one of the BEST Bufday celebration EVERRR!!! Thank you dearest roommate and house mates AND my best friend of course for making my 19th birthday simple, yet sweet and memorable.. I absolutely love it!

(From the top left) Sherry , Mey , (Bottom right) Me and Cyan

We are seriously like one family.. Living with them.. woa.. it's really awesome! We can go on talking and talking and totally loose track of time and we are able to communicate with each other very well indeed.. or that is how i feel anyways! =) I guess, the more we talk, the more i realize we have quite a number on common things.. hehe.. The house for one, college for two and the fact that we are all gaLs make it three already! haha.. We get along very well and i hope it will remain this way for ever!! hehe.. unlike my Ex-roommate THE PIG or my other house mate THE COW, these guys are just amazing! Love them all and i must say " YOU GUYZ RAWK"...

(to be continued..)

Year 2011....

2011-02-23T22:25:00.001+08:00

Gosh! It’s already the 23^th of February 2011! Could you believe that! Time sure flies so fast these days… I wonder why.. probably the earth is lyk spinning faster than before.. lol! I actually started this blog in the year 2008.. wow.. so long ha.. oh well.. anyway, I have decided to start blogging again.. not that I don’t have a life or anything.. is just, I really love to write.. =) in fact, I miss writing in my blog.. so yea, I’m back.. and BACK for real.. like super officially BACK.. lol… I keep saying that all the time, but then I don’t write.. crap! This time is not gonna be lyk dat.. I should be more active in my blog! Yeah!!!

Just a thought… you know the movie 2012.. it’s not gonna cum true or anything ayte? Lol.. cuz if it does, it would be next year.. which means ppl, you have got only one year to LIVE YOUR LIFE!!! So, let’s hope it doesn’t cum true dat fast keyh… I mean, 100 years is already bloody short to live your life, let alone one year.. yeah?

Anyway, i will be updating this place quite often.. it’s one of my new resolution!!

Sloshhhyyygloshyyyflowww....

2010-09-28T12:52:00.007+08:00

Heyyy... hehe.. i'm bak!

Currently~ at college.. since 7.30am! woo hoo! Active and still going on steady! I so hope Mr. Joel wont put me to sleeeeeppppppp.... later, must finish bio report, m'sian studies video + slides before i go bak home... (yesh! i can do it!)

Anyway... lets talk about what has happened so far, yea... I finished my finalz.. started my 2nd semester... going great! haha... my dirty-pig room mate moved out (phew..! thank gawd..) and i got two new room mates... They are amazing!! well they are nice.. and CLEAN.. =) having calculus quiz this thursday, presentation this thursday and cts quiz this friday... i'm surviving.. lol! Oh yea- college is having prom on end of november... should i go? i am not sure... is it important? i dont think so.. but i have never been to a decent prom before.. plus i need to get a dress.. and stuff... and the tickets are also quite expensive... should i go?? T.T.. i dont think i am going..... okey, that about it for now...

c ya...

. . .

2010-07-23T02:17:00.009+08:00

Bladiblahblahblah...

2010-07-23T01:36:00.002+08:00

It's 1.40am ryte now.. and i am like wide awake.. Finalz is on Saturday which is lyk TOMORROW!! omg... i have so much left to study... yet~ why dont i have the energy to do so? lol...geez!

anyway, had a "ookey" day today.. college is turning out to be fun.. i just realized that it takes me a very long time to actually open up... even four months+ still isnt enoff... however, i think i have slightly opened up alittle... i wonder what i appear like to many? I may be shy alittle.. but i think i am more reserved... and i dont even know why... lol.. "life's a wonder... a road that goes on and on.. for the journey is long... =) and along the way, we are constantly learning new things and gaining new experiences regardless our awareness towards it... I guess.. if we pay more attention, we will understand things better..."

Today had my last English lecture... i really enjoyed being in that class... i want MISS CHANDRA for my advanced english tooo!!!!!!!!!! and also all my classmates from that group! However- others are welcomed to share the same class with me.. its alwyx nice to meet new people... but i want miss chandra as my lecturer tho...

My room-mate has gone out.. i doubt she would be cuming bak tonite... geez~

I cant sleeeeeeeeppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am excited... and worried.. and stressed and confused.... how much can a little gal lyk take... have mercy on me, yeah!!!!

There and Back Again...

2010-07-07T12:06:00.012+08:00

Heyy... its been so long since i actually came here.. let along post something here.. Sorry yeah... Been soo buzy with things.. In fact, i thought i would never blog again... but it seems i have changed my mind... lol... I am going to start blogging once again because.. well i feel that there are many interesting things to tell about especially now that i am in KL... =)

By the way... its year 2010.. and i am !8!!!!! omg.. i know.. sounds so old.. but hey.. its just the age.. not necessarily i have to live up to my age, ryte...? I'm still a punk... That will NEVER change.. =)

\m/ ROCK ON \m/

By the way.. i have started college now.. It's going great... i think.. haha!! Meeting so many new people.. well.. everyone is different.. finals is in 3 weeks time.... woohooo.. and then one month break in august and the 2nd semester will begin in AUGUST... weee...

Okeyh.. that's all for now... Rock on, punkz...

I wanna Be....

2009-04-24T15:56:00.000+08:00

Vampires... do the exist?
It is a question that has not been answered till now.. yet-
there are many tales.. stories.. novels.. and movies made based on vampires...
How can you know their life style.. without even coming across one?
Are the stories true? Or are they false?
Is it just ment to hypnotise our young teen into such fantasies that dont actually exist?
Or.. do they actually exists? hidden from this world that we believe to be NORMAL..
what is NORMAL by the way??... i hate that word...

Normal.. is Borin.. so i feel.. XD
I wish to be a vampire.. i wanna at least be able to meet one.. and get to know one...
"oh dearest god, please let me get into an encounter with a vampire" ...
i dont mind bein a blood doner... or best to be turned into a vampire it self..
the abnormal.. i've alwyx found it facinating.. interestin.. exciting...
I have tasted blood a couple of times.. its.... DELICIOUS!! slushy... yummie!
now now... i dont go around pockin fangs into people's neck, kay!
Sadly.. i have no fangs at all.. sobx!
By some miracle... i hope to see a vampire someday....
I'll give you my blood if that would get you to me....
Pls... dont run away from me....

Softball Championz!!!!!

2009-04-24T15:28:00.001+08:00

Wow.. after six years.. SIX YEARS!!! we are finally the champs!! Yahoo!!! Go team....
I just love my softball team very very VERY much!!! *hugzzz to my fello teammates*
Being with you guyx.. was the best thing eva!!! Yay!!!
Special appreciation goes to our coach.. Mr Teh! He knows wat's he doin.. gawd! He is
the best coach ever! Seriously! He cares so so so much for us... He shed tears of JOY when
we won our finals.. he screamed along with us.. How wonderful! The isnt anyone else like h
him.. special.. VERY SPECIAL!
shout out to Mr Teh: SIR... I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! and so does the TEAM!!!!!
Kay.. lets be honest.. after screwin up the tornament last year.. (second place).. i quit the team..
cuz i didnt wanna bring them down again.. I was the one with the low self esteem.. i still am...
So i didnt want to ruin it for the team once again... ME<--- ZERO CONFIDENCE..
Then Mr Teh cornered me inside the store room and said
" why you quit?"
"cuz i dont wanna let the team down again, sir"
"so you decided to let yourself down?"
and he walked away.. Gawd did i mention I LOVE HIM? He just knows how to get me.. Zzzz....
that got me thinking.. and thinkin.. HELLO my final year? And i wanna play! I am the crasiest when
in the field playin SOFTBALL.. cuz i LOVE that game.. its the closest to BASEBALL! Lol....
So.. i joined bak the team.. yay!!
But then.. i still lost confidence during the game.. haiz! Lucky by some miracle.. we were still playin for
the semi finalz.... huray! Then.. Shiau Ling did the awesome pitchin! YAY YAY YAY!! Oh.. did i mention..
we thought we were DOOMED for loosing our third game.. XD we cried... and packed our things to go bak
home.. and "we are playin for semi finals" came Shiau ling's crying voice through the phone call... XD
That moment.. can never be forgotten.. XD! Siew Kim's lecture also didnt go to waste... she rocks okay!
She stayed together with us through the WHOLE tornament... how how very nice of her!!
Zhe Lin also came on the first day! XD... gawd i love her! *hugzzz to her too*
and when Shiau Ling made the final run in which determined our "champ" ... Mr Teh screamed!! and so did
THE WHOLE TEAM!!! running.. hugging.. SCREAMIN!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I still cant get over it!! lolx!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol...................................
it was WORTH coming bak... i love LOVE you guyx! thank you thank you thank you so freakin much!
The bond between our team is speacial.. it isnt like any other team in this skool.. believe me.. i dare say it anywhere...
Our MGS softball team IS SPECIAL!!!!!! we rock!!!
Shout outz to : Ciuyi, Jie Jie (Shi Yunn), Bubbles (Looi Yoong), Wei Chin (captain), Rong Min, Kei Lih, Jasmin, Kai Yen, Kai Ling, Ee May,
Shiau Ling, Shi Xin, Pauline, Shun Jin...
YOU GUYX TOTALLY ROCK!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SOO FREAKIN MUCH!!!!! gooo TEAM!!!!! our special bond is FOREVER!!!
oh.. somethin inportant *winks* ... during our finalz.. the whole Kwang Hwa boy's team came to SUPPORT us.. lol.. i dont really know WHY
they came.. but i assumed was to support us.. XD OMG they are so sweettttttt!!~ THANK YOU BOYZ!!!!!
Cikgu Jasmina was another awesome teacher who accompanied us... honestly.. this year.. it was pretty awesome!!!
Memories that shall last with me till death is on me.. XD
Since we won champz.. Pn. Azimah gave us RM 170 for the whole team plus two teachers... so we WENT to MC Dz!!!! ahhhhhhhhhHHHHHH!!!
it was a BLAST! yay! yay! yay!
I am so full now.. lol.. just came back to skool.. from the PARTY! XD! i am gonna miss softball.. nvm.. i'll still come bak n play with them when i
can..... gotta get bak to STUDYIN! XD.... gambate for next year!!!!!!! love you guyx man!!!!! muuackz!!!!

OMG!!!

2009-02-03T14:29:00.001+08:00

I got a whole story.. my adventure to tell.. but lack of time.. so too bad i might never tell...

OMG!!! TRAVIS CLARK HAS HIS OWN WEBSITE!!!!!!!! i am in love!!! ahh.... i love u travis!!!! XD!!!

At the cyber cafe.. goin tuition NOW!! hahahaha!!!! SHADOW U MEANIE!!! PRAY FOR ME!!!! XD...

Ciuyi's MASTER PIECE!!

2009-01-18T14:40:00.001+08:00

We had bengkel kepimpinan yesterday.. SOOO BORIN!! well i actually had things to listen.. since i am the secretary of drama club.. but the rest (Ciuyi, Jie Jie and Daddy) had ntg better to do.. O.O poor thing.. So they started to draw!

A make over.... it turned into an art class! Believe me.. they have the tallent man!! SERIOUSLY! XD.. i hv Ciuyi's picture here.. take a look.. you'll know wut i mean!

Now tell me.. isnt it awesome?

Exausted!!!! still HAPPY!!!

2009-01-18T14:12:00.002+08:00

My uncle is the best!!! =D he asked me to join his badminton trainin.. yahoo!!! Ok.. so I WENT TODAY!!! omg!!!

Ok it clearly states that i suck at playing... O.O they r all so freakin awesome.. WOW!!! i feel soo ... ok i serioulsy think i play like a noob!! OMG I AM A NOOB!!!!!!! damn damn!!! Anyway- i met my cuzins.. i rarely see them.. XD!

It was a nice hangout! YESH! i am gonna go every week!!! woo hoo!! Oh yea- my cuzin brother also was there.. O.o but he didnt say a word to me.. in fact he ran away everytime i got near.. SOBX!! I wont eat him up, obviously! =.=!!! For a guy at the age of 14.. HE PLAYS MAD AWESOME! the energy!! wooo hoo!!! I WANNA LEARN!!!!!! too bad he is too shy to teach me..

SHY... why? Do i even look or behave like a girl? ... I dont think so.. .... oh well..

Anyway- tomoro is the BIG GAME!!! i hope i to play well.. tho i stink.. heyy its good to have hopes! =D YESH!!! and also.. my uncle changed for my by racket handle strap. Its newww!! it looks coolll!!! .. haha! Ofcourse my mom wanted to take advantage of that.. but i said NO! thank god she listened. She ended up payin! GOOD MOM!

She bought a NEW RACKET for my nephew.. no fair.. wut bout me? Lolx.. i wouldnt take it anyway cuz I LOVE MINE!!!!!! its the best eva!!! ok.. no hv to rush for homework! Then go SHOPPING!!!! i need sport shoes.. =D i hope to put a hand in some clothes too.. depends on my mom's mood.. holly GOD, give her the heart to spend today!

I'll post the rest later.. toodles

p.s I AM EXAUSTED!

A1 for life!!!! ask HER to get LOST!

2009-01-14T00:31:00.002+08:00

OMG! since when did my life turn upside down?
I hardly know myself these days.. its hectic hectic.. bloody HECTIC! I was runnin around the skool like one mad psycho gal today.. searching for the badminton players.. and etc. O.o

I just got to know that they have TRAINING TODAY!! last minute only tell.. fish! then wut bout MY TUITION!!! hello? i have to fetch Catherine to tuition with me too!!.. omg! STRESS STRESS.. wut am i gonna do? DIE DIE! but thank god the form 4's say they ALL got tuiiton! YESH I LOVE YOU GOD! =D.. i also told teacher i cant go today.. start tomoro.. great..!!

Now i hv to stay bak.. WEDNESDAY.. THURSDAY and FRIDAY! wat bout my BM tuition? oh great! after skool.. i went to tuition...

Lillian came in class with her eyes so red. OMG pity her man, he phone got stolen in skool.. those mean people.. how could they do that? They should get their own phone's! pity herr!! Sigh.. i really wished i could make her feel better... sobx! why are people acting like animalz? They break my heart that is already torn into zillion pieces.. stabbed.. trampled.. O.o
THen... well she needed a wake up call tomoro.. but how am i gunna call her phone? Callin her house phone would wake up HER ENTIRE HOUSE! =D i dont mind tho.. haha .. but nope its not proper.. XD..

Anyway- i hope i solved her "mornin call prob"... XD! Msg from Shadow to HER and everyone else who carries their phone to skool "keep the phone in ur uniform at ALL TIMES"! XD....

After Chemistry tuition.. i continued with add maths cuz i cant go tomoro.. i am soo EXAUSTED.. my eye ballz are burnin man! I decided to get hope and sleep first.. but look.. i am still awake.. ugh! i so need to keep with the rules i make.. O.O tho..arent rulez ment to be broken? XD

The thing is.. when i went into class.. guess who i saw siting at the far end? RINISHA!! hell!! wut the FISH is she doin in there?? OMG! the center is in eng ann for gods sake! of all the places why does the B**** wanna come here.. ugh! excuse me for being MEAN.. thats my favourite place compared to the rest of the place.. ITS MY FAV SPOT TO BE IN!!! A1!!! SHE BETTER GET HER ASS OFF THERE ASAP!!!

I cant let THEM invade MY PLACE! Wat the FISH! stick to the other side of the river man! ugh!!! WHYY MEEE!!!!! FISH! go pick some place else.. OMG! of all the places! FISH! She takes CHEM and ADD MATHS? HELLO!!! wut else? OH FISH! i am warning you.. if she goes for BM too.. THATS IT!!!!!!!!!!! i'll throw a tentrum! and you'll never see a happy face in the BM CLASS EVERRR!!!!!!!! DAMN! i'll be the queen of ice in BM if shez there.. ugh! GET LOST MAN!!!!! B****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so freakin pissed! shit! SHIT!

and i SO DONT WAN HER TO GO FOR MODERN MATHS! SHE BETTER STAY THE FISH AWAY FROM ME! AND MY FRENZ.. DAMN! I AM SO GONNA IGNORE HER.. AS THO SHE DOESNT EXIST THERE.. HER LONELYNESS WILL DRIVE HER INSANE AND CHASE HER OUT FROM THERE... I HATE HERRRR AND HER BUNCH OF DUMB FRENZ! AS THO ITS NOT ENOFF RUININ MY LIFE IN SKOOL, NOW THEY WANNA DO IT IN MY FAV HANGIN SPOT <====== A1~

Ugh! then i got bak home in a pissed state.. almost yelled my head off! Then.. i grew depressed! I get that like once a month.. poor SHaDow! gosh.. i seriously rely on him wayy too much! but prob dats cuz i trust him.. way too much.. BUT I CANT HELP IT! he is just so trustable.. then i feel guilty for dumpin my sorrowful life on him.. gosh he doesnt even have flesh to hold himself.. wut more with my sorrows added.. O.O POOR SHADOW! i am sorry....

Well.. now i feel better tho.. i still got homework to do.. ugh! and find some sleep.. trainin tomoro.. OMG!!!!!!!!!!! somebody save me!!!!

Regrets? None baby NONE...!!

2009-01-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

I .. decided to try out for delta's Physics.. okay chill ..shhh!!! i know i know I AM an A1 for life student.. but i tried both the physics teacher over there.. they r good.. i am bad? hehe.. =D

Then.. Ciuyi said "come delta, warna! Mr. Moay is cute".. okay... so off i went to try.. OMG MR MOAY IS THE ONE, MAN!!!!!!! His class is freakishly good! So i am not considered as "delta student" not in a million years.. i am just MR MOAY's GAL!!!!!! yahoo!!!
Today.. as usual.. his class was woo hoo.. soul refreshin!!! I understand his lessonz.. and they are VERY HILLARIOUS!!! way to go MR MOAY! u rock!!!! +.+

I LOVE TUITION !!!!!! =D! Hmm.. Tan Tan was hidin smtg.. SOBX I WANNA KNOW WUT IT IS!!!!!!! curiocity is killing me!!! TAN TAN PLEASEE TELLL MEEEEE!!!!!!!!
*beggin on my knees with puppy eyes*... u would tell me, wont u?

Gosh.. i am so sleepy! I got the damn phone workin! it plays WE THE KINGS now! yes! damn! creepy phone! now it works.. woo hoo!! I need it to continue the rest of the night.. O.O
Will i get to sleep tonite? Lookz at the pile at the table *shivers* .. scary!

"physics notes, chem notes, sej notes, chem ex, karangan, essay, add maths ex, tuition's work for tomoro and the secretary work for the club" Amount of work i am loaded with and HAVE TO FINISH!!! ahhh!!! *faints*

Dat dah doo.. deee... kaboo!

2009-01-12T14:53:00.002+08:00

Skool.. went fast today. O.o zoop zaap! Skool ends! Amazing aint it? I has so much things to do!! ugh! but then.. it seemed so less.. O.O prob the speech by Pn TUn Farina covered the time up. Oh well... no complainz!

Today.. I GOT A HUG FROM LU YI!!!! yahooo!!! okay i feel better now.. yay! and also cup cakes.. man she sure makes delicious cup cakes! Next, i am gonna order lots from her.. tho i wil end up FAT.. gosh they r just sooo TASTY!!! IRRESISTIBLE!!!!

I am so sleepy! but i have got tonx of homework.. and tuition later.. OMG!
Well.. ntg much happened.. so i'll post at night if smtg interesting cumez along.. XD

Wut a blast!!!!!!! !@#$%

2009-01-12T01:27:00.002+08:00

Omg... i cant believe this! My life is turning out to be.. INSANE!!! Heyy its the good kinda thing.. i mean.. omg! wow.. when did i get into so much freakin luck? O.O THANK YOU GOD and THANK YOU ALL CREATURES WATCHIN ME!!!!!!

I'll start explainin from the scratch!

Saturday.. was out first koko day! yes! baby here i come! Since this year is gonna be my last year in high skool.. i intend it to be a total BLAST! Couple of things that i must get it done..

Score good grades in studies.. (duh!)
Join drama...
Continue softball
Help out in interact
Have fun and create memories!

Simple enoff to remember.. simple enoff to follow! So this Saturday, i managed to get in to the drama club.. BEST i got the SECRETARY position! yahoo!! BABY I ROCK! Plus~ i snuck my way into the interact club.. i so hope i would get to go in man! Thatz part of my social life... yikes! Softball.. ofcourse.. trainin is gonna start soon!!! TRAIN TRAIN! =D! But besides these.. i got other offers too.. for example.. editorial board..

"Do u wanna join the editorial board this year? Meetings on wednesdays"... Pn Tun Farina asked.. oh well i just couldnt turn down her request.. so i signed up for it! Then.. i also tried out for the badminton competition! yea baby i made it in to represent skool!!!! HURAY! =D I am so glad its all workin out well...

But nothing can beat my luck right now.. from a couple moments ago! Adwin told me he is learnin how to play guitar thought by a friend.. SO he gave me the email add so that i can ask for lessons too... WOW.. that dude is freakin awesome! HE SAID OKAY!!!!!

WHY is this important to me? Well.. duh! I have alwyx wanted to learn a guitar.. but learnin it through lessons from a center.. is just not "LEARNING GUITAR".. i tried doin it on my own.. god damn it went bad! note: i accidentally broke a guitar... HAHA!!! Well.. this dude called "James Lee" said he would teach we via webcam.. okay!

I thought we could do lessons before tuition on monday.. outside the tuition center.. but he finds that NUTS!!! or so he says! "pls.. i am not doin this. If u want me to teach.. i dont want to disturb the public".. okay! so via webcam then! BUT then.. i found out he plays badminton too!! YAY!!!!! *laughs evilly* oh yea! this is great!

Well.. i am gonna finish my homework.. etc before i head to bed.. OMG would i even have time to sleep? god knows but heyy... a gals gotta do wut a gals gotta do! =D! nitez!

=peace out=

dot dot dot...

2009-01-10T23:14:00.002+08:00

TODAY SUCKED!!!!
I aint feeling good...
Why was i born?
Did god make a mistake?
I think i wasnt ment to be born...
A HUGE MISTAKE...

None can help me..
None can keep me..
None can bear me..
None can save me...

I want a hug...

p.s I dont belong anywhere... why am i given this life in the first place... why cant i just DIE of some sickeness... soon? O.o

King's Carriage !!!!

2009-01-09T01:40:00.001+08:00

Haha this is funny!!! WATCH IT!!!!!! XD Told u these guyx were funny!

We the Kings on iLike - Get updates inside iTunes

WE THE KINGS in KLANG, how COOL is THAT?

2009-01-09T00:37:00.003+08:00

I seriously am hooked with this BAND!! PLEASE help me to get them over here!! I would most definately get tickets to their concert and hop over to see them. But the thing is.. i NEED THEM to come here first!!! So please.. be kind and DEMAND for it!!!! HELP me my dearest friends.. we can go to their concert together.. and watchn them rock the stagee.. PLEASEEE!!!!!!!!! I really appreciate all your votes.. as u can see.. i am the first.. and only.. i hope it will EXPEND and gain more.. till they finally decide to come here.. PLEASEEE and THANK YOU!!!!!!! i am really desperate!!! help me kay?

Upcoming Events by Eventful

Travis + Sasha

2009-01-08T23:29:00.006+08:00

Okay.. here is the latest.. ok may be i have mentioned it before.. Anyway - Travis is hooked up with Sasha!! yay!!! Which means he has a girl friend!! Thats a really good thing!! And i am bloody happy for them!!!!!

Yes, i know i love him.. its probably just another crush.. tho i am not sure.. but heyy you cant blame me.. he is just soo awesome!!! I LOVE HIM! But thats not the point. SOmeone asked me.. "how would u feel if he married?"

okay.. that made me think.. how WOULD i feel if he ended up getting married?

Oh yea- i would most definately be sad.. but then at the same time i would be happy too!!! FINE i am weird... so? I mean.. of course i would be happy! The guy that i love has gotten himself a gal to be with for the rest of his life.. thus he can depend on someone.. and there will be someone to take care of him!!! HOW COOL IS THAT?

When i look at Sasha, she seems like a really sweet gal!! I havent talked to her before.. but i am sure he made the right choice!! XD! I sure hope someday i could meet them.. and send my wishes!! and GREETINGZ!!! Tho~ i would find it difficult to actually make them understand why i hyperventilate.. cuz i dont even know!! O.o its just the song has the POWER!!!!!

I wish both of them ALL ThE BEST and give them my blessings!! yahoo!!!!

Phew!!! Gosh look they looks so happy together... arent they just the perfect match? Someday they might have kids.. who knows!! woo hoo!!! i just cant wait to hear more on them.. but i hope the PaParazzi shall keep their distance too!! I MEAN CMON!!! people need privacy okay?! duh!!! They should be left alone to enjoy their free time together.. lolx!!!! they rock!!!!!

Secret Valentine......!!! HypeRvenTilation!!

2009-01-08T20:13:00.003+08:00

Another greatest creationz of " WE THE KINGZ" ... i seriously cant get enough of them man!! This song is like way better than some crapy shitz they play on the radio. I so wanna meet them!! I'll go crazy wild if i get the change to make it to their concert. BUT why must they have it all like half way across the world from where i stay? No matter!! i'll work my ass off and make it there someday! SOBX!! Will i ever get the chance to tell them how awesome their music is and how it makes me feel? EVERYONE~ LISTEN TO "SECRET VALENTINE!!!!! " and watch the video! its bloody good!!! I LOVE TRAVIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He has THE most AWESOMEST voice!!!

Secret Valentine~ "WE THE KINGS"

Travis Clark...

2009-01-07T00:04:00.004+08:00

Do u know this guy? Yesh! He is the vocalist for "WE THE KINGS".. i admit.. i am hooked with that band. This is how i fall in love.. XD!

Travis Clark
Vocals / Guitar
Birthday: April 24, 1985
Age: 23 years old

I just added him on myspace.. i really HOPE he accepts my request. I love his hair, his lip piercing rockz.. and his personality is great. PLuS- he is a damn good singer. He is only a couple year elder than me.. =D

Grr.. then i found out that he has a GF "sasha".. wow.. she is a beauty! I must admit that! XD!! They make a perfect couple.. woo hoo!! I am heartbroken.. but i can still love him. XD! I hope they would get married .. XD the baby can be named after me.. i wouldnt mind :P too much to hope for? lolx

He should keep up the good work.. and keep the music coming. I am a die hard fan of WE THE KINGZ and shall forever be! I LOVE U TRAVIS!!! but ur music more! XD

The Making of "Secret Valentine" - We The Kings!

2009-01-06T23:30:00.001+08:00

Omg... he is EVERYWHERE in here!! lolx.. Travis is the one who is explaining alittle bout the making of the "secret valentine" video. Dont you agree with this fact ---> "HE IS HAWT" .. lolx!! well yea! i love him! k k.. someday i shall visit that place... and sit on that very swing! yahoo!!

Second day of Senior Year..

2009-01-06T22:19:00.002+08:00

heyy HEYY!! wait UP!!! urg! I AM BLOODY EFFIN WORN OUT! the worst news is.. its only the SECOND day! sobx.. i hv one whole year to go ahead! O.o!! The school loaded us with homework.. Karangan and the dumb EST project. Wat more with tuition to top it all! Great! Everybody is using their free time plottin "how can we add to Sonu'z misery!" Just great!

Letz see.. why do i feel exausted? HA! You gotta ASK? Geez! After the first day of school, i got bak round 3 (had to follow my sister to ACS~ her 2nd son is in std 1).. had to look after her 3rd son (2 months old baby).. BECAUSE the maid is useless.. and my sis had to go to the hospital. O.o! I tried doin my tuition homework.. but FAILED miserably with the baby cryin now and then!

After that, i had to rush to tuition. Ok i loved that part.. =D Came back home at 10.15! sigh! had little dinner and came up to my room. I switched on the pc.. XD ok this part is a miracle.. three people to whom i hardly get to talk to (time difference) were online. Wow.. i so badly wanted to drop off to bed.. but heyy.. cmon i cant be that selfish! How can i say "ok gtg to bed" and sign off just like dat? They missed me *blek* and I MISSED THEM! oOk.. so i stayed.. and talked.. till ... erm 1am! *cough*

THen today.. i OVERSLEPT! fish!~ the alarm rang at 5.30. Miss smarty pants (me) switched it off.. and decided to sleep for 5 more minz.. which dragged to 1 hour 5 minz... was woken up by my dad.. rushed through and reached skool. Then after skool, straight to tuition.. stressed out by Lu Yi and Catherine.. headed home at 4.45... screamed at my nephew for not wanting to get the phone from my mom.. slammed the door in anger! URG! stupid people.. they hide the bloody phone and i cant use it when i actually REALLY need it!

Now.. i am dreading the moments where i have to sit and finish the homework. I am just worn out by these stupid thingz.. !!! Urg.. i wanna sleep!!! SOBX!!! Ok.. goin bak to homework.. shall post tomoro!! URG! i have tuition after skool TOMORO TOO!!! somebody save me!!!!!.............

First day Of my SeNioR YeAr in High School!!!

2009-01-05T14:57:00.002+08:00

Time sure flies.. Looks like it was just yesterday i started school life.. my very first day in Primary School.. Ah, memories.. Then i moved on to high school.. Hmm every year had its special events.. some wonderful.. some extremely horrible. This is going to be my last year of school life.. today is my FIRST day of SENIOR YEAR in HIGH SCHOOL!!! Wow..

I am just soo bloddy happy + excited to get to school. I made a promise with my frenz.. we are going to have a blast this year.. rock our last year in school! Lolx.. i cant explain the feeling i had this morning. Its was just... so extreme.. i felt as though i was INVINCIBLE!! The moment i walked into school.. i had this huge smile on my face.. just soo damn happy to see everyone.

After two months break, school was looking totally awesome. I understood that i had really effin missed my buds. Sobx!!! They all were looking darn good!!! woo hoo!! I hugged Divya, Shi YUnn Jie Jie and HUi Ling (HOMIE!!!).. ok.. let me try describing how i felt this morning. Imagine once upon a time, you had EVERYTHING you ever wanted.. needed.. desired! Every jewelery, all the love.. money.. friends.. WAT EVER U CAN THINK OF! Then suddenly.. it is taken away.. and you are left lost.. nothing.. EMPTY!! the next thing u can think of.. YOU GOT EVERY DAMN THING BACK!!!

You know.. just so.. like u died and came back alive..

Unfortunately, we had streaming this year.. the thing is.. i screwed up in my education BIG TIME last year...

My whole bunch of close frenz miraculously got into the same class.. 5 DEDIKASI.. sadly the only person missing was ME.. i was put in 5 PINTAR.. that was a bummer.. O.o i am sitting next to Looi Yoong.. Su Ching is with me.. and so is Ee Von.. can u believe it? we r talkin again! haha!!! Probably God wants me to make more friend.. and challenge me whether i can make the bond with my close friends last. HEAR ME- OFCOURSE I CAN!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THEM!!! duh!

I aint gonna let this spoil my year baby! I shall rock it hard!! Oh yea! Its gonna be all bout fun! I am thinking of joining Interact Club this year.. SO GONNA make it IN! and play softball.. damn i need a weight reduction.. and scored in my education. 10 As for spm!! STRAIGHT As!!!!! YEA!!!!

Later i have tuition. I cant wait to see TAN TAN!!!! yahoo!!!!! WEI CHIN is also cumin and CIUYI will be there.. i love my life!!!!

Check Yes Juliet

2009-01-03T20:38:00.002+08:00

Omg.. i am in love. This guyx rule!!! Have you heard of thing song? Damn!! so addictive!! I cant concentrate!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

HYPERVENTILATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings

did i mention.. the video is effin awesome!!!! i love the music, video and the BAND!!!!! omg!! I CANT BREATHE!!!!!!!!!! helP!!!!!!!

Give it All!!!!!!! :P

2009-01-03T11:36:00.003+08:00

I have been TAGGED once again.. this time by Ciuyi aka ELF PRINCESS:::::

I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IV. Tag 11 friends who might enjoy doing this.1.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- Everything back but you

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
-Ruder (wow.. O.o)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
-invisible (hahahah!!!!!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
-Lovers Dancing

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
-Life Less Frighting (omg!!! lies!!)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
-Rose (thats not even a motto!!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
-Freak out (haha!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
-Bring Me to Life (eh? not!!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
-If I Were a Boy

WHAT IS 2+2?
-Lies

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
-Rocking Around The Christmas Tree (can i join???)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Buy You a Drank (omg... )

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- I Kissed a Girl (lmao!!!!!! )

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
-I'm Not Your Boyfriend Baby (lolx.. girlfren?)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
-Up Against The Wall (excuse me? O.o)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
-Girl's Night Out

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
-The Way We Move (ahhh!!!! ITS A SECRET!!! :P)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
-Shadow (ahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
-The Heart of Fire (yea!!! thats the way!)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
-Dont Dance (true!!!)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
-Hot

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
-Complicated

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
-So What (never thought of it that way...)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
-Give It All (wow.. fav song!)

Tagging:
-TAN TAN!!!!
-Shi Yunn Jie
-Adwin!!!!!
-muahahaha...EVERYONE who reads THIS! XD n those who like it as well..=)

Tagged

2009-01-03T11:07:00.006+08:00

tagged by TAN TAN!!!!!!

Do you think you're hot?
-NOPE!!! sheez!!!

Upload a pic of urself
-WHY??? O.o .... there u go.. ha!!!

do u like this picture? why?
-ofcourse!! duh!!! i uploaded it, didnt i?
- BECAUSE i had FUN that day.. and Ciuyi looks like a boy here... =D she looks tough to protect ME!!!!!! <--- still a kid.. HA HA!!!

when is the last time u have pizza?-
- A month ago.. SOBX!!! (someone.. get me PIZZA!!!)

the last song u listened to?
- Check Yes Juliet by We the Kings (i LOVE it!!!)

what are u doing now beside this?
- chatting with TAN TAN and CIUYI, replyin facebook messages, listening to music, messing with myspace and checking out Rise Against official website.. oh yea and replyin emailz..

what name do u prefer besides ur name?
- SONU!!! COLOUR!!! warna is not bad.. (Susu <--- eww)

5 ppl i tag..
-Shi Yunn Jie
-Ciuyi (mwahahaha!!!)
-Huey Chin
-Jas Min
-Wei Chin

who is number 1?
- my SISTA!!! shez hawt!!!

number 3 is having a relationship with?
- O.o.. tough question.. the ans is gonna be.. BOOKS!!!!

something bout number 5..
-Oh.. thats my DADDY!!!! frenz since primary.. oo she has TEMPER!!! scary at time.. but ttl FUN!!! did i mention childish? but wayy more mature than me.. oh and GIVES ttl HONEST opinionz! Softball team mate.. play serious or stay away! LOLX! a good friend..

who is number 2?
- My little niece.. one of my special frenz!!! *whispers* "elf princess" ... :P

The yEar 2009...

2009-01-01T03:38:00.003+08:00

Happy New YEar to everyone... A new year has born.. A reason to celebrate.. New memories to create.. all the best to everyone.. together we'll strive AHEAD!!!! God bless you all, dear frenz and everyone else.. known and unknown.. XD!!!

People say "leave the past behind, forget it and move forward..." But.. how can i forget year 2008? I cant even imagine myself doing so.. because it is an important year to me.. in my life.. why?? Last year (2008) .... i detoriated really badly! I did well in my PMR.. then i slacked to the minimum level.. lowest stage in form 4.. why? i dont know... seriously!!! I got so sick of books.. studyin.. listening to others.. following rules.. tryin to be perfect.. its just so f**kin tiresome. What more with my mom getting worst day by day~ mostly because of my attitude.. O.o

So lets see, i sucked in my studies.. and life too.. wow!!! I got addicted to the net.. and music. I found so many great people over the net... Haha.. that holds lotsa memories.. (not telling).. anyway~ i found a long lost sister over the seas.. and was adopted by Jeff bro.. and Neff bro.. and Vagee sis.. and a couple more.. they now play a vital role in my life.. XD!! So what if they are not blood related? They are all important to me !!!!

Then, i discovered my taste.. i got deeply into punk.. I even got my lips pierced .. That got me in holly s**t trouble.. that made me remove it.. O.o! Sigh... Complaintz after complaintz from teacherz in skool.. and tuition!!! Oh that got my dad soo mad.. O.o But that whole year i had my second sister live with me (cuz she was doing he master's in HUKM) .. she saved me twice ... i owe her loads.. my most favourite sister in the wholeee universe!!!

Yet- the really most important thing in year 2008 is... i found some really good amazing friends. My mom, dad, sisters, aunties... almost everyone tells me "dont trust your friends too much. When you really need them, they will let you down. We speak from experience. The only ones who will stand by your side is your family.. ".. and it is also said in my horoscope that i would be spoiled by my friends...

I dont really believe in horoscopes and destiny.. may be once in a blue moon, miracles happen.. but depending your whole life on these things is just stupid.. and guess what? i believe i can trust my friends with my soul!!! They are all very special people to me.. The greatest thing is.. they are willing to put up with me.. oh believe me, i know how hard THAT is!!! They are alwyx there when i need them.. they cheer me up.. and keep me sane..

I owe so much to Ciuyi, Shi Yunn Jie Jie, Leong Wee (ShadowL), Hui Ling and loads more.. this year i got lotsa new frenz.. oh and i learned to make frenz with guyx!!!! *big victory sign for me* Ha, dont be surprised.. O.o i come from an all galz skool.. FROM the age of 7.. till now!!! but luckily i go for tuition.. and slowly SLOWLY.. i learned to make frenz with them.. lolx!!! I decided on one fact.. they are humanz too.. and i find their way of life more exciting! SO its easy to get along.. haha.. yea yea laugh all you want!!! Lets see.. people to remember for life n new frenz that i made..... :-

-------> Ciuyi, Shi Yunn Jie Jie, Leong Wee (ShadowL), Hui Ling, Tan Tan (Sen Chen), Divya, Catherine, Lillian Tay, Andrew....

-------> Alex, Jas Min, Archana, Christopher, Adwin, Lu Yi, Chi Yin, Kai Ming, Vic Hon and loads more.. XD!!!!!!

Year 2008 ~ i lost my confidence all together.. screwed up in the softball tornament..

I also went to my first prom .. XD!!! urg.. embarrassing.. O.o but i got a dance from Tan Tan!!! woo hoo!!! lolx.. we shall hold a party end of this year... it must be a blast!!! but to make it more worth it.. we must spend this year working hard for out spm!!!

Yesh- year 2008 is over.. now its 2009.. they year where we all sit for out SPM.. the last year in high skool.. before we go separate paths.. I value my friends more than every penny in the world.. No matter where we go.. we must keep in touch.. HEY LISTEN!!!! YOU GUYX BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME cuz i am not gonna let you all forget me that fast!!! XD!!!

Anyway- we must make this year meaningful. I'll study really hard from DAY ONE and do well in my SPM.. i'll get 10A1s .. straight As for it!!! Its a promise to keep.. i wont let my 2nd sister and brother.. and parentz.. and frenz.. down!!! I send my best wishes to you guyx too.. ALL THE BEST!!!!!! do well!!!!

"Dearest god, bless us all with your grace and protection. Lead us to the right path on this very important year. We are your children, arent we? We must do well in our exams and make this a special year with loads of memories. Watch over us, God. Thank you..."

We must play our part and help ourselves too... Get me if you need me, i'm alwyx available.. ROCK ON!!!!!!!! love ya alll!!!!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOzzzzz!!! Nitezzz!!!!!

2009 <--- the change for the better
.......................BEGINZ......................

Jeff Bro <---- "sister's honour"

2008-11-25T20:54:00.002+08:00

Lolx.. you should know who Jeff bro is by now. If you still dont know.. go read up the other post on him. I miss talkin to my dearest bro!! SoBx!!! Well i understand we each have our own lives to get on with.. but i worry bout my brother all the time. He is quite capable of getting hurt.. sigh.. HURT is in.. mentally.. emotionally and physically.

Did i mention he is one clumsy pot? grrr!!! He alwyx gets cutz and burns no matter how freakin much i shout and nag at him.. fyi I HATE NAGGING!!!! clumpsy pot!!! :P lolx.. If i was there.. i would protect him from all injuries and give him scars of my own to remember.. hahaha!!! I am evil... evil lil sister as he puts it.

Anyway- it is important for me to know wats going on with him.. si? And for him to know wats going on with me... that way we wont miss anything going on in each other's life.. its a sibling thing.... So i was talking to him the other day.. and i made him a promise...

"I'm gonna take Jeff bro to Paris. For fishing. I'll let him do the fishing and i'll do the shopping.. and have a blast time with my dearest brother!!!! Its a sisters honour... a promise to work for... something to hold on to.... PAREEE HEREEE WEEE COMEEEE....."

i'm a fan of A-ZEE-A!!!!

2008-11-25T19:55:00.003+08:00

I know this dude.. pretty cool dude..!! Ok i like him... hez fun to be with!! XD!!! He writes.. lolx yea- i write too... i like these kinda stuffs.. lyrics.. music.. stories.. etc. Anyway- he WRITES!! and bloody hell he sure CAN write!!! He showed me a couple of his work.. damn ittt amazing!! I am instantly in love with his work.. its really pretty good. Thus, i decided to be a fan of it!!! Number ONE fan of Aza's work!!!!!!!!!! he rawkx!!!!!! i love him!!!!!!! XD XD XD!!!!!! So.. i'll post all his work here.. for you guyx to enjoy it as well!!! wooo ho!!!!

your in my dreams and im willing to pursue
but baby dreams
dont come true with out you
It's not enough to know what's right
unless
I'm strong enough to do
heart was feeled with love
now its torn in 2
its not enough for you
to make my feelings blue
loved you so muched
dont know what to do
like a baby need their mother
girl i need you
can we try this out girl
we got nothing to loose

by : A-Zee-A

Sleepless night once again...

2008-11-25T18:33:00.002+08:00

I didnt sleep the whole night.. I was WIDE AWAKE!!! Hmm wat do they call it? Insomnia? Lolx!!! I wasnt on the internet.. so THAT means it wasnt on purpose... i just COULDNT SLEEP!!!

I had physics class at 8pm.. Ciuyi went to Genting... OH and it is Kai Ming's birthday today!! Lolx!!! Uh god.. i am starting to realize i have IDD... >.>!! Ok i'll try not to get you confused... restart~ from the begininng....

Ciuyi couldnt come to Physics class because she was with her family rawkin out in genting. (i heard she was karaokeing~ i am soo jealing man!! ) Therefore it was just me and TAN TAN in the row.. lolx!!! Plus we sit right in front... of the teachers nose.. swt!!! Heyy no complaints.. i like Mr Moay's class!!! So he was teachin "resonance"... i actually managed to understand wat he was saying with TAN TAN's help ofcourse... XD!!! This class had so many jokes that i didnt notice the time FLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When i got home, i couldnt go to bed. So i decided to type the physics notes for Ciuyi and send it via email for her to copy before coming to class. Oh gawd, the diagrams took me ages!!! SOBX!!! Some diagrams i couldnt draw with the pc, so i asked her to leave some space. I finished typing the whole thing at around 2.30am. Haha!! After that , i had to move on and do BM...

BM <--- i have double work. Because.. nvm dont ask. Lets just say, i am stubborn? and I do not let go so fast? One things for sure..if he doesnt start doing, I'll never stop from doing.. i just hope he feels bad :P!!! no.. i just hope he revises.. XD!!! he has potential.. and he is a nice guy.. i love helping out nice sweet people.. XD!!!! I bet Ciuyi calls that "easy to be hurt/bullied/taken advantage of".. lolx.. :P

So in the end i couldnt sleep... i helped with a little house work from 5 to 6.30.. online a little while to dowload songs.. then went wondering around the house.. like a lost puppy.. mwahahah!!! continued my BM work.. and feel asleep on the couch at 2.30pm and work up at 5.. i feel much better NOW!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! I am in love with myself!!!!!!!!!!!

Dont miss me!!!

2008-11-25T07:20:00.003+08:00

Lolx!! heyy everyone.. ok i havent been writing much lately.. i hardly get on here.. too.. thats cuz i wanted to spend the last moments with the net playin dota and downloading songs. Well... i cant deny the fact that my world resolves around music.. so i need it very badly to keep me survivng for a whole year without the net..

Dont get what i am sayin? lolz.. ok ok i'll explain!! hmm.. lets see.. i would be startin form 5 in a couple of months.. one month +... anyway- its spm year.. like THE most important year in high skool.. cuz its my FINAL year + major exam year. Righto!!! So lets me ... my parents think i am weird.. and living an abnormal life.. which way they mean? i DO NOT KNOW neither do i care.. because i love the way i am right now.. XD..

Unfortunately, i cant say the same for them.. They feel.. i cant be controlled anymore.. thus, they are removing my internet.. to AVOID me from spending so much time with it.. and playing DOTA.. sigh.. they expect me to FOCUS and get good grades.. well i gotta admit.. i was a little care free in form 4.. and yup i couldnt give one damn bout my exams.. well now i guess things have to change huh?

My dad promised me.. after my spm, i can play the whole day.. go out where ever i want.. and do wat eva i wish.. So Alright then... i'll let the net go... for a whole year.. but in order to survive.. i had to download enough music.. to keep me ALIVE!! Yesh!!! I can survive with music.. without it.. i am lost.. a lost souL... hurt and torn apart.. shattered and broken.. despair.. oh you get it.. dont u?

Movin on.. If i stop playin dota.. i will turn into the WORST NOOB eva!! Sha!! i play dota.. One of the few galz.. like i said i am weird.. its a pretty cool game.. and i am seriously HOOKED with it.. i gt Ciuyi in it too.. yesh!! At least she can keep me updated with the DOTA world when i dont hv the net anymore.. but i'll continue trainin with the pc.. and L.Weeeee.. i'll make sure i kick ur ass someday!!! Be prepared buddy!!!! =]

The blog.. oh no no ofcourse not.. i cant ignore and leave this alone.. XD it will be updated.. from time to time. How you ask? I havent figured that part out yet- but u hv my word.. probably once in two week.. 14 posts in one go.. LOLX!!!!! Man i soo am lovin my life.. which has lotsa cool people in it..

Many thanx and love to Jeff bro, Ciuyi, Shi Yunn Jie Jie, Homie~Hui Ling, L. Weeeee, Vagee sis, Neff bro, Divya, Catherine, Lillian, Daddy (Wei Chin), Lu Yi, Tan Tan, Kah Yan (Unknown), Vic Hon + many more.. XD!!!! I owe you guyz a bunch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] rock on!!!

Life sUx

2008-11-19T11:22:00.000+08:00

"Life sux!!! big time!! when i slowly recover... they go and break me again!! The cut... is getting deeper... I can feel the blood oozing out... drip drip drip!! Heartless-cold-humanz!!.. I have no where to go.. no place to hide.. Who can i trust.. what can they do.. we are all merely children..!! Its alwyx about money huh? I just hate that stupid thing. Cant they see... how badly they hurt me? Realize before its too late.. words can kill... !! How long will i last? I do not know.. they frustration is driving me off my mind... if i cross the limit.. i am afraid.. i would do drastic things... Am i so difficult to understand? I dont think so... i have simple needs.. and longingz... words play a vital role.. and a little support..!! As hard as i try to heal, it just wouldnt work anymore.. Cuz its broken.. I'm broken.. beyond repair/ recovery!!! =[ "

L.Weee <- - - "owe you"

2008-11-18T06:11:00.000+08:00

I saw a shirt in Voir, Jusco three weeks back. It was completely amazing. I fell in love with that tops!! Weeee!!! I so badly wanted it.. XD!!

But~ its actually a guy'z tops!! Urg!!! :P fine i know i have weird taste.. but wateva!! It was nice ok!!! Soo cool!! I WANT IT!!! but anyway~ i would look funny wearing it.. it does look like a boy's shirt after all... so.. sadly, i turned my back to it.

"heyy come back!! i know you want me.." i heard the shirt call me!!
"yess i want you!! so badly!!!" cried my heart back...
"yes love.. come to me!!..." called out the t-shirt!!
"no!!" said my brainz!!
"no!!" said my mom...!!

BOOM!! the final word has been laid down. I had to turn and walk away without it... *heartbroken*....

After a week.. i still had it on my mind. Uh!! its love.. what do you expect? I cant forget it so fast! So i thought.. who can i get it for? I found a friend!! Thanx to Ciuyi!! Hez soo fun!! and he goes to my tuition.. and HE PLAYZ DOTA!! lolx.. the best part is.. he is completeeeee FUNN!! He has crazy wonderful effin awesome ideas.. and planz!!

We plan to blow up a dead cat.. and go car/bike racing when we learn to drive next year!! Yahoo!! i cant wait!! :P

So... who shall i get that shirt for? Ofcourse.. L.Weeeee!!!! But what's his size? XS? S? urg!!

Finally i got his online... Phew!! He said his size is "M".. kononnya!! >.>!! He is so freakin thin.. but anyway- if its M then M it is!! This week.. when i went to watch Madagaskar, i was gonna get him the wonderful much loved shirt...

I seriously think the evil demon monster is behind this.. The whole thing wasnt there..

"erm.. excuse me, where is the black and white shirt here?"
"huh? which one?"
"the one with the skull picture and grey-white design which was over here? "
"oh, i'm sorry.. it's sold out.."
"ok thank...."

URG!!!!!! So unfair!! UNFAIRR!!! My baby had been stolennn!!!!!! *curses*... sigh!! So freakin unlucky man!! I so badly wanted to get that tops.. L.Weee would have loved it!! And i get to seee ittt in tuition!!! URG URG URG!!!!!!!!

Oh well.. i still promised him to get him a topz... so Hold on fella!! When i find something nice.. i'll buy it for you regardless the price..!! Weeeee!!! I have saved up RM100 for it!! XD!! So no worries... just hope i finally meet another shirt (true love)... :P!!! Though it would look a zillion timez better on me.. i'll get it for L.Weeeeee!!!!!! =]

Lady Gaga <--- Just dance

2008-11-17T15:45:00.001+08:00

This song is offf the hit man!! it gets me high!!! come danceee with MEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

- Lady GaGa Lyrics

Madagaskar 2.... :P

2008-11-17T14:08:00.000+08:00

Yesh yesh yesh!! I watched Madagascar 2 yesterday with my brother-in-law and niece!! Totally a hit man!! yahoo!! Its like a "must watch" movie!! So effin hillarious!!

Its about Alex, Marty, Malvin and Gloria finding their home land in Africa. Ofcourse alot of chaos there.. and they will solve it together. Malvin will finally tell Gloria that he had always liked her!!! Sweet!!!! Courage man!! Lolx!!

I like the penguinz the best!! Evil yet cool!! awesome!!! Just the way i like it!! He comes up with great planz and as scary as it is.. EVERYTHING works!! Lolx!! goo penguinz!!! yee haa!! He ends up marryin the doll.. O.o!!

Alex .. wow.. he is a great dancer!! >.>!!! Be my dancing partner!!! You rawk buddy!!!!

Well i dont wanna tell you guyx the whole story.. its best to watch it yourself. You'll get to see Alex when he was young.. and his father dancing.. Motomoto.. the volcano.. and the old lady!! Alex and gang.. would break the dam for water!!!! sweeet!!

Go watch!!! you'll be laughin of your seats!!!!!

Baby Care..

2008-11-17T13:08:00.000+08:00

This is a note and reference for the FuTuRe!! :P!! Since there is a baby in the house right now.. like less than a month year old baby, i have to help out... >.>!! yea tell me bout it!! sheex!

Well on the bright side, i get to learn "baby care" from now!! yeee haaa!! Lolx!! I just got to know today that babies dont have stable back bones!! *shocked* so you watch how you hold them. I am finally allowed to carry the new born baby! Yeah- totally a blast. I bet he feels the most comfy with me!! yahoo!!!!

Notes :
1. Pat the baby to make him burp.
2. Put your hand near the neck so that you can give him support when he jerks his head.
3. Dont let the baby sit because he doesnt have stable backbones.
4. If the baby chokes on milk, carry him quicky and blow his head. (i never get that right)
5. When the baby sleeps, lay him down side ways so that if he burps or vomits milk, he wont drink it in and coke in it.

p.s Never go near when he has done his "bussiness"

Yea- there you go!! Galx rawk cuz i bet you guyz sux at baby care!! mwahahah!!!!

Catz <- - - - EWW!!!!

2008-11-14T20:26:00.000+08:00

They hv no point of existence ... they r gross... and yucky!!!

Twilight (hmpf.. shut up people!!!)

2008-11-12T09:37:00.000+08:00

Obviously, everyone would know what it "Twilight" by now. The twilight that I am talking about is "the twilight series"!! It's the four books written by Stephanie Mayer. I owe her a huge THANK YOU cuz that book really entertained me!!

Its a vampire story. Lolx!!! Anyway- a friend of mine introduced the book to me. ~tuition friend. She said that i would really enjoy the book since we have similar taste (discovered that through the addiction to Pendragon). She had the first three books and the fourth was not published yet at that time. I read the first three book from her. Wow.. it was a blast!!

Instant love!! I got seriously hooked up with it. My imaginary Edward was stuck on my head. Obsession.. addiction!! Lolx!! Sheex!! So both of us we driven by the CRAZE!! We searched the net to find more bout twilight and EVERYTHING about twilight. We found the extra stuffz that werent put into the book.. and etc.

Anyway- we are one of the first to catch the fourth book (Breaking Dawn). Lolx.. you should have seen our excitement.. woo hoo!! We even planned on how to get out hands on the books when they were out because we knew it would be "hawt" sales! So- as soon as the book came out, we quickly bought them. Yay!! It was fantasy beyond imagination. Awesomeness man!!

I am still addicted to Twilight but my friend grew out of it. I wonder how people get bored of things so fast. Once i am addicted, its hard for me to grow out of it.. Oh well.. i am just different.

Well now.. look.. EVERYONE is reading TWILIGHT!! Everyone is sayin "i love Edward", "He's mine", "Its MY most fav book"... guess what? The green monster is creeping out..!! Sheex.. even to those people whom I introduced the book are fighting with me over EDWARD!! SheeX people.. gimme a break already! Go find someone else to fight with. Screw it man!

Isnt it obvious I hate hearing that? Hello!!! I kinda read the book like WAY before you all.. so i have a longer period of addiction.. YET- i dont go round bragging bout me loving Edward!! Yes i get excited talkin bout him.. but i dont over do it!!! Urg!! Bloody hell.. its annoying!! Go find somewhere else to drool over him!! I just dont wanna see it!!!

No matter what... i still think he is the perfect description of a perfect vampire.. duh!! I love vampires.. Cmon you gotta agree.. they rawk!! They look pretty cool!!! Sigh.. sadly not many exist in the world these days. They are all being extinct!! Anyway- i might get lucky and come across one. Oh well..

At least i have the twilight movie to look forward too... I cant wait!! Hmm.. my imaginary Edward looks better than the movies Edward. Thats for sure.. !! =] Stephanie Mayer - you rawk gal!! I owe it to you man!! Lolx!! So people.. screw it.. dun bug me with your annoyin behaviour... XD!!! Happy watchin the movie yo!!! Rawk on!!!!!~

I fixed it!!!!

2008-11-08T20:02:00.000+08:00

As it is clearly know.. i am one heck of a music FREAK!! hell ya!!! Yesh.. i cant survive without music... its just LIKE THAT!!! You either believe it.. or... not.. its not my prob. If you try to take music away from me.. its one way of killing me.. just for you to know! Hmpf.. i am still figuring out how to bring out the music InSiDe of me.. dun worry.. it will soon be out..

Music is my PrIncE in ShiNinG aRmOr.. !! So how do i hear to music? Well.. i have lotsa sources... te he he!! When none of them are workin.. i turn to my most dearest friend.. the PIANO!!! yesh!! i love playin the piano.. sadly i stopped at grade 4.. and my peepz dont wanna send me for classes now... sheex.. i wanna continue!! Oh well-

But most of all.. its the GUITAR that i am addicted.. i mean have you actually SEEN how people play it? It getz u MESMERIZED!!! Ahhh!!! I can forget myself completely when i see people playin the guitar.. its the best sensation man!!! So.. i decided.. i wanna learn how to play the guitar.. i can sing.. thought not so well.. but heyy- i am just gonna sing for myself.. so i dont really have to be YOUR -CHOICE-OF-VOICE... !! Hmm.. i believe... well nvm.. forget that.

So where was i? Hmm yesh.. the guitar. I have one broken guitar at home.. that belongs to my brother. My brother is one heck of a star man! He just knows wut he wants.. and gets it done. He knowz hw to play the guitar and drum. And he is a smart ass!! No worries.. i had my vacation..to me to gear up.. and win the race. Later about that... !! =]

How can i play a broken guitar? It only has FIVE strings. For god sake!! have mercy!!! Hmpf!! Yet- i must thank my brother for leaving behind the guitar.. now its mine! Yesh!!! Ok.. so i found this place that sells guitar strings. "god i love you" i thought. No hesitation.. or second thoughtz.. i just bought all six strings.. and pickx.

Phew.. on the right track man! Now.. how the hell am i supose to fix it? Gawd.. i should have thought bout that BEFORE i did the damn purchase. I realised.. a desperate gal cant think straight. Took time.. looking at the guitar.. then.. i dont know HOW.. i just knew what to do. I removed the old ones.. and replaced it with new strings. Huray!! "Sonu you Bloody rawk!!!" The guitar has been fixed!! I love it! Now.. *cough cough*....... I NEED TO TUNE IT!!! sigh!! That.. i dont know how to do! Somebody help?

Well... just two process left.. i need to find out how to tune it.. then LEARN to play it!! yeah!! i am good to go!! wish me luck!! MUSIC here i COME!! dont u dare leave me ever again!!!! ^_~

Misery starts...

2008-11-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

The holiday beginz.. which meanz.. the misery is bound to begin soon too.. I am guessing i would have to do most of the house chores.. what more with the little baby around.. Ahhh!!! Its gonna start tomoro.. I am so gonna be worn out by the end of the day.. i am sure bout that!!! *sobx!!* oh well.. on the bright side.. i can loose weight and fit into that punk-ish tops with hoodie that i own!! YEA baby!! i am soo getting into it soon!!!

A heart's cry..

2008-11-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

He broke me.. TT___TT... he is the cost of it.. most of it anyway- cant be fixed.. pathetic..!! But thats ok.. u have my blessingz.. hv fun with ur life.. remember.. you will alwyx be my hunney.. i miss you... darn.. lotz...

Go back in time...

2008-11-06T14:45:00.000+08:00

Growing up is a process that you cant stop. Sit back a while.. and think. How were you 16 years ago? I was a tiny baby, just how my little nephew is now. So darn tiny. You can hardly open your eyes. All you do is sleep and drink milk. Dont forget the "passing motion too.." Haha!!

Then you grow up.. sooner that you realize it. You grow into a kid.. a teen.. an adult.. and then old - dead and gone..! Sad isnt it? All the people you met in life... everyone you know.. one by one, they'll all die. YOu never know who will go first. sigh...

Do you know that i hate growing up? Have you ever seen how kids are when a bunch of them play together? The might never know each other one minute ago.. and the next second, you can see them playing happily like best frenx forever. Its pretty amazing isnt it?

I want the world to be as such. May be its too much to ask. But just ONE day.. one damn day, let everyone forget who they were, are and will be. Just let every damn thing go and fly free. Run like mad little kids, play all day long. Have ice-creamz and lollies. Jump, play and dance in the rain.. despite your age!

I want to forget everything.. and just be free to dance under the rain drops.. with lollies.. frenz along side.. screaming our lungz out...

Aunt for the 5th time...

2008-11-05T17:58:00.000+08:00

My 1st sister got her 3rd baby.. and its a BOY again!!.. XD!! he is soo cutee!! i'll post his picture when i take it.. XD!! only one week old.. ahhh!!!!

"I WANT A BABY TOO!!!................... weee...!!"

Piercing.... ^_~

2008-11-02T13:55:00.000+08:00

Well... they day went by FINE!!! I went out with Catherine.. talked to her.. it was all going great!! I got my ears pierced again!! YAY!!!! cool!! hmm.. i should hv gotten the cross.. damn!! Next time i guess.... >.< !!

Lets see... Last Thursday... is a day to be REMEMBERED in my history!!.. I hv tuition at 4.30pm. Usually my dad sends me there.. but this time (since we had some heated arguments) I decided to walk there... Left home at 3.10pm. Walked walked walked.. all the way.

May be its true i have some mental disorder or something... Do i need a psychiatrist? My mom said i do.. but .. hmm i dont know! Anyway- on the way.. i was feeling so... ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN!! But in simple words.. frustration... madness... despair!!... I used the "jusco way" to walk to tuition. I stopped by Jusco.. walked straight to SILVER SCORPION and got my lips pierced.

After i got it pierced.. hmm i felt so much better.. i think you call it satisfaction? It didnt hurt. Nothing i feared happened... I GOT MY LIPS PIERCED!! YAY!! GAWD DAMN!!! i just went for it and GOT IT DONE!!! cool!!!!!!! I didnt think.. no brain involved.. haha!! I didnt think of what my parents would say.. frenx would say... oh well.. i just didnt care.. didnt bother.. JUST NEED TO DO SOMETHING to proof to myself that I WAS in CONTROL.... and something else...

After that i walked to tuition.. The people over there.. were SHOCKED!! "I didnt think you were so wild..." and some other comments as such were passed on to me.. Oh did i mention... i keep getting DARK LOOKS from everyone.. HAHA!!! Hmm i just was tooo satisfied with my piercing to care..

When i got home.. thingz didnt go so well... mom was shocked ... so were the rest of the family.. they forced me to take it off.. lotsa screaming .. shouting.. cryin... urg!!! My dad said "get out of the house.." gawd damN!! i should have just gone out.. no? DAMN!!!! I just removed it... now the hole closed.. TT___TT!!!

I am so freakin sad.. i THINK i am the only one.. who is actually heart broken right now... They rest of them are all so happy that the piercing has been taken off and the hole has actually closed!! SHIT!!! My friends at school were so murderous when they got to know that i got my lips pierced.. but then they didnt get too mad cuz it was removed and the hole closed...

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Oh well.. if i happen to die soon.. I'll atleast have the satisfaction that i got to pierce my lips...

"But if i live longer... the future... hold much mistery... =] "

ThuMp tHumP... i am scared....

2008-10-25T16:44:00.000+08:00

Thats my heart beat... the beat is so fast.. the melody is like when you play it in the drum.. help me..!! Its tomoro.. I have to do it.. I have to talk it out.. I HAVE TO TALK!!!!! shit!!! WHy me? I know.. cuz.. nvm.. !!.. Gawd.. i am fidgeting.. So damn f'kin restless... I am left with... a few more hours before tomoro... and when tomoro cums.. wat will i do? wats gonna happen? I am very scared..... TT___TT... i know this doesnt make ANY sense.. but it does to me.. it makes all the sense in the world.. she just had to go and mess it up.. now.. i hv to fix it.. WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!! But i am lookin forward for another things tomoro... te he he!! i am so gonna get into holy shit deep trouble for that.. butt.... <.<... BUT.. i am still gonna go ahead with it.. *fingers cross* i hope + wish it will all turn out right... EVERYTHING WILL GET BAK TO THE WAY IT WAS!!!

I know i am not suppose to be hoping or wishing.. he said... i should stop it.. but now.. i need.. all the wish i can get.. cuz.. if i mess it up with her tomoro.. it'll be broken forever.. i cant let that happen.. can i? Nope i cant.. cuz she is important to me... She just had to go and be a jerk.. urg!! YOu better have a good explanation young lady.. cuz.... uhhh!!! I might go mad before tomoro.. as it is.. i am already insane... sheex!!!

Dasaavaratham...

2008-10-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

Phew.. FINALLY!! I got to watch Dasavaratham today!!! Thank you ASTRO people for repeating the show like 5 times... I owe it to you guyx!!!

I can proudly say.. so far this is the BEST tamil movie evaa in history!!! yay!! oK ok.. i know that i like Arya and he isnt acting in this movie.. but heyy- this movie seriously rawkx alright?

The "hero" in this movie is KAMAL HASSAN.. my mom's all time fav.. Seriously.. he CAN act man!! Haha.. he played 10 rolls in this movie. I like the one where he was Fletcher... the bad white guy in the movie.... he looked.. good...!! They even dressed him up as Bush... you should check it out.... woo hoo!!

Anyway- this is how the story goes.. A very long long time ago.. there was a priest who prayed to Lord Krishna (one of the gods). But the king prayed to Lord Shiva (another god). Later, an argument broke out... The king wanted the priest to accept the fact that the greatest god among all is Lord Shiva.. but the priest continued Worshiping Lord Krishna. So, the king tied him to Lord Krishna's Statue and threw it into the sea.....

After many years later, the world changed. People were advancing in science and technology. In a science lab in US, they were experimenting a monkey. They manage to find a device to communicate with the monkey. Besides that, they created a virus. Its something like the "atom bomb" but it doesnt BURST.. instead its particles dissolve and spread in the air... green virus...

When they found out that it is hella dangerous, the man who created it disposed it all.. but one was saved. It was kept inside a not-too-cold-not-to-hot place... sheex!! That scientist was gonna dispose it later. However, someone else sold it to Fletcher (the bad guy).. Oh no!!! Fletcher took it to India. He was gonna use it to threaten people for money + land.

Then starts the chasing.. and catching.. running... haha!!! The actionz in the movie.. were as good as those from HOLYWOOD!! I am dead serious alright!! YOu should watch it.. rawked man!! In the end... the virus was released but.. a Tsunami occurred.. BTW that virus can only be stopped by Sodium Chloride which is Salt.. <--- sea!! XD!!

Many people died.. but most were saved... They had all races inside it.. IT WAS LOVELY!! So not racism at all!! gawd!! everyone SHOULD watch it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Exam Just Round the corner...

2008-10-25T14:44:00.000+08:00

Holly shit!!! Can you believe it? When they said "time flies".. they werent kidding!!! Damn.. it feel like... i just got into high school... I still remember THOSE days!! After primary.. i moved to form 1.. I used to look at those "morning session" students and wonder..
"wow.. they sure have alot going on.. It must be pretty hectic.. woa.. they look so cool.."

So it was like that.. and now... I made it up to FORM 4.. wow wee!! Plus its already at the end of year 2008.. i'll be in form 5 soon... woaaa!!! Yet- i have more important things to worry about.. you got THAT right!! Its my final exams!!!

Dang!!! I thought it was still far away.. oh no no!! how will i ever make it through this time? I hardly studied... <.< !! i am seriously soo doomed!!! GREAT!! ahhh!!!!! Somebody save me!!!! Screw the finalz!! sheex!!!!!!

2008-10-24T11:31:00.000+08:00

This song is just perfect. I love this song.. and the Video especially.. It kinda reminds me of myself.. you know.. completely insane.. and lost of your self.. caged... addiction.. deepression?? lolx!!! Its just great man!! awesome!!! I never get bored listening to it.. and i bet you guyx wouldnt too!! woo hoo!!! DISTURBIA RAWKX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ha fun watchin!!!

Disturbia -

Pn. Vijaya's "break in" during Chemistry...

2008-09-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

My life is soo full of dramas… dramas.. dramas.. dramas.. and MORE DRAMAS… !! Weirdly enough, my surrounding is full of dramas too. I guess this is what Catherine calls “THE LAW of ATTRACTION” … I... as a “dramatic person” tends to attract lotsa dramas. That’s our theory anyway. Anyway- lets get bak to what happened in school…

During chemistry… you can see ¾ class falling asleep.. feel asleep and practically not paying attention.. The teacher is really soo cute!!! But her class is just BORING that you cant help snoring … every class is boring these days. Then suddenly .. Pn. Vijaya (moral teacher) rushes into the class and *BOOM* explodes!!!

“Girls.. if you want to complain bout me, complain to me. Don’t go and complain to other teachers. Oh my god. And Where is Su-Ching????”

We chorus “ absent”

“Girls.. you tell me.. is it wrong that I scolded her? She didn’t bring her book and didn’t do the work. Is it wrong that I scolded her???”

We say again “No”

“And I didn’t ask you all to copy everything again. If you had done your work, just mark it from the board. Of its wrong then write the correct answer if not just leave it. Oh my god. I have been teaching for 7 years and no one has complained about me before. In my 7 years history, this is the first time … 4D ha? I’ll never forget you girls. I regret teaching your class, 4D….”

And she goes off.. Wow… That’s really took us all by surprise and caused a buzz in or class.. Everyone gave each other “dark looks” .. Poor Shi Yunn (class president) was devastated. Our class seems to be having lotsa comments and complaints from the teachers. They ALWYX say bad things bout us.. though its not EVERYONE of us doing it.. just one or two.. sigh!!

Some how after this incident.. something struck my mind… so I told Catherine…

Me : “OMG cat.. this is all my fault!!”

Cat : “Huh? Wat are you talking bout?”

Me : “All this drama is cause of me!! I keep attracting them.. so where eva I go.. it follows me!!!! Oh no!!! I am so sorry you got dragged in it also..!!”

Cat : “No la.. we are not part of it also la!! Just some ppl only”

Me : “OMG!!! I am so sorry..”

Cat : “oi .. *gives me the look* wats wrong with you? Huh? Huh?"

The we go into silence.. Lmao!! That alwyx comes out of nowhere.. anyway- poor teacher.. I am not sure what really happened thought.. but I guess we are in big trouble.. We all would probably get really bad attitude reports.. sigh sigh sigh!!! In the end.. Shi Yunn (P) and Amanda (VP) found the teacher and apologies..

Wardrobe filling up!!

2008-09-28T21:54:00.000+08:00

Huray!!! My bro-in-law just got back from his business trip to Costa Rica... He bought us all back something from over there… I got a .. ORIGINAL NIKE T-SHIRT!!!!

Everytime he goes there (quite frequent) and all those time my sisters go over seas.. they come back with really cool things for me.. O.O!!! I think my wardrobe can last me for half a life time!! XD!!! *_~

Lets see.. I have an original Disney t-shirt, original Levi’s Jeans, original Hollywood t-shirt, two original Costa Rica t-shirts and original Nike. I was told to say “original” by him.. he says its important.. though I never seem to get why though.. LOLX!!!

These are a couple of clothes that are still very new.. and haven’t worn yet!! All from the United States.. >., ...Malaysia or Bangladesh? LOLX!! I am not kidding.. its written in the label!! HAHAHAH!!!

Its gives me fits of laughter..!! Anyway – now I have to go for Deepavali shopping.. I don’t wanna get traditional clothes.. I told my mom.. She was like.. “… ok” Hmm.. I bet she would come up with something completely irrational soon. Anyway-

I was thinking of getting a gown/dress (my brother grumbled since I don’t have one)... boots… jacket… lotsa pants (punk) and t-shirts (punk)!! I just hate wearing skirts and gowns… Ewww!!! Skirts and still fine if I can get it to look punkish!! But I am forced to get one “proper attire” <-- so they call it … since my whole wardrobe is full off.. ordinary clothes… “my taste”

Or may be I should just ask for money.. $_$ … darn.. I cant decide….!!!! HELP!!!

Music Music MUSIC addiction!!!!!!! \m/

2008-09-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

Its time to take a peak look into me… I am a weird person.. yea. Besides that, I am diagnosed with hyperventilation. Mwahahaha!!! It alwyx happens when I get extremely high… I am straight…

I am able to get high without the aid of drugs… alcohol or ecstasy pills. Seriously.. I am alwyx high and hyper. One thing that is sure to get me so high is MUSIC… I am such a music freak!!! I cant imagine a life without music.. I would die of depression.. suffer from sorrows.. break downs.. heart attacks.. and w/e u can think off. . HAHA!!

Music saves my SouL!! It creates a whole different world for me.. One thing that gets me to loose control is music… mwahahah!!! Its just amazing!! Oh yea- and there’s no need for a radio in my house.. Because I keep singing all the time.. that’s the comment my brother-in-law gave me… Lolx!

Mostly I am into music with loud background-music… like punk.. punkrock… and hardcore..!! Screamo is cool too.. and also metal!! (forget I mentioned it all)… XD!

Hear to “RISE AGAINST”.. they are awesome…I cant get enough.. woo hoo!!!

Mom can do better... <-- joke much??

2008-09-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

Is it just me or are all mothered ladies like that?? Everyday is the same… “nag nag nag nag nag nag nag….” Doesn’t she ever get bored of it? Sometime I just feel that she loves doing that.. its her most favorite past time.

She can come up with ideas you didn’t eve think before. She twists and turns every word.. and she belittles me in front of everyone all the time. Doesn’t she realize she is actually just embarrassing herself? Pathetic much?? Everyday is the same story..

“No one helps me… I have to do ALL the work by myself… That’s what you are good at what.. Eat and eat.. at least you are doing that properly… bla bla bla!!!” She goes on forever and eva everyday.

So even if she doesn’t seem to get fed up of ranting the same thing… I honestly have got bored and sick of it.. So I have learned to shut my years off when she starts. Its magical.. XD… I hardly hear what she’s talking bout.. its like my ears have miracally formed a reflectable surface… Thus the sound waves of her voice doesn’t get into my ears.. HAHA!!!! Its soo cool!!!

But the best part is pissing her bak! When she pisses me off.. I just shut up.. but most of the times.. I blow up.. When she gets annoyin… I just cant resist the temptation to talk back and reply soo rudely.. Basically just annoy her back.

Sigh… but I get cursed a lot… Haha.. When it happens.. I have to force my lips shut.. cuz I alwyx feel like laughing so loud.. believe me.. its just soo funny!!! HAHAH!!! Probably what my dad says is true.. I do have thick skin after all.. LMAO!!!!!

Wow touched.. so many people care...

2008-09-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

When I sit back and just take a look at my world…. I think there’s an angel with me.. Everything is like a miracle.. I get most of the things I want. Ofcourse there are lotsa horrible things happening EVERYDAY but apart from that .. I know these really awesome people..!! Some are blood related and some are heart related. Lolx!! But all of them do seem to care so much for me….

Ofcourse we have my parents… You might think its their duty to do so.. but in my case.. I know its not.. But they have one problem.. they don’t know how to show love.. so LOVE is an awkward situation in my home. Yet- they show how much they care for me in their own weird way. Sometime my dad just gets me off guard by saying unexpected but really sweet things.

Besides that, my second sister is all over my back. Alwyx worrying and lecturing me with my unhealthy behavior. My brother fills in the parts she leaves out… and so does my elder sister.. alwyx with “do you have enough activity book? Do you need me to tutor you in add maths?” Cool!!! Alwyx sooo caring bout me.. all three of them rawk!! I lovee them!!!!!!!!! *hugzzzzzzzz*

Then I have Catherine!! My best best BEST fren!!! I practically tell her everything. She does stick with me through every damn thing that going on. She seriously rawkx man!! She alwyx give me “the look” when I am not doing what I am suppose to do. During maths/add maths.. she grabs my book away while I am still buzy copyin the notes from the board. “Stop copyin.. listen.. haiyo… rant …” XD!! Then she scolds me for not studying to… hahah!!! But it doenst sound scary.. it just looks cute and funny to me.. LOLX!!!!

Next in line… Divya…. One of my closest frenx. She is sweet.. and we think alike most of the times. Oh and she is my personal advisor. HAHAHA!! She is one day older than me.. but soo matured!! I am still in my childhood days.. XD!!! “you have to start studying”… And she helps me with my problems. I owe her much… She is just awesome!!! Very caring too…

Haha… this one has to be in the list.. Ciuyi… she’s my niece… (family in skool) .. Hardcore baby!!! She believes in her “principle” and a very disciplined kid. Anyhow – I am capable of making her loose track and do the wildest things that she never thought of.. Lolx.. she is very fun!! Yet- strict.. swt!!! “ I need to have a talk with you..!! You have to start studying. GO BAK AND STUDY!!! Forget all your singers and artist.. Study!!! Take off your modem/computer cable if you have to!!” .. I get lots of that from her..

YAY!!! Shi Yunn .. my sister (family in skool) is also in.. this is also a definite man!! She actually argues with me.. for my lack-of-interest in studies. My story books are taken away during class.. forcing me to pay attention in the boring class… TT__TT!! “why are you doing maths during physics?” that was a heated argument.. God I really am sorry for shouting bak as a response… Then I got so sad cuz she was like almost cryin.. She is the greatest Jie jie… She does make a wonderful elder sister.. and cares much for me….

So as you can see.. I have so many people caring for me.. Also my tuition frenx “lilian .. her dad , Mr Eddy Tay and a couple more…” Anyway – I don’t know what do to when people are like that. Yes – its all very sweet.. ok I’ll follow.. but then.. when will it be the time when I do what I want? When will I break free? When can I pursue my dreams? I have really different taste and desire than them. They don’t even know what I desire… I seek for something that wouldn’t even have crossed their minds or anyone’s..

The desire and yearning I have buried down deep… it cant come out where I am not.. Its just not the place for me… I don’t know how much longer I can hold it bak.. but when it blows…… BOOM………… you will all be taken by surprise…. I leave trails of it sometimes… even the slight of “IT” is overwhelming.. imagine if the whole thing gets out and take controls of me??

Jonas Brothers... _

2008-09-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

Did you know there are four Jonas brothers? They are.. Kevin Jonas, Joe Jonas, Nick Jonas and Frankie Jonas. One bunch of really cool teenage dudes..!!

Kevin is talented in guitar.. I heard he is the best guitarist among all of them… Right!!!

Nick on the other hand is the best vocalist. I personally feel so too.. He is able to project his music with his voice perfectly..!! I think he was also the first vocalist for their band. Besides.. he is cute…!!

Frankie.. I don’t know much bout him.. He is still very small.. but he plays the drums.. Talents man!! At a very young age…!!

Lastly… JOE JONAS!!! I cant say he comes with the whole package but he doest have most of it… He has a great body.. and is soo hawt!!! I love his HAIR!!! XDD!! Joe can sing… CAN sing.. but not as good as his little brother…

Their world tour turned out to be a great success.. I wonder what they would do after this.. I hope they continue with the band.. and have another world tour soon.. This time make a trip over here.. XD!!

I wanna see Joe.. and Nick.. and Kevin.. and Frankie.. They also have good attitude… I guess.. that’s what was told on TV.. haha!!! They are not like other crappy artists… with bad behaviors and end in rehab.. gosh!

BTW.. did you know Miley Cyrus is Nick’s ex? He is/ was together with Selina Gomes… lolx!!! Miley and Selina had some heated arguments or something.. Anyway- it all just crap! XD!!! You just keep rawkin Nick!!!

JOE JONAS... is definitely HAWT!!!!!!!

Jeff bro!! <---

2008-09-25T14:05:00.000+08:00

Ma Ma Mi Yaa… Woootttt!!!! I know a creature called Jeff… When I say “creature” I MEAN a creature all right.. the species of this creature is still unidentified properly but currently put under the group call “humans” …. And this creature happens to be..

MY BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!

Lets talk alittle bout this creature and its awesome-ness aite? But before that.. *going bak in history* <-- FLASHBAK………. I got to know Jeff early this year.. We talk / chat A LOT before we both got buzy with reality that is. Then one day.. (cant remember the date) .. he adopted me as his little sister.. AWWW soooo sweet!!!! XD!!! He lives in Wichita, Kansas and is 19 years old. He is like THE most awesome-est brother one can ask for..……--> BAK TO PRESENT…..

I talk to him when eva I can .. online and on the phone.. tho its alwyx like once in a blue moon since we are seriously hella buzy PLUS the time factor.. Lolx!!! The best part of he being my brother is.. tormenting his life.. LMAO!!!!

Have you ever bickered with your brother? Just a couple of years older?? As a little sister, you would do everything you can to win the argument and later on smug with triumph when you win the never ending battle. Everytime we talk… we argue on every tiny thing.. and I’ll be laughing madly. I bet he is too.. LOLX!!!! The thing is.. even if we actually personally agree with one another, we never let the other know it.. Its like trouble for the pride.. HAHAHA!!!

Anyway- honestly he like the sweetest and coolest bro one can ask for…!!! His nick name for me is “potgirl” (not sure hw he came up with that) and mine for him is “kettlehead” …. Lolx!! We came up with a song lyric/poem together.. its funny weird but weirdly ..its turned out pretty well.. Damn I so love doing these fun things with him..

PLEASE NOTE “he isn’t suppose to know I said that so… SHH”

He seems to know how to make me feel better too.. lolx I rant a lot to him.. and he just listens to my babbling.. I go On and On and On.. and he just listens.. gosh I so appreciate that man!!! Trust me.. it seriously keeps my sanity with me..!!! There was once .. when I was like so down.. I think that’s the only time I was like that.. *congrats to Jekk bro* he managed to cheer me up.. !!!

Oh .. he cut his hair.. TT__TT!!! I liked his hair with the beanie on.. Sooo cuteeee / cool!!!! Now the hair is short and .. well actually it doesn’t look that bad.. but I still preferred the other one better.. HE HAS TO GROW HIS HAIR!!!!!!! He said he will. Mwahahha another battle won!!

He got me into Trance music (he won the battle this time) and also to Beanies.. >. trance music or beanies.. its just simply things that are likable I guess… Doesn’t make sense .. but heyy.. wat does? Lolz!

Sometimes… he gets all caring and says sweet sensitive things that gets me off board.. I mean cmon you cant blame me.. One minute we are bickering and then out of no where “poof” .. I get speechless. For instance when he says things like “I think you as my sister and part family. So as weirdly as this would sound but I mean it.. You can come crash at my place anytime when you need somewhere to go.. And stay as long as you want till you get everything straight” .. I will be like “WOW”………. >.

Once it was like.. “I wish I could just fly you over to your sister’s place now. TT__TT I am so sad I cant do anything for my lil sis” … another WOW!!! Gosh he is really the sweetest bro, man!!!!! HE RAWX!!!!!!!

BTW I just got banned from junk food by him… “babble babble babble..” he kept going on and on and ON.. bout the consequences of eating junk foods… He banned me from having junk food at all.. except on certain occations… TT__TT now I am stuck with veggies.. ewww!!! And did you know he said raw celery tastes awesome with peanut butter? He must have really lost it!!!! That’s like soo gross!!!!

Some may think I am crazy with this.. and some may even call this crap.. (like my mom.. dad , second sis and more..) but does anyone of them know how is it being with your adopted brother? They expect me to just throw it all away and turn my back on these? Hell no.. never even possible in dreams man!!! He is part of my family HURAY!!!

I believe I am the luckiest gal around to have a fate as such… Jeff bro rawks as my brother.. and I live to torment his life as a little sister (he agreed) .. its my job!!! I love my Jeff brother!!!!!!!!!!!! I owe him so much.. and also a promised break-in-smack-kick-punch when he is sleeping. XD!! *_~ !!

Exam stress!!! Wats wrong with the goverment!! >.>

2008-09-24T20:17:00.000+08:00

I believe the government is crazy.. (pretend I didn’t say that<--I don’t wanna be thrown in Jail under ISA) .. but when you think of it.. you will understand.. they seriously ARE crazy!!! For me.. at the moment.. the craziest person around is the education Minister..

First.. our finals were scheduled on the 18^th of September. Then they moved it to 15^th of October… now they moved it forward to 6^th of October…!!!!!! Seriously.. wats all that about? First the put us under slight pressure.. then once we got used to the idea of early examination.. they pushed it way bak and gave us lotsa hope and time to study.. then when we take things slow and do our preparation step by step they bring it forward and crush us? May be they are secretly tryin to kill us all? Is our country too populated already? I think not…

Then why?? GEEX!!!!!! I hate studying.. All those words and letters.. ouch!! ‘eyesore’!! Why cant we have a better education system.. I mean the government should find a way to make the students “love education”. As in .. they learn for knowledge and the love they have for the subject.

Unfortunately.. we learn for the sake of examinations. I don’t know much bout others.. but me.. and my close buddies.. WE ALL study for EXAMS!!! Once we are done with that level and move on to the next.. we forget the previous ones. Dumb I know.. but we merely study to score for exams.. its EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS that stress us out.

Furthermore. Why do we even have to learn our history? What’s the point of learning bout the dead and gone? Besides.. they all weren’t that interesting either. Yet – the government make that as a compulsory subject and force us all into purgatory. Have some mercy on us PLEASE!!!!!

Dota Addiction… *_~

2008-09-22T15:14:00.000+08:00

I play dota. Wait.. I know what you are gonna say.. “you are a gal.” I keep hearing that EVERYTIME when I tell people.. I play dota.. I probably should start a petition saying “Why cant gals play dota?” or may be “why cant gals get hooked up with pc games?” I cant see why it’s a problem for us to play pc games? Is the a law or rule that says we cant? Why should everyone get surprised when I say that? Seriously man.. its…

Dota is great. Actually, I LOVE playing dota!! More like.. I’m dota addicted. Its not hard to believe.. the game is such! I can continue playing and playing and PLAYING for hours.. and still.. CONTINUE PLAYING!!! There is no end to it. I am not that good.. still a noob. I get trashed most of the time by my cuzinz and Thinesh.. They are really good.. and I am still a beginner..

But that’s ok.. I still have room to improve.. Practice makes perfect.. and I got no prob practicing.. Someday I’ll beat you guyz!! Mwahahah!! DIE DIE DIE!!!!!! So far I have trashed one guy.. Sashi.. mwahahah!! And also Melvin.. so that means.. I am not that bad after all.. DOTA RAWKX!!!!!

My most favorite character is “VOKER” int hero.. I play my best for now with him.. And he looks awesome when I hook him up with the items.. glows man!! I should start learning other heros too.. I can use luna and crystal.. but not very good with them… So I must learn.. and kick their butts!!

“Dish dish dish.. eeee ha!! *smack* … "high jump knee landing… SMASH” .. die die!!

Lolx.. but voker.. just CASTS SPELLS.. hahaha!!!

Navein's B'day

2008-09-22T15:04:00.000+08:00

Syke!! How can I miss such a thing… Pity pity.. =[

On the eve of 27^th of July, my mom and nephew went to my grandma’s house. I didn’t know about it until I got back home from somewhere (don’t ask <.< ) late at night.. as in really really late at night!!! She was suppose to pick me up.. and when I gave a call …

“I’m in KS now.. give you dad a ring and ask him to pick you up..”

Zzzz Hello!!! It was like really late.. and I am left outside all alone.. Anyway-

It turned out EVERYONE was at KS!!! All my cousins.. aunties.. uncles.. eldest sister.. the whole clan was there.. and why?? Cuz on the 27^th of July was my cuzin’s 18^th birthday (Navein)… TT__TT they didn’t tell me there was gonna be a small gathering… tiny midnight celebration.. I DIDN’T KNOW!!

Obviously I was shocked when I found out.. so I didn’t get to go.. They had so much fun… I was the ONLY one missing there.. can u you believe it? I seriously would have ditched my other occasion to go for this one… cmon its NAVEIN we are talking about.. duh!!! I would definitely be there if I was told… Sighh wats with the secret ppl??

Lolx.. but I am glad they had so much fun.. only the sad thing is.. I wasn’t there.. I bet it would have been even more fun with me round.. Lolx.. you gotta admit.. having a fun high insane wild chick around.. sure beats the best birthday you can ever have!! Cuz hear me.. when I am wild.. I get everyone else WILD too!!! Its just totally awesome fun!!!

Did ya miss me cuzin?? Sorry buddy… imma catch you next time.. may be next year.. or the year after.. at that time.. we rawk it with me around.. mwahahha!! You’ll know the difference.. XD!! *_~

Celebration video by my cuzin (Div)….

Good job with the cake guyx.. mwahahahah!!!! \m/ rock on!!\m/

Camp Rock…

2008-09-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

Did you catch that movie? If you didn’t.. be sure to catch it.. cuz its like soooo AWESOME!!! Up till now.. I have watched it like total 3 times.. (all the times they played it in DISNEY CHANNEL)!! Mwahahah!!! Its sorta addictive … Like I just cant get enough of it…

Well.. it’s a story about a girl from a “not rich” family managed to go to ‘camp rock’ as in THE place for anyone who want to be someone in music industry.. Shayne (a pop star from the band connect three) is forced to spend the summer in that camp b’coz he has turned into a mindless jerk after becoming famous.

So Mitchie, lies that her mom is the producer of some show in China so that she can get into the popular group.. As usual.. in the end.. Tess finds out and tell everyone.. embarrassing her.. So its chaos!! >.<..!! At the same time, Shayne will be recovering and getting his old self back after hearing to an unknown gal singing.. He will try his best to search for that girl….

In the end… at the end of “final jam” that gal will be non other than Mitchie.. and they fall in love… Awww!!!

Its really soo cool!! I love all the songs in it… Its such a inspire.. and the best person in that movie is.. Obviously.. Joe Jonas!! Gosh.. he is like sooo hawt! Yet- I must keep in mind.. HE IS HUMAN!!! >.<’’’ I hope they have a season 2 for it.. I’ll be sure to catch it.. XD!!! *_~ rawk on!!!

Spirit's Bak!!!

2008-09-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

Woo Hoo!!! Its time to rawk again!! I know.... i was alittle down lately.. yaaa daa yaaa daa... Long story... Its hard to explain.. you gotta experience it, to know the feeling of it! Its like everything is lost.. broken.. fallen into despair..

Ok it might sound "crapish" but thats how it felt like. Wait.. are you asking me why? >.<..!!!Like i am suppose to know.. HOW??

Anyway- guess what? My spirit is bak!!! Mwahahahah!!! Its time to get high.. get wild.. and STAR RAWKIN!!!!! Yea i know.. its fun to have me bak...

Believe in your dreams... You can make it!! Yea!!! As you go along.. you just HAVE FUN!!!

Its sad isnt it??

2008-09-20T09:24:00.000+08:00

Our English lesson was very touching today…!! Hand of applause to …. “miss Lina”!!

How many times of the day do you put yourselves in front of everything and everybody else? How many times do you use the word “I” in a day? When do you ever think of others? How many times in a day do you complain? Are you ever thankful for what you are and what you have? Do you every appreciate your life? What does all that come up to? ……. “SELFISH-NESS”!!

I am just like that.. Some part of me.. actually most part of me.. anyway- Today we saw some video clips.. Its was sooo scary sick man!!

Small little children… suffering from poverty… Soo thin.. and barely any food to eat… All living in real misery… You know, they are actually in a war.. “the war of life” .. Worriers battling for their lives against hunger + poverty..!!

That’s one part of the world.. and the other is.. People with so much wealth.. getting drunk.. partying till late night.. Getting into trouble and being thrown into prison. Having so much luxury yet complaining of every damn thing… Its sick I tell you!!

Why do people commit crimes? I just don’t get it.. Why kill? Whats worth doing all that? One life should never be taken away by another.. it isn’t your right.. Realize.. “Power” drives humans into madness.. that they turn into animals… Trust me.. power is worth ntg.. and wealth… If the rich keeps getting richer.. and the poor keeps getting poorer.. where is the balance in the world?

We tend to think .. “Hell.. I am in such a big mess… God doesn’t love me.. why me?? This is torture.. this is misery.. I wanna die………….” And the list goes on and on.. Now just take step back .. look around you.. What is wrong with your life?

Look at the people suffering.. Is your life worst than theirs? What is it that you want? Will that make everything else perfect? … Its just some brain-storming thoughts.. We ought to think.. and realize.. we are gifted people..

We should stop complaining.. Put a smile on your face.. it make the world a better place..

LolX.... my VoicE? >.< !!!

2008-09-20T09:06:00.000+08:00

Woa.. the whole bunch of them didn’t turn up to school today.. Sindhu, Siah Er, Sakina, Su-ching and the rest… Only Jia Ying came.. Mwahaha!! Pity pity she was lonely…. As usual, Ciuyi and me (rangers) went around roaming for our “place-of-the-day”!! That happens everyday cause our places are alwyx occupied by the others and we just let them be instead of arguing + fighting back for our place…

This time.. I sat with Catherine in Jessica’s and Anitha’s place while Ciuyi sat with Jia Ying at the back of us.. Today was a pretty normal day for me.. In school.. we were just talking crap as usual and laughing for NO REASON!!! You just gotta do it to know that fun of it.. words cant explain it man!

Anyway- I took a look around the class and out burst a tiny laughter…

Cat : "What are you laughin about?"

Me : "J.Loo looks like a gnome… or may be a dwarf.. No!! a gnome!! Especially her ears.. !!"

Cat : "HAHAHA!!! Yea la!!!"

Then I looked round again to see anymore fairytale creatures….

Me : "Jia Ying looks like a knight.."

Cat : "Haha yea.. especially her hair…"

Then we gave a quick glance at her… Dang she caught us!!! Even Ciuyi saw.. the “look”!!!

JY : "What are you staring at me for? Tell Me!!!"

Me : "Nothing!!!!"

Cy : "That’s was an evil stare + laughter… Hw can it be nothing?"

JY : "Yea.. you better tell me….!!!"

Me : "See.. J.Loo looks like a gnome.. *her ears* and then we noticed .. you look like a knight…!!"

JY : "HAHAHAA.. where’s my shining armor?"

Again we all burst out laughing.. SEE I told you.. we basically laugh for every thing.. and worst IT DOESN’T MAKE MUCH SENSE!!!! crazy………..!!!

JY : "Hey Ciuyi, what does she look like?"

Cy : "More like a princess…"

Me : "WHAT??? How did I end up as that??"

JY : "Yea.. her voice…"

OMG!!! Here we go again with my voice!!! What in the world does my voice sound like?? People keep telling me bout it.. Some asked me is my voice alwyx like that? HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW HW DOES IT SOUND LIKE?? I cant even hear it!! How sad… TT___TT.. I used to think that its low pitch.. and more like growling.. but they keep telling me it’s the opposite.. They said its very GIRLISH!! OMG!! Serious? But.. oh no… it suppose to sound punkish.. and girlish is NOT punkish…

Sigh sigh sigh!!! I cant stop talking either.. cuz I love talking.. and laughing.. mwahhaha!! Ahh sod it!! I am just gonna ignore “comments” on my voice… Pretend it doesn’t exist.. yay!!!

Prefects Gathering 2008

2008-09-19T07:26:00.000+08:00

Heyy!!! Finally .. we had our annual prefects gathering by MY SCHOOL (mgs) wott!!!!! Huray huray huray!!!! Lolx.. I know it was like a long time ago.. but anyway- i'll tell you bout it now... Our prefects gathering was a success. Prefects gathering is an event we have every year. It’s a time where we invite 10 prefects each from other schools. We book an auditorium.. have some performances, games.. lunch and interact with each other. It is lotsa fun fun fun!!!!!!! I go to an all gals skool.. so we have no guyz there.. duh!!! Through this gathering, we get to meet tonz of other characters and have the opportunity to SOCIALISE! Lmao!

This year’s buffet members … that was a total screw up! Honestly!!! I didn’t even know who the hell chose them for those posts.. like I said… total screw up! The preparation for this gathering was a mess. Before I begin telling the mess.. I will just introduce those ppl who were responsible for it. We begin with………..

1. the CHAIRPERSON… (Lee Kah Fong)
2. head of performance (Tharshiini)
3. program coordinator (Usha)
4. Jasmine Than
5. Lim Jia Yee

Lets just say they ruined the gathering!!!! We had a really long time to prepare for this buffet compared to last year. The decoration (by Nicole) was superb!!! Honestly.. it was soooo great!!! Many STARSS!! Yay!! FYI I love starsss sooo much!! Its such a beautiful thing in the sky at night.. don’t you think so? Hmm anyway- the walls of the auditorium and floor had many tiny starts pasted on it… so it glittered and twinkled in the dark.. awww..

Ok.. lets look at the preparation of the gathering there were many quarrellings.. and arguments… some problems with the invitation and booklet.. but in the end.. it all turned out fine.. thank gawd!!! Phew.. the invitation heads were really sweet.. and ofcourse I don’t want anything to happen to them.. they worked really hard.. and sadly no one helped them.. soo they deserve to get really good results and NO complaints!!!

One day before our gathering, we went to the auditorium to set things up. Put up all the decoration and leave our stuffs there for the next day, coz our gathering starts at 8.00am the next day. Some guests would arrive early. Anyway- the gathering eve was.. shitty! We were being bossed around by Lee Kah Fong. She hardly did any work… talks a lot.. and bosses us around. I soo hate people telling me what to do.. rephrase that.. orders me what to do.. I mean WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO! Come to think of it.. it wasn’t only me who felt that way.. I heard tonz of side talks.. and my whole bunch of frenz were mumbling! LOLX!

Next was Tharshiini.. omg she is just the head of performance for heaven sake .. “prefect who are sitting in the auditorium, go outside.. go do your work..” Shouldn’t she be doing HER work instead of bossing us? What does she know? We finished all our work…. So we decided to watch two performance then go round asking for people who needed help! But her words pissed us off ofcourse.. so I just starred at her.. daring her to open her mouth one more time.. and guess what? She shut off completely.. Me and my frenz watched two performance and as said.. went helping those in need.. Sheez.. honestly she is a bitch!! I will tell you ALL bout her in another entry coz she is a never ending story.. a bitch who never should have come to my skool!

So.. after lots of “bossing” and “ordering” (someone should really teach them how to speak)… we were done with the auditorium and went home… Awaits the next day… our gathering……

Our guests started arriving at 7.30am. Students from other schools.. seniors.. and teachers! I was stationed at the lift for “ushering”. Divya (best fren) was outside the lift. So I took turns with her.. we had to send the guests to the 5th floor.. it was fun!! I got to talk to almost all the guests.. *sadly no hawt guyz were in sight*.. LOLX.. .. So at 9.00am the gathering begun…….

I was under the games group.. I supplied the news papers.. and helped in a demonstration of the first game… Errr some games were nice.. and some were horrible!! Cmon.. who likes being forced to say like 9 tongue twisters just to win? Damn.. it was soooo BORING!!! Sheez… many people left the auditorium when thingz got bored with the tongue twisters…..

The food was not bad.. but we had to wait the guests to eat first, then we ate. So there wasn’t much left for us.. But hey- I had tonz of fun with Divya, Ciuyi and Archana.. XD some gals introduced themselves to us.. but I cant remember their names.. opss sorry!!!
The gathering then ended.. and were were all so exhausted! After cleaning up the auditorium.. we left home… and I was just glad to be bak!

Japanese Cultural Day..

2008-09-18T06:24:00.000+08:00

Heyy!!! Today was "Japanese Cultural Day". What that? hmm.. its a celebration to spread the japanese culture, gain new knowledge and make new frenz! So this is the first time we are having this celebration over here.. and MY SCHOOL was the one to host it... WOW!!!! XDD!!!

I know how it feels man!!! Well.. since i am a member of the jap club in skool.. i get to help out. I was in-charge of a stall that sells food (kakiyage)~ smtg like tempura. Hmm actually the head of the stall was afiqah.. but she was too buzy wanting to check out all the other stalls.. and .. Lets just say she didnt have a clue on what we are suppose to do...

(that is her *Afiqah*~taking a picture in a yukata : a stall they had in the festival)

Sensei was too buzy with other things too.. so her sister came to help us.. I was also helped by my other teacher (Pn. Lee) and her sister.. plus a couple of other student!!! First, we cut all the vegetable, potatoes and pumpkins. Then we make a batter with flour, ice cubes, egg and cold water. next, we heat up the oil in a frying pan. While the oil is beaing heated up, we mix the cut vegetable with the batter a little by a little... After that, we fry it into tiny pieces.. and WALLA its ready to be sold!!!

Phew.. that whole day i was working and working and working my ass off!!!! I just went through the other stalls for a brief moment.. then came bak and helped! At the end.. most of the other students had to go bak. I stayed and helped my teacher clean it all up with the help of another girl!!! It was an awesome experience.. i became even more closer to my teacher, met a few jap ladies, and make new frenz!!!! I came bak home feeling really tired.. and was flat on the bed before i know it!!!!

"Sweets as bribes..."

2008-09-17T05:22:00.000+08:00

Guess what? i had to go to skool today since my fever reduced! darn it! anyway.. i got ready .. i actually woke up an hour earlier to sweep and mop the house since the mail followed my sis bak to her house! I only did that work to shut my mom up! i mean.. sheez you should see my mom! she cant stop nagging! so i thought .. "if i do that chore, she wouldnt talk much in the morning" but how WRONG i was! She just couldnt shut her mouth as usual! If i can.. i would very much like to stich it up! anyway... i got out of the house as fast as i could and my dad drove me to skool! Skool was as usual.. as in BORING! But something exciting did happen! After recess, sensei came looking for Afigah and Me.. and she asked us if we would be able to cook for the japanese cultural day... well all we had to do was cut and monitor the form 3's cooking! It would be and awesome job so we agreed to it! Then i had to run looking for Pn. Lee to tell her that the heads have been changed to form 4's which we us.. Afiqah was the head and i was gonna help them out. The teachers thought that they needed form 4's to help out b'coz the form 3's are still small and might "die" without assistance.. and we definately do not want "messing ups" during the jap cultural day! So after discussing with Pn. Lee, who decided to split us into 3 shifts.. i had to look for sensei to tell her everything was settled! However.. when sensei heard that Pn. Lee broke us into three groups.. she was like "NOO.. thats cant be.. you all will die if you had so few people in one shift.. no no.. make it into two teams.. to take shifts.. nono.. two two.. tell Pn. Lee two.. " and i was nodding my head furiously trying to look as tho i extremely agree with her.... XD i would have probably looked like a clown! Anyway, i used that opportunity to ask sensei if i could squeeze in the bus for the bon odori festival.. and she said "tell Terresa (jab club president) about it .. i was soooo hoping that Teressa would just say yes.. well i will have to wait for Monday to know what she is gonna say! Gosh.. i really so badly wanna go for that festival.. and i was so dumb to pull myself out when i actually managed to get in.. urg nvm!So after hearing from sensei.. i had to chase for Pn. Lee once more.. and gosh that was so tiring! I had to run up two floors... as in two pairs of stairs.. to ge to the class where was teaching.. i quickly rushed in and told her.. that sensei asked you to break us into two groups.. it was a little embarrasing coz i was short of breath.. so u can imagine hw it sounded like.. "Pn... Lee... sensei said..... break.. two group.. ahhh.. " hahahah!!! something like that! XD and Pn. Lee replied, " woa Suwana.. You just came up to tell me this.. thank you.. poor lil gal! " HAHAHAH!!! gosh i so love Pn. Lee.. she always manages to make me feel better with her sweet words.. gosh!So after all then.. i rushed to class so that i wont be late for my lesson. Guess who was in there? It was my new English teacher... she is a Malay but she had a really good slang when speaking English! her slang is like.. erm the Americans.. its hard to describe.. !! XD!! Anyway.. she was teaching us literature.. shirt stories.. we were suppose to reas them before coming to school.. but well i didnt read it! HAHAHA!! So i was like so blur there when she asked questions based on it.. If we were able to answer them, we were given two sweets! So here are the rules... 1. Put up your hand if you want to answer. 2. Give an attemp.Simple enough? XD.. we were given a paper to refer.. !! So when she asked one questions.. i quickly responded my answer but she ignore me BECAUSE i didnt put up my hand.. lame i know! I was like what the.. he he.. well since i came in late .. i didnt know the "rules"! So my frenz quickly filled me up.. and said "Oh no.. that was a waste of sweets!" So we tried other questions.. i was like so determine to get at least one question answered.. In the end.. i ended up with 5 SWEETS! XD I kept answering about three questionz in a row.. and miracly my answers were right.. she gave me the sweets and gave a a look which practically said " give others a chance to try".. haha!!! Unfortunately there were no more sweets for the others .. lmao! Thats was very funny! Before class ended, she told us that next week we will do another story! My frenz and I decided to actually read the book.. so that we can dry her OFF her SWEETS! mwahahahah!!! i wonder how funny its gonna be.. i mean.. if we keep answering and getting all the sweets and attention.. what would her reaction be? We arent doing anything wrong in the eyes of LAW right? it would just show that we are enthusiastic... interested.... excited.. instead of messing with her.. XD XD! Now i cant wait for her next lesson! Can you believe me? mwahahahah!!!!

"Sick Day"

2008-09-16T05:14:00.000+08:00

I havent fallen ill for quite some time... wow.. yesterday, i was feeling my throat getting a little sore.. and i kinda knew that i was gonna fall ill soon! HuRAy, i thought!!! haha! anyway , i was finding some way to cut school! Do you know how troublesome it is to go to school? no only that.. its such a waste of time!!! WASTE of MY precious time.. because we hardly do anything in school. Anyway.. when i came back home i had to rush to tuition.. phew! and in tuition.. i was shivering mad! gosh! they left both the air condisioner on and i was left freezing over there!!! Then when i got home.. i felt myself getting quite hot. So after an hour.. i just slept on the sofa in the hall!Then my dad came bak.. and nagged at me to go sleep upstairs! But i continued to sleep.. mwahahah!! anyway.. my mom came bak from work and guess what? she didnt see me sleeping on the couch! so after like a couple of mins.. i woke up and went to sleep in my room! Gosh i felt hot.. i knew my fever was here.. YAY!!!! then my mom came up and said " where were you?" and i was like.. "on the couch.. now i am sleeping here" . She found that i was havin fever.. told the rest of the house.. and my sis gave me panadol! damn! i didnt wanna cure.. but well i was forced to gulp it down! Then i slept till this morning.. mwahahahahah!!!! AND i skipped skool!!!!!!!!! how cool is that? lmao! Anyway... today my fever reduced! DUMB! that means i have to go bak to skool tomoro.. well at least i got to skip the presentation today! mwahahahahahah!!!!!!

Mindless talk.... EST lay Forgotten... XD

2008-09-15T14:08:00.000+08:00

Gosh.. i am soo full.. just had lunch... and yeeeaaoowww.. my tummy is bloating... note to self "dont eat too much even if the food is sooo DELICIOUS"

School was weird today... Lmao!! How can i even say that.. School is alwyx weird everyday.. buy obviously i am the one "in-charge" in making it that way... soo no surprise.. but Cat kept giving me dark looks "stare"....

"I'll be rawkin on the stage some day, An electric guitar i shall play, This is just what i can say, Oh, rock the day and night away..."

"Oi.. wats wrong with u huh?"

"WHAT?"

"You r acting really weird.. singin all the time.."

" I dont that everyday..."

Geex... she hears me mumble words out like that everyday.. I create random songs.. and sing randomly.. she HAS to be used to it by now.. and she was like "you are really very weird today"
SWT''' ... Then we had EST in the lab.. Put your hands together for "Divya" <-- the presenter of the day.... and her group (yoke pei.. afiqah & Zhe Han)

"I have never seen Yoke Pei so nervous before.."

"Pay more attention to her.."

"Ha ha...."

Wait.. was that suppose to be a joke? I didnt mean it as a joke.. tho she laughed.. i wonder what secret message she got that i missed... O.O??? When Divya was presenting....

"Cat.. look.. can you see a bright light surrounding Divya?"

"Huh? where??"

"There... Around her... near her head.. its greenish yellow"

"Haiya.. its probably the slide's reflection.."

"Oh ya.. didnt think of that.."

"Now?"

"Still got.. but now its yellowish white.."

"Oh.. now?"

"Got... do u think its the aura?"

"Ohhhh yeaaa it might be.. now?"

"Woa no more edy..."

"Huh? Now?"

"Yea got... same thing.. cant you see?"

"I cant.. may be she has angels around her.."

"Haha that sounds sooo weird..."

Lolx.. EST can be soo boring.. but hey- sometimes it just doesnt feel like EST cuz we are in our own world.. I still think i saw the white thingy round her... I cant be imagining can i? O.o Is my imagination THAT GOOD??? Woa.... Cat called me weird.. but she hardly made any sense with the angel thingy.. mwahahahaa...... I told Divya after that.. her reaction .. "HA HA HA HA HA"...

2008-09-15T08:20:00.000+08:00

OMG.... twilight is coming out soon!!!!!!! I CANT WAIT!!! hell i am getting so excited right now! tell you more later! XD... all bout twilight on another post.. wait ok? XD!!! TWILIGHT RAWKZZZ TO THE MAXXX!!! and i LOVE IT!!!!! well.. i LOVE... EDWARD CULLEN from the novel! XD!

Blood is all red..

2008-09-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JEFF BRO GT ON TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! TT____TT i missed talkin to him hella lotssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND ALSO VAGEE SIS!!!!

AND EAZY BRO!!! and also RKO BRO !!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"it depends on how much effort ur willing to put
ur ATTITUDE, not just aptitude determines ur altitude.."
By Eazy bro....

(more on them laterzzzz~)

Merdeka Celebration

2008-08-30T06:55:00.000+08:00

Today we had our annual merdeka's celebration in skool!!! My class ( 4 Dedikasi ) won the singing competition.. so we had to do the performance again!!! LOL MAN!!! I had to wear baju kurung.. urg!! it was hella huge for me... TT___TT!!!

I looked huge.. and we practically did nothing the whole day.. urg such boredom ness.... sighh!!!!!!!!!!!! The form 5 had to wear traditional costumes.. awww they all looked soooooo cuteeee!!!!!!!!! XD!! some were just too much...

He stole it.. THaT JeRK!!!!!!!

2008-08-25T17:44:00.000+08:00

Hard to believe, i could be like this!! I am lost... completely!! Its his fault... tho i dont understand it... i cant help it... Its just the way it goes... O.o i believe i am "soul-less" but yet, its happening... How could it be possible? So much pain... so much sadness... it all makes me restless.. and gives out tonz of frustration. I even went under depression....

One way to look at it is.. "addiction" .. or is it pure lust?? He means so much to me.. and i dont know why... its all weird.. i just cant explain it.. I screwd up big time tho... "I cant tell you how much sorry i am... " What can i do to go back to the way it was? How to change it all and go back in time? Tho it would hurt me again... i just want to hear him...

I try to be like him... *_~ Follow his ways.. his talk.. his style... but i am just not getting something right... it just doesnt feel proper... Who is Sonu, i wonder at times. She is a total stranger even to me... Its true!! Am i what i appear to be ?? or is there someone different trapped inside.... ?? I hardly think.. its all such a blur ... it HURTS!!!!

Sigh.. ok i know this is confusing.. Urg!!! A few months back (early this year), i met this guy...!! He was really awesome.. cool!!! O.o (i m nt goin further in detail..) so much happened.... so much joy.. so much jealousy... so much pain... He used to be on my mind 24/7.. he still is... Anyway- as usual.. i screw it up in "my way".. and tention!! *BOOM* now we dont talk... Urg.... i am terribly sorry.. and i wish i could take it all bak.... I shouldnt have pushed.. i mean.. of course i do care very much.. but bugging him to quit smokin all the time..... ALL THE TIME... and lecturing him aka annoyin him wasnt the best thing after all....

Gawd.. i am not gonna talk to him even if i am really desperate.. i shall stick with my promise... Somebody knock some sense into his brains... and make him quit smoking.. drinkin and self destructing... I want him whole.... TT___TT

" I miss you very much...................................."

He can sing... he has a rock band... I like this song that he sang... Hear it.. ..... its lovely...... i cant get enough of it.. such a sweet voice.. urmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hearing to it... i am drowning in it.... full-ness... its perfect.... He is the best guy i have laid eyes on.... tho he is one messed up dude.. i believe outside.. he looks hardcore.. but on the inside.. he is soft as a marshmallow.. but he just tries to hide it... O.o that our theory... I havent got the chance to prove it... What lies ahead.. i wonder.... will.. we.................................???????

Ahhh see i told you he is a jerk.. he removed it from Imeem.. i'm sorry!!! I guess you cant hear it after all.. Zzzz!!!! Stupid jerk!!!!!! ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!

"Blast" started my Break....

2008-08-21T07:36:00.000+08:00

Yay.. its here.. its finally here... My second term break.. sadly it lasts only for one week.. Its going to end soon. Time always seem to fly extra fast during the holidays. Why on WHY? After the break i have finals to look for.. sux big time man!

Anyway- i have prefects farewell party on Monday. This culture only started last year. After our yearly buffet, we use our extra money to go our and eat together. Instead of we being the host and wore out our asses, we pay and get people to serve us while we EAT .. CHAT and HAVE FUN!! This year, they have it in EON PiZzA, Bukit Tinggi. My whole gang decided to go.. duh!!

I had other things planned there after our party.. LMAO!! I planned to hang there with MY HOMIE and gang till 6.. woo hoo!!! So i had to wake up really early and follow my aunt to her kindy there... Coz the mall is near to her place.. She could send me when its time.. No rush and save petrol.. mwahahah!! I got ready and went to the mall at.. 11.00.. I had to leave by 11.45.. my other bunch of frenz couldnt follow coz they had to go back home. A couple of things to do , they said. When i got there, the rest werent there.. After they all came, we had to wait for the food for SOO LONG!!!!! Urg!! My tummy was crying.. poor thing!!

The time ticked.. till 11.50.. still no food.. i keep getting calls from my other gang (homie) asking me to hurry up and hang with them.... While my prefect bunch were asking me do stay.. Divya was like "you are stayin..." !! I just couldnt say anything to object.. because she was also one of my really close friend... and we hardly get to hangout.. So, i waited till the food came.. which didnt seem to be happening. Ciuyi called to me.. asking me when would i be leaving ~ she was following me.. haha!!!

FINALLY - the pizza arrived.. after sooo long.. urg!! Slow service man!! Oh well... i just gotta learn how to be patient... While we ate.. we talked.... and snapped picx.. lmao!! Haha... We were buzy taking pictures instead of eating.. I got an urgent call from my homie asking me to hurry up..and ciuyi was bugging me to eat faster so that we can leave... Sigh... so i stuffed myself with all the food.. BUT Divya and Archana didnt want me to go.. After so much explainin and begging... Divya finally said "ok ok you are free to go now.." I hugged then all goodbye and dashed off with Ciuyi along myside... XD!!!

We were off to KARAOKE with my homie and gang!!!!!!!!! WOOOO HOOOO!!!!!!!!

An hour late.. O.o so we dashed off as fast as we could.... the thing is... WE DIDNT KNOW THE PLACE... Haha.. it is the biggest mall here.. and my first time there.. O.o Neither of us knew where was the karaoke thingy... We walked blindly finding "sinma"~ to trace our way based on the instructions given... and guess who i should see??

First guy i saw was................................ ADWIN!!!!!!!!!!!! He is my best friend foreva!!! (guy) hahah!!!! I couldnt stop to talk much cuz we were already runnin out of time.. so all i said was..

"heyyy wutcha doing here.. ?"
"primary school gathering.. u?"
"oooo.. we are going Karaoke with frenx..."
"ohh icic...."
"ok bye...."

and we dashed off..... till the far end of the mall.. I saw Yoke Pei and Jasmin... Lolx..!!! They showed us the karaoke place.. which was just the opposite of the Cinema *swt*!!! O.o I also saw some "creeps and annoyin pests aka bitches" near the cinema bout to watch a movie... We just walked.. till WE GOT IN THE KARAOKE ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Party time baby!!!!!

We sang out lungs out man!!!! Soo hella fun!!!! After an hour or so.. i went out to get a drink.. and who i should see?? Unexpected yet there he was... Christopher Tee Fu Yuan (ChrisTee).... Damn that was a shock to me... O.O He was shocked to see me too.. mwahahha!! We greeted each other.. and ran back to the room.... yelling.....

"CIUYI, CHRISTEE IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"huh? where?? I wanted to see him... "
"CUMMM OUTSIDEEEE..." dragging her out...

When we got to the counter.. he was gone.. urg!! He and Ciuyi are primary school mates.. and he is my tuition friend.. sigh i wanted them to meet.. We blindly walked to a corridor.. I quickly gave him a ring while leaning against a wall (the outside of a karaoke room)... The door open and the phone was answered... He walked out of that room.. BULLZEYE!!!!!!!! That was total coincidence.. i didnt know he was in that room.. Haha... the look on his face .. lol man.. i cant eva forget that.. confused-shocked-impressed Hahaha.... he kept asking hw do we know it was this room.. LOL MAN!!!!!!! After they talked .. we went back to out room..

Solo singing... Group singing... Random Singing.. dancing.. LOLX!!!!!!!!!!!! It WAS bloody awesome!!!!!!!!! After our time was up... we left for lunch!! We had BBQ!!!! I was soo full with the pizza and fried rice.. so i didnt wanna eat.. but after getting a taste of the pork.. i couldnt stop.. >.< I believe i was the one who actually finished the pork.. mwahahha!!! Poor homie.. she was so sweet to get it done for me.. All i did was eat it!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Later~ we hung there walking and chatting till 6..... woo hoo!!!!!!! I spent the whole day there.. what a great way to start the break!! coolio!!! I saw so many random known people there.. Lots of MGS-ians were there.. and also my other mates.. WoW!! Ten mins before my dad came.. we passed Sabrina(one gal from my skool) with two other guyz with here.. O.O i didnt know one of them.. but when he passed me ... he called out to me and said "Hi"!! He even called my NAME!!!!!! I totally didnt have an idea who that dude was.. so the best reaction i gave was stopped and stared at him.. LMAO!!! they just walked away!! HAHAHAH!!! gosh that was sooo funny.. we were laughing bout it later when they were out of sight....

At 6 my dad picked me up.. Ciuyi followed me bak.. so i had to drop her off at her home.. it was soo COOL!!! Best hangout so far!!! Seriously!!! Full of awesome-ness... XD!! We planned to do it again end of this year.. after finals.. yay!!!!! i cant waitt!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!

Prom Night

2008-08-20T10:39:00.000+08:00

Ho Ho HO!!!! Guess what?? Its my first prom night!!! Haha i know!! A gal having her first prom night at the age of 16!!!! I guess its not that late... may be a tiny bit pathetic... LOLX... but hey- i can just be considered as an innocent creep right? First prom night.... one word to say it W-O-W !!! So many Unexpected thingz happened.... I even had a shock of my life.. HAHAHA!! Ok enoff of that.. moving on to "what happened"....

It all started with Lin Kee...

Lin Kee : Are you going to the RC Prom?
Me : Huh? What's that?

Lin Kee : Red Crescent Prom....
Me : Oh.. erm no .. not going!!

Lin Kee : Why??? It would be fun!!!
Me : No, we will have to wear dresses.... Eww

Lin Kee : Wat the heck... !! You can wear skirts/dresses/gowns....
Me : OMG thats even worst.. not cumin!!!!

Then Ciuyi, who heard the whole conversation talked me into thinking of going.. I actually said " ermm i guess i would go if you go.." !! And she actually agreed to go!! Cmon!! We are just not the kinda gals who wear skirts/ dresses and look all pretty ..girlish.. elegant !! Thats just soo NOT me!!! I NEVER wear skirts or gowns or dresses.. they look horrible on me.. and SO NOT COMFY!!! i am best in pants .. jeans!! THEY rawk!! K K... in the end i said.. no..cuz i just didnt wanna bother borrowing/buying a dress since i have none... and also.. i had other activities in the morning of the "prom night"!! I had paid for the Jap cultural day already.. XD...

After i came bak home from skool.. "some commotion" on the net.. (read the previous post to find out).. which had me change my mind... I quickly texted Ciuyi and asked her to book a ticket for me too... so i guess i would be going in a DRESS after all... embarrasing.. risk the un-confyness for one day... urg!!!!

OMG... till the last moment.. I DIDNT HAVE A DRESS!!!! A girls never-even-dream-of-crisis!!!! I didnt have a dress / gown / skirt to wear till the day of the prom!!! My sister tried hoking me up with one of her skirt..and my turtle neck tops... cuz my mom refused to get me a dress since i would only be wearing it once.. urg!!! OMG.. i looked.. (nt bad actually) in the outfit my sis hooked me up.. but i didnt wanna wear it.. it made me look.. too nerdy-goodie-sweetie!!! which is a total NO NO for ME!!!!

So i called Shi Yunn.. my adopted sister (same age) to help me with my crisis... and WALLA!! she got me a dress!! She brought it to the club.. and i changed once i gt there.. IT WAS... errr very open dress A.K.A sexy!!! I cant wear sexy clothes.. (i dont mind) but my parents do.. but just for that day... i didnt care!! OMG i looked.. like a whore.. (just realising that now).. but hey- like i said "enbarrasing moments in life"!! We ate.. lotsa performances... and food... watched.. some jerk guyz were shouting.. we snapped pics.. and just hang out there...

In the end.. they had "open dance floor" for bout 15 - 20 minz!! HAHAHA!! they switch on the light.. and the songs we so soft.. and terrible!! I only enjoyed the "low - Flo Rider"... it was the only song worth dancing.. but i was pumped with adrenaline... and very high (without alchohol)... Not many were dancing.. some went bak.. i got my frenz to the dance floor.. and asked them to dance.. but i guess they were shy.... And my best friend forever was also too shy to dance.. tho he asked me.. TT__TT !!! So sad.. i like to dance... but thank you to TAN TAN!!!! lolx he and his friend.. they dance with me for one song!!! woo hooo!!!! Well at least i had one dance.. !!!

After i got a little crazy (tho i alwyx am)... i got up the stage and started dancing with some unknown ppl there.. and jumping up and down!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? i was jumping up and down and dancing ON THE STAGE wearing A DRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN!!!! wut the hell was wrong with me?? Hmm I dont know!!!! CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY WILD INSANE CHICK!!!! uh huh!! dats me!!...

I had baskin robins while waiting for my dad to pick me up.... then slept like a pig!!! Ha ha....

...Lin Kee... Me and My sis (Shi Yunn )....

... Me and Yoke Pei...

...Ciuyi... Su Wen.. and ME.... *wuts with the stick?*

...Ciuyi.. Su Wen... Lin Kee.. and ME!!!!...

.. Shi Yunn (sis) ... Su Wen.. Lin Kee and ME...!!..

.. Su Vien.. Yoke Pei... Su Wen... Jas Min.. Jia Hui.. Ciuyi.. Shi Yunn..

Unexpected ..... dance??? b4 prom

2008-08-19T11:30:00.000+08:00

Before i tell you bout the prom night.. lets take a look at... a conversation i has with one of my best frenz... about the prom....... Hmm... he did sound a little "nt himself" .. Ok actually the whole conversation was unexpected and ... weird... mwahahaha i alwyx have the tendency to attract weird things... "weird magnet" .. lmao!!!

Here is how it goes......

Me	heyyyy
BFF	hie
Me	will u b goin to the prom on Sat?
BFF	yesh...u????
Me	i just declined it.. TT___TT...
BFF	why????
Me	dunno...i was suppose to go.. with ciuyi and all.. then i came bak home and sms'ed her saying i m nt going...
BFF	swt!!! say u wan go la..
Me	erm.....errrr....>.<.....TT__TT.. cant!!
BFF	WHAI??????:?????
ME	i kinda paid to go for erm the japanese language thingy to University Malaya....
BFF	owh.. i see...
Me	i thought may be.. i could still cum to the prom after getting bak from UM
BFF	then??
Me	but.. then.. i dunno.. just decided against it
BFF	why??? what time coming back?
Me	round 6pm
BFF	oh.. still can make it ma..
Me	coz i dunno wat is wrong with me.. sheez... haha
BFF	sad...
Me	will u b going next year?
BFF	hmm.. dunno.. see first..
Me	>.<....ANYWAY- will u dance this year? tell me.. then i will decide to cum.. Haha!!!
BFF	errr... umm...come to see me dance??? or come todance with me??
Me	HAHAHAHAHAHA ...dunno
BFF	???? oooowh......
Me	what? wat did i say??
BFF	nothing....
Me	LOLX.....isnt it fun messing with you? HAHAHAHAHAHA
BFF	T.T.......................
Me	awwwww lolx.... i still say its fun messing with you but dun be sad
BFF	sad.....T.T.....
Me	WOAAA.... u r messing with me arent you..?? blek!!!
BFF	no...dun wana talk to you d...T.T
Me	WOAAAA.....WHAT DID I DOO?? SORRRYYYYY!!!! ok ok... i m sorry..... what did i say??? >.<
BFF	T.T
Me	woi...stop cryinggg
BFF	bullyyyy.....
Me	SORRYYY... TT__TT .. i was just playing!!! urg!! ok ok i will let u bully me bak!! u better talk!!! abd tell me wat did i do!! woiii!!!!
BFF	you bullied me larr...T.T
Me	i said sorry d ma!!!! terribly SORRY... i take it bakkkk...no forgiveness?? TT___TTT!!!!
BFF	MAAAAAAYBE......
Me	SOBXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.. TT__TT really??
BFF	yesh MAAAAAYBE....
Me	wow.... woa.. erm .. ok then.. wow..k bye!!
BFF	why???
Me	u said u cant forgive me right?
BFF	i didn't say that.....i said maaaaybe...
Me	u said "may e"!!! its the same
BFF	reaaly??? okay...
Me	woaaa......
BFF	i take it back...depends......
Me	depends on????
BFF	hmmmm
Me	depends on??
BFF	wait....i'm thinking........
Me	ok take ur time but tell me before i hv to go
BFF	owh okay...
A few mins later........ >.<
Me	ok?
BFF	maybe i'll tell you next time
Me	NOOO tell me now!!!
BFF	thinking,....
Me	erm ok think but please tell me now??
BFF	why>????
Me	>.< cuz i wanna know?? duh!!!
BFF	cannot know next time meh....? still thinking larrrz...
Me	cannot!!! coz i m not that patient.. waitin kills me, buddy!!!!
BFF	owh.. hahaha!! ok.. what time you have to go ah?
Me	hmm 10minz
BFF	owh.. wait ah.. tension!!!
Me	woa why??
BFF	hmmm.. okay la.. dun forgive you! HMPH!
Me	erm k!!!
BFF	i know d!
Me	what???
BFF	dance with me!
Me	u serious??
BFF	umm yes...no.. maybe.. i dunno?
Me	i needed only one answer.. hmpf...
BFF	uhh yes
Me	that means.. i hv to cum to the prom?
BFF	well.. there's always next time.. you dun have to if you dun want to..
Me	and its gonna take a longgg time for u to forgive me!!! lolx.. dancing is AWESOME!!!
BFF	haha.. better than not forgiving you.. XD
Me	BLEK.. its not!! forgiving me is way better.. YOu know it!!!
BFF	so when you gonna dance with me?? XD
Me	this sat i guess .. prom night?
BFF	means you going?? i dun wanna force u le..
Me	have to.. LOLX.. noo.. XD.. i will work it out.. somehow.. see ya at the prom.. and ok.. we shall dance.. now i gtg.. tc ciao!!

BFF	talk to you next time...
Me	uh huh... XD

OKKKK SO Now .. wutcha think?? Isnt it... erm sooo WEIRD?? I mean he doesnt usually SOUND like this.. i am having a feeling that this is an imposter..... but hey- i wouldnt know.. all i can say is... OMG WHATS THIS BOUT?? and give the U-HAVE-LOST-IT-PRETTY-BAD-BUT-I'LL-GO-WITH-WATEVA-U-SAY look.... !!!!

Crazy Mindwork Up There...

2008-08-14T18:46:00.000+08:00

How am i suppose to know why did i create this blog? Its weird.. i never liked having a blog.. but heyy- i have a live journal.. and.. today i just randomly made this one.. Its totally weird to MUA but cant help it.. cuz thats ME.. mwahahah.... Here's smtg to remember...

Sonu_hush <---- Weird chick